It ain’t poetry.. It’s therapy.
Hey, dad
This time I’m talking to ya without being mad
(I’m just sad)
You know how this tale goes..
Life blows again
and I went off the radar..
Well, daddy I am still alive
It doesn’t feel like much of an achievment
Most of all, I’m ashamed
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah..
Life blows again and I’ve been blowing my brains out in my wicked fantasies for the past six months
Stacked up on pills but I already tried and failed at that once
so dear dad..
I just wanted to ask you: How’s life in death?
Your silence speaks louder than words..
(God, how I long for the silence!)
That’s all I want!!
Hey dad!
Can you hear me?!
I know you can’t, but I’m screaming anyway
Can I reach to your kingdom of silence
Hey dad, save a spot for me there..
Yeah, yeah, yeah..
I’m suicidal again, don’t tell my doc
I can’t do the electro shock
but I can’t seem to do better so..
Dear dad, how’s the kingdom
The kingdom of, kingdom of silence..?
Hey dad..
Mama’s been my rock again
I wish I could tell you we figured shit out before this curse took me a prisoner too
(but you are within the walls of the kingdom of silence, silence)
She never stops fighting for me
I guess that is the biggest reason I can’t join you yet
(in the kingdom of, kingdom of silence)
Oh dad
I’ve always wondered if it was somehow my fault that you died
and I know you can’t answer that
I’ve cursed time for running out on you
Now I pray for the same fate
(I can’t do a long life of this)
But dad, hey:
I can do a little longer
A little longer.. I think.
It’s okay that you don’t respond.. The silence is answer enough.
Hey dad
(I know you can’t hear it but..)
I’ll join you soon enough
(life feels so long in darker times, but it IS short)
Yeah, I’ll go there too when my time runs out..
To your kingdom of, kingdom of..
Kingdom of silence
That’s all I want!
The kingdom of silence
I know you wait there..
I can feel it’s written in the stars, I am walking my father’s path
and I too will die young
But dad, first I’ll TRY to live
Yeah, I can do a little longer
Before the kingdom of silence awaits
I know you wait there!
In the kingdom of, kingdom of silence
(Thanks for the talk ❤️)
