I thought I heard you say

This time around you’d stay

Maybe it was just me being crazy again..

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You mean so much to me

But you don’t seem to care

Even when I’m shouting in your face

It’s like I’m not even there

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It ain’t you it’s me

Asking for too much, probably

Should learn how to not give a fuck

‘Cuz you’re so above me I can’t reach you

And maybe me thinkin’ I might have a shot

Is nothin’ but a part of my crazy plot

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I want you so bad

Even if you’ll never want me back

I wish you’d tell me point blank

So I’d stop obsessing over something I’ve never had

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At some point you have to step up and crush my heart

So I can go back to start

Get my head sorted out

Stop dreaming about

..You ‘n’ me in some scene

Oh, but it’s such a wonderful dream..

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It ain’t you it’s me

I’m sorry

You’re all I can think about

Don’t worry

I’ll get my head sorted out

Stop dreaming about..

Oh but it’s such a wonderful dream

Må lære meg å holde pusten

under bølgene som skyller over meg

Lære meg å leve med

de skarpe kantene på livet som skjærer inn i huden min

Venne meg til synet av blod

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Når alt er sagt og gjort

står bare håpløsheten igjen

På dette tidspunktet

har den blitt en gammel venn

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Kanskje er jeg dum

som bevarte håpet så lenge

Holdt det hellig

Holdt på troen

«Ting vil løse seg til slutt»

sa jeg og trodde mine ord

Nå tror jeg ikke lenger

Vet bare hvordan det ender

At jeg skal bli til jord

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Ingen hjelpende hånd

kan nå meg lenger

Ingen trøstende ord går fra øret til hjernen

Alt jeg vet er at det gjør faen så vondt

å klamre seg fast til et liv man begynner å lure på om man egentlig vil ha

Alt jeg vet..

Jeg vet så mye om hat og forakt

Og så alt for lite om kjærlighet

I was her, and she was me

I was chained but she was free

I was blind, she could see

I was nothing, she was everything I wanted to be

And yet.. I was her.. and she..was me..

Chained but free.. Blind but can see.. Me versus me.

He says I’m a bad girl

For being so high I could touch the ceiling

For getting so drunk

I’m barely seeing

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He thinks I’m a bad girl

For messin’ with his heart

He thinks I’m a bad girl

For tearing it apart

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He says I’m a bad girl

Sure loves to spank me

He says I’m a bad girl

Then he thanks me

For being such a bad girl

Bad girl, nah

I’m just a sad girl

Livin’ in a bad world

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He thinks I’m a bad girl

For fucking all his friends

He thinks I’m a bad girl

That’s how it always ends

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‘Cuz I’m a bad girl

All the boys think I’m a bad girl

Nah..

I’m just a sad girl

Livin’ in a bad world

Livin’ in a bad world, oh

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I used to be a good girl

But my heart got tainted

and my body invaded

This world is merciless on the good girls

So I joined the bad girls club

Bad girl, now I’m labeled a bad girl

Bad girl, nah

I’m just a sad girl

Living in a bad world

Oh..

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It’s a bad, bad world

So you can call me a bad girl

That’s the only way to fit into a bad world

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Bad girl

Bad, bad girl..

Whip, whip, whip your skin

Like you’d comitted a deadly sin

Whip, whip, whip!

Until you bleed from within

My fault, it’s always my fault

I am the lightning and the thunderbolt

Rip, rip, rip your flesh

Pour salt in the wounds

while they are still fresh

Rip, rip, rip!

Until you hit your bones

What does not kill you..

Makes you wish it did

My fault, it’s always my fault

I keep track of my sins locked up in a vault

How much longer must I repent

Like I was in the garden of Eden in the shape of a serpent

Kick, kick, kick yourself in the teeth

Kick kick kick!

Until you break your feet

What doesn’t kill you

Makes you wish it did

My bad, it’s always my bad

I made him mad, I made her sad

My bad, always my bad

What doesn’t kill you

Makes you wish it had