(I’m ashamed to say this song pretty much sums up my summer of ‘23.. Hope everyone else can NOT relate to my shit-fest!)
He wants to know what I’m thinking
I don’t say a word
Well, truth is I am shipwrecked and I’m sinking
My head goes SOS, SOS
but I don’t wanna be saved, no..
Am I suicidal? Am I hopeless? Yes..
And I know, I’m such a bummer
It’s just another, another one for the books
Just another suicidal, suicidal summer
It’s so funny hah
I can’t curb my hysteria
I fear life itself
and still I can’t seem to kill myself
All I can say now is
All I can feel now is
I’m so so sorry!
My head goes SOS, SOS
But I don’t wanna be saved, no
Am I suicidal? Yes
And I know, I’m such a bummer
It’s just another, another one for the books
Just another suicidal, suicidal summer
Yeah, I know
You left me long ago
You cut the strings, torn off like a butterfly’s wings
and to be honest, I don’t care anymore
We are separated by so much more than just locked doors
You live on in a world I left
What can I say now
All I can feel is
I’m so so sorry..
So here’s to you
Keep on living, won’t you
Don’t feel bad, I know I hurt too much to hold on to
I am sorry for all the things that madness and sadness made me do
and most of all for how all of this separated me from you
These are the words I can’t say to your face
You don’t want to know what I’m thinking
All you need to know is, I was shipwrecked and sinking
I’ll reach the bottom soon, I’m running outta air
Just promise me I’ll never find you there
I’m so grateful you cut all ties
now that I’m the one who dies
I don’t know exactly when it was
that I could no longer look into your eyes
and I don’t want to see you sad
Now that I am the one who dies
I’m so so sorry!
I’m sorry..
My head goes SOS, SOS
But I don’t wanna be saved, no
Am I sucidal? But still alive? Why, fuck- Yes.
And I know, I’m such a bummer
It’s just another, another one for the books
Just another suicidal, suicidal summer
Yeah, I know- I’m such a bummer
This is is just another one, another one of those..
Doesn’t feel like I have much choice..
It’s just another suicidal, suicidal, suicidal
Suicidal summer
Suicidal summer..
