Should flip a switch and turn off my brain

I vowed not to let darkness reign

But it’s spinning out of control again..

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And I just can’t deal

I just can’t heal!

This overwhelming sense of doom

That’s all that I can feel..

And it’s spinning out of control!

All my defences broke down again

Drowning in the rain

I can’t find pleasure in anything

All I’m left with is the pain

And it’s spinning out of control..

And I just can’t deal

I just can’t heal

This all-consuming dread

is all that I can feel

And it’s spinning out of control

Skulle slutte, skulle quit cold turkey

Beina skjelver og hodet er shaky

Skal vi heller slutte i morgen, maybe..?

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For nå sitter vi her igjen

Og røyken er vår bestevenn

Skulle aldri ta i den dritten igjen!

Men nå sitter vi her igjen..

Og røyken er vår beste venn

Skulle videre med livet, skulle ri av stormen

Finne tilbake til den gode, gamle formen

Men hodet vil bare ha en ting, den forbanna kreftpinnen

Røyken har seira igjen, jeg er så jævlig langt fra å være drømmekvinnen

Så jævlig langt i fra!

For nå sitter vi her igjen

Og røyken er vår beste venn

Skulle jo aldri ta i den dritten igjen!

Men så satt vi her igjen..

Og røyken er vår beste venn

Man har alltids i morgen, right..?

I morgen er vi helt sikkert fit for fight.. 🙄

Kan ikke fortsette i dette løpet, kan ikke la det være kjørt

Men alt jeg har sagt har du allerede hørt..

For nå sitter vi her, igjen!

Og røyken er vår beste venn

Skulle jo aldri røre den dritten igjen!

Men så satt vi her igjen..

Og røyken er vår beste venn

Men man har alltids i morgen, right..?

I morgen er vi heeeelt sikkert fit for fight..

Helt sikkert..

Yeah, right

Pacing in circles

Leaving behind a trail of cigarettes

Thoughts racing, needs facing

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My brain suddenly got Tourettes

And I can’t control where it goes

Or who I’m thinking of

All my disturbed memories

Are popping off

Night brain, I call it night brain

Got a lot to deal with now that I’ve been insane

There’s no way

To go back again

But I will keep pushing through

this battle too

Black smoke in the air

Helps the clouds in my head disappear

My fake friend, a habit I need to quit

And I will, I just gotta get through this

Cuz I got..

Night brain, I call it night brain

Got a lot to deal with now that I’ve been insane

Anxiety, my deepest fears they resurface

I got some broken parts in me I need to replace

But I’ll keep pushing through

This battle too..

Ps. At least my face got real tan this summer somehow 😎😬

Jeg er trøtt og sliten og orker egentlig ingenting

Føles som om jeg bare går rundt i ring

Jeg GÅR bare rundt i ring

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Tenner en røyk med den andre mens hodet går i spinn

Hodet går bare i SPINN

Og jeg skjønner ingenting

Minner som piner og gnager

Hva er ekte, hva er falskt?

Alt jeg vet er at det plager

Fy faen som det plager

Psykiatrien byr bare på mer problemer

Blir ikke sett, hørt eller forstått

Kunne kanskje blitt hjulpet for lenge siden

Men det toget har nok gått

For jeg skjønner ingenting

Minner som piner og gnager

Hva er ekte, hva er falskt?

Alt jeg vet er at det plager

Fy faen som det plager!

Jeg kom inn første gang de dørene så traumatisert, så skada

Fikk ikke hjelp, blei bare mere plaga

Burde blitt reddet, burde blitt skåna

I stedet ble jeg bare mer skadeskutt, mer håna

Og jeg skjønner fortsatt ingenting

Føles fortsatt som om jeg bare går rundt i ring

Jeg GÅR jo bare rundt i ring!

Minner som piner og gnager

Hva er ekte, hva er falskt?

Alt jeg vet er at det plager

Fy faen som det plager!

I’m fighting against forces beyond my control

Facing the fact you’ve played your role

But it’s not over yet

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This ain’t the end

Yeah, it’s true: I look at death as a friend

But tomorrow I’ll wake up again

And it will be fucking dreadful

I won’t wanna open my eyes

But eventually the feeling will pass

and I’ll be back in the ring again

’Cuz yeah, it’s true: I look at death as a friend

But tomorrow I’ll wake up again

Hope is so easily lost

I’m counting the years and what they’ve cost

Drowning in a sea of misery

It will always be part of my history

But tomorrow I’ll wake up again

The story is yet to be completed

and I am yet to be defeated

It’s not over yet..

And this ain’t the end

And yeah it’s true:

I do look at death as a friend

But tomorrow I’ll wake up again

Tomorrow I’ll wake up again!

E så lei av disse veggene at eg kunne spy

Hodet føles grust, tungt som bly

Alle drømmer, alle planer e glemt

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Og eg så ville ut å fly

Fanden ta dette liv!

Ka galt har eg gjort nå??

Mer voksen-kjeft, men eg har null respekt

Du møte alt eg seie med blankt nekt

Og nå føle eg meg faen så knekt

(Argh!)

Kjempe krig på alle fronter

Dømt te å tapa

Men eg må ta alle knuste drømmer

Lima samen bit for bit

For eg ble født te å skapa

Slutte ikkje nå, det blir over mitt lik

Det blir over mitt lik!

Så her e nok en sang

Håpe eg sutre for siste gang

Håpe eg sutre for siste gang!

For fanden ta dette liv!

Ka galt har eg gjort nå??

Mer voksen-kjeft, men eg har null respekt

Du møte alt eg seie med blankt nekt

Men eg e ennå ikkje knekt

Eg e ennå ikkje knekt!

(Wooh!)

Through the fire and through the flames

I know there is a way back

But what’s the fucking point

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When I have to return all alone

One last time

Just one last time

Make it all worth while

Only you can

And I’m writing like you’d read it

Truth is you’ll never even see it

And god am I lonely

Now that I am the only

Dying for a wish that’ll never come true

Only you

It could only ever be you

Damn it.. And damn you too

Because silence speaks louder than words

And I have to cut the cords

But I can’t ‘cuz I’m chained to you in ways I can’t explain

And truth is

I would not have it any other way

One last time

Just one last time

Through the fire and through the flames..

Make it all worth while

Only you can

Only you can..

Can’t let all these battles be fought in vain

All of my sacrifices, all of my pain

I have no choice

but to start over again

Valkyria, rising from the dust

Valkyria, my pure heart- my blood lust

Valkyria, I want revenge!

Valkyria, I want to change..

Strange things I can’t explain

Yet I keep score of my sacrifices and all of my pain

Now I have no choice

but to start over again..

I have no choice but to start over again!

Oh Valkyria, rising from the dust

Valkyria- my pure heart and my blood lust

Valkyria, I want revenge!

Valkyria, I need to change

I need to change..

And I have no choice

but to start over again!

Walking through flames

The war inside my head ain’t over

Right now it’s hell

Burning hot inside my skull

I wish it was over

Red cloth, here comes the bull

Through hell and back again

Is there a way back?

My demons still whispers in my ear

And they know just where to attack

And I can’t breathe

I can’t breathe among these flames!

’Cuz the war in my head ain’t over

Right now it’s fucking hot, burning inside my skull

Oh, how I wish it was over

Red cloth, here comes the bull

Through hell and back again

IS there a way back..?

I want to tell myself there is

But confidence is a thing I lack

It’s a thing I lack!

So thank you for this

Just what I didn’t need

The war in my head ain’t over

It’s burning hot inside my skull

I wish it was over..

Red cloth, here comes the bull

Here comes the bull!

And I’m losing my voice again

Seems like everyone got an opinion

I guess it’s your god damn right

But I can’t bow down to you again

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This time I gotta fight

Voices, all these voices

But I gotta own my own choices

It’s my memories, my haunted head

If I deny my truth any longer I might as well be dead

I might as well be dead!

You want me to be wrong so bad

It makes me scared, confused, suspicious

It makes me sad..

I’m trying to stay alive in a world that never cared about my voice

But I gotta own my truth, my atory

It’s my only choice

Voices, all these voices

But I gotta own my own choices

It’s my memories, my haunted head

If I deny my truth any longer I might as well be dead

I might as well be dead!

Voices, all these voices

But I gotta own my own choices

I gotta stay the course

To lift this curse

I gotta set myself free

Finally..