I'm sick of this bloody mess
Always cutting myself on the pieces
of the life I had before
Wishing you'd never slept in my bed
That I'd never let you in the door
Now you haunt my head
I'm sick of always feeling torn
Between a bitter past and no glimpse of a future
Wishing I'd been more careful with my battles
I know failures all too well
and I've never seen heaven
but I've certainly done my time in hell
I was the throbbing vein, you were my sweet sweet heroin
My darling medicine
leaving a bitter taste on my lips
and your blood stained my fingertips
as you left bruises on my hips
God knows I loved you
In spite of this life, I’m still alive
Am I? Am I..?
In spite of this life, I’m still alive
It only feels like I’m dead inside
I was the corrupt queen, you were my merciless king
Only without you was I able to sing
Leaving me with nothing but a string
to stitch my broken heart back together
And even after all these years
not one of them was wasted tears..
And I still love you
In spite of this life, I’m still alive
Am I? Am I..?
In spite of this life, I’m still alive
It only feels like I’m dead inside
