Sorry for the depressive blog posts lately. I’ve been down in a ditch. Probably by my own design.. It’s hard to keep depression at bay. Sometimes you think you’ve made it through, then it hits you like a tsunami.
But! I made it to Greece! Whoop whoop 🤪 I’m gonna work on my attitude non stop to avoid being a Debbie Downer. Yes? Yes! I’ve thought a lot about my issues lately, and you know what? I gotta save myself. Be my own goddamn hero. I’ve realised that no one else can help me soothe the pain but me. I’m a grown ass woman, I’ve made it to hell and back several times- I can do this! As I’m typing I still have my doubts, but pfffff.. Rome wasn’t built in a day, you feel me? Change takes time. I have time. I don’t know what the fuck I’m stressing over.
Stop and catch your breath.. Take the time you need to figure out what you want to do with your life. Build up strength little by little. Climb the stairs one step at the time. See, I know all this but.. Actually doing it is hard. But I’m going to try. I owe myself that. Haven’t been too kind on myself in this life. It’s time to change that.
That was a long rant, as usual. I’m done now. Good night ✨❤✨