Like an angel, you came from above
And you tried to open up
Never knew just when you should stop..
But I shut down for good
You tried to break through.. But I am done with love
There is no room for you.
We don’t belong together
I survive in my own skin
Never letting anyone in..
I’ll forget it someday
The pain caused by chasing you away
For my heart is made of ice
And my soul is nothing but cold
Dont ask if your doing something wrong
There’s nothing right
And yet I wait for you
every second of every minute
Of every hour that turns into days
I lost count somewhere along the way.
You made me blind and deaf and dumb
How I hate you.
How I hate this love that was ment for you.
But nevermind. Whatever.
Ill be fine.
Just turn around and walk away.
Its only one more day.
Ill be fine someday without you..
And the days turns into years.
And suddenly I’m halfway there.
I was never ment to grow old.
I’d leave my body when it would still be cold.
Not warm and longing
Why does it always have to be you.
I closed off such a long time ago.
I lost hope all those years ago..
I don’t know why I’m still holding on.
Why am I still longing, waiting, dying
Why does it always have to be you
But nevermind. Whatever
Ill be fine.
Just turn around, and close my grave.
And bury me deep
within your cold and lonely heart.
Just let me be
Your tearing me apart.
Such a fragile, stupid heart.