Your skin, my sin

Your skin, my sin
Oh lord forgive me, ’cause I still
Love him

I can’t forget.
How hard I’ve tried!
I sleep by myself and I don’t wanna know who’s creeping up with you tonight 
I can’t help but wonder
If all your feelings for me have died
Oh lord erase him for me
You know that I have tried

Your touch, my death
I loved you with my mouth first
Maybe that’s why I’m out of breath
Your face, I can’t replace..
Your hands speak the language of my body
You are the gasoline that lights me on fire
You are the embodiment of my desire

Only you could ever penetrate my mind..
You were the greatest treasure I ever stumbled upon
I had you for a moment then you were gone
Now your someone else’s treasure to find..

Oh forgive me lord
I know he was never really mine
And I’ll pay my dues in hell for him
For what is left of my time

Your skin, my sin
Lord it was worth it, loving him

Swim away from me

I was drowning in a dark and bottomless ocean

In my mind we’d all survive

but some of us never learned how to swim  

and some just long to sink

 

I could feel the sharks circling around my feet

In my mind thoughts were spinning..

There is no heaven above us

and no hell underneath

 

And there is such beauty in that

It’s such a big relief

I am nothing but the words I speak

and even my bones will turn to dust

Do you feel fear towards death..?

 ‘Cause all I feel is a starving lust  

 

For silence, and only silence

For what is truly peace

So let me drown in waters deep

I am ready for my release

Darkest sheep

 

I am the bad seed  

The darkest sheep

I do the worst deeds

To fulfill my wicked needs

 

Oh, but am I incomplete- 

or just full of shit

Tell me please..

I can take it

 

I am always there for you to blame

The puzzle that won’t fit into your “perfect” game

I am the skeleton in your closet

I’m the reason you can’t close it  

 

If I do a 180..

Turn my life ’round would you still hate me?

I have this feeling I’ll never measure up  

Maybe that’s why I keep fucking up  

 

Oh but is there anything about me you could love at all?

I’ll selfdestruct if that’s what you want..  

In fact I’ve already jumped  

Now I’m in freefall  

 

Don’t you dare shed a single tear on me

I choose to remember, and you are not allowed to forget

 

It’s a story with no beginning and no end

Where the villain and the hero is one and the same

It’s a burning lust hidden in someone elses past

It’s a future made of dust and a love that couldn’t last

 

You remember my name

 

It’s a body reeking of fear and a mind filled with mines

It’s a place you’d never want to return to

Where reality gets blurry lines and all your worst enemies aligns

And they won’t stop the torture until both soul and body resigns..

 

You remember my face

 

It’s a corridor with numbered doors

Soulless eyes and brutal hands

It’s calling out for help. But you are speaking in a language

That no one understands

 

You remember my voice

 

The body can endure what kills the spritit

and hell is a room with a bed and chains

Strapped so tight, never ending pains

Being forced to forgive and forget

And hear them laugh because you make no threat

 

You remember and I will never let you forget