I wrote another song for you. It’s all I can do.

🎵

Take my hand

I’ll take us somewhere better

We’ve both been scarred

By the life we lived before

Trust me

Follow me out that door

🎵

You’re such a handsome man

Ain’t nobody loving you

Like only I can

🎵

You touched my soul

Just when I thought it had turned cold

We’re both wounded

Not beyond repair

If only you’d let me heal you

I’ll make your pain disappear

🎵

You have such gentle hands

Such a mysterious smile

I beg you to come over

I’ll make it worth your while..

🎵

It’s your turn to trust me now

I said I’d wait and I do

Find faith in me somehow

Believe in me and you

Do you still have dreams about me?

I’ll make each one of them come true

🎵

I’d do anything

To make you mine

Oh, you’re such a handsome man

Ain’t nobody loving you

Like only I can

I keep pretending

That my broken heart is mending

There is a voice in my ear

Whispering it won’t get better from here

🎵

Tell me all the facts

So I can get my head sorted out

You know so much more than me

I’m chained to the ground

Only the truth can set me free

🎵

I was hoping

That if you saw me coping

Dealing with my demons

You’d save a place for me

🎵

There’s a voice in my ear

Telling me it’s now or never

Can you wait forever?

‘Cuz I’m running out of time

And ever since I met you

I can’t keep track on my mind

🎵

Get out of my head

Guess I’ll go crazy instead

Get out of my head

And back to my bed

🎵

You have the answers I seek

And the lies pour out of you each time you speak

And still I crawl back hoping you’ll crack

I lost my mind, I can’t seem to get it back

🎵

Get out, get out from my head

Ikke spring så fort fra livet

Kanskje er det på tide å la det ta deg igjen

Ikke hopp fra stupet enda

Slutt å se på døden som en venn

🦋

Pust.

Bare stopp opp 5 minutter og pust-

Ting kan bli bedre

selv om du ikke ser det

🦋

Tenk over det

Du har kravlet rundt på bunnen før

Klatret opp igjen centimeter for centimeter

Til armene verker og fingrene blør

Men du har klart det før

🦋

Hold ut

Selv om smertene nesten gjør deg gal

Og du føler at du står stille

For det finnes ingen mal

🦋

Du kan klare det

Du vil klare det

Det tar bare litt tid

Gi deg selv den tiden

Friheten venter der fremme

Det er den ene tingen du ikke får glemme

Take me back

to when I was a child

Before all the madness and sadness

Before my thoughts were running wild

🎵

I feel so empty

I feel so hollow!

My thoughts lead me astray

All I can do is follow

🎵

Take me home

Take me anywhere

I think I’ve gone numb and blind

It’s so cold and dark in here

Inside of my own mind

🎵

Pray for me

I don’t believe in a god but still

I’m no longer afraid to die

And I know that I will

🎵

Hold me

Hold me..

The night is so long and cruel

I know I’m supposed to go on with my life

But I ran out of fuel

Thinkin’ bout dressing up but

No point

Pondering about getting outta bed but

No point

Wondering if I should get my head fixed but

No point

 

All my efforts

No point..

 

Dreaming of being in control but

No point

Wish I could play another role but

No point

 

All my attempts

No point

 

Hoping to find peace but

No point

Want to release my inner child but

No point

 

My very existence

No point!

Stop poking my wounds

I’m already infected

Living in a nightmare it seems

Stop haunting my dreams

🌑

Is this reality?

🌑

I feel so

Feel so damn lost

Inject the poison into my veins

I’m living in a place

where only darkness reigns

Or maybe I’ve gone blind

Seems I’ve lost my mind

🌑

Where is my sanity?

🌑

Don’t leave me here alone

I’m broken to the bone

and you fucked me over big time

Or maybe I did it to myself..

An act of hate crime

🌑

Am I still part of humanity?

🌑

Can you relate

Do you understand

There’s something up with my heart rate

I’m scared out of my mind

I can’t seem to run from

Run from my fate

🌑

Can I

Can i break free?

Is there

Is there hope for me

Take control

Never a victim, always a warrior

Keep your head high

Aim for the goal

🎵

Push forward

Don’t look back

Turn your weakness into strenght

Know just where to attack

🎵

Ride off the storm

Gather strenght in the calm

If you fall get up

Soldier on

🎵

If you reach bottom the only way is up

If you can’t walk, then crawl

If the fire burns out rekindle the flame

Be the beast no one can tame

🎵

Get back up

Wipe the blood from your mouth

When all goes south..

Soldier on!

🎵

You got no one to cheer you on?
You feel like you do not belong?
Look at yourself in the mirror
Look how far you have come
You could have been in a grave by now
Yeah, fucked up some times but the past is gone
You’re still here

Today is the day
Soldier ON!

I’m sorry mami, for letting you down

You taught me how to swim

and still I drown

🌑

I’m sorry brother, for being such a misfit

You taught me how to fight

Yet all I do is quit

🌑

I’m sorry!

So sorry..

I know you worry

I tell you I’m doing fine

But you know I crossed the line

Ain’t no coming back from this

🌑

I’m sorry sister

For being so damn fragile

Each time you do something right

I do something wrong

And all I can do is tell you in a song..

🌑

I’m sorry!

So sorry..

I know you worry

I tell you I’m doing fine

But you know I crossed the line

Ain’t no coming back from this

Some women are like roses, some women are like thorns..

Some women have halos, and some of us have horns..

I’m not your angel

I am the witch that broke your spell

I’m not the redeemer, I am the dragon raising hell

Did I say you could stare at me like that?

Are you admiring my tail..?

Don’t look too long into my eyes

You won’t like what they unveil

Are you feeling nervous..?

Do I make you feel unwell?

I know you think I taste like paradise

But baby, I was born and raised in hell

I feel scared

It’s either really dark in here

or I have gone blind

I was searching for answers

I can’t seem to find

I was looking for the truth

Instead I lost my mind

🎶

I’m a hopeless case

Someone should replace

my useless self

I’m bottom shelf

..material

I had hope once, but I was living in denile

Someone should put my ass on trial

I’m not handling life very well

Find a judge and send me to hell

🎵

It hurts to think

My brain appears to be dysfuntional

Think I’m on the brink

I’m too damn emotional

I can not trust myself

My nerves are snapping

What the fuck is happening

🎶

I’m a hopeless case

Someone should erase

Can’t make amends

Can’t summon a defence

I can’t rewrite my past

How long will this life last?

🎵

I’m spinning out of control

For every moment passed

I sink further down the hole

It’s time to pull the plug

Swipe my life under the rug

I’m frozen in time

🎶

I’m a basket case

Fell so far from grace

Just put me out of my misery

Gambling with my sanity

No chance to find serenity

🎵

It’s time to jump the ship

I can no longer tolerate the whip

My words mean jack shit

This time the bullet really hit

I’m an astronaut lost in outer space

and man, do I hate my face

It’s time to say the final words

And for the executioners to raise their swords

But all I got

All I got are these empty words