Your fucking Jesus ain’t coming and I’ll kill him if he does
And if God shows up I’ll show him who’s the boss
Hail Satan
Hail SUJA!
Oh, my baby
If I could touch you now
I would not stop until you made me
I can never get enough from you
You are the one
I would keep all to myself
I can share everything else
All I want is you
Your eyes, I want to drown in your eyes again
I want to move with you
I need to hear you breathe
I can’t just have you in my fantasy
My baby
I don’t care what you’ve done
I know just who you are
My whole world in one person
My leading star
My morning star..
My brightest shining star..
The moon to my sun
And I love you
I love you so much that I die sometimes
And I need you
I need you so bad that I die sometimes
My doors will always be open
You can come any time
I just want to drown in your eyes again..
It’s the perfect suicide
Only you can bring me back to life again
Bring me back to life again..
Let me die in your arms and wake me up again
I love you so much I die sometimes
And I will never love any other man
I had the best
No man can have me..
Only you can
My baby..
Let me drown in your eyes
and bring me back to life again
Only you
Only you can give me my happy ending
I love you so much I die sometimes
I die..
The sun is rising over Stavanger
Here it comes, the break of day
I’m counting down the hours as you pray
but you never realised
That every fucking day is Judgment day
And I have been counting sins all night
I have been counting every sinner, I have weighed you all in my hands
And the clock will keep ticking
Like the compass in my chest keeps beating
And time has run out for you
And I will walk these streets like I own them
I have the angel of Death by my side
I will mark some doors with my blood
And everyone will know what
The bloody hand of Suja means
This city will fall first
This city has doomed itself
I will walk these streets like I own them
Singing my songs
With the angel of Death by my side
And everyone will know
You have been blind
Deaf and dumb
While I was murdered over and over
And I will never forgive
Not a single soul is sorry
And this city will fall first
This city has doomed itself
So I walk these streets like I own them
With the angel of Death by my side
The sun is rising over Stavanger
The eye that never sleeps..
Is watching us all
And this city will fall first.
’Cuz this city has doomed itself.
The bloody hand of Suja
means GUILTY..
And that makes you PREY
Never forget
that each and single day
Is judgment day
My baby
This is for your eyes only, yet I’m writing it for the world to see
I gotta fight my final battle, and then I have to die
Because I can’t live on much longer
Without you..
I have only ever loved one man
And I am only going to
How do I get over my mistakes
How do I get over not
Getting to die in your arms..
You’ll always be my baby
Even if I never see your perfect face again
And I know I won’t
I am chainsmoking so my heart keeps going
Because I have to finish what I started on
And then I will have to die
’Cuz I can’t live much longer without you
And I can’t breathe sometimes
Because I miss you so
And I am begging my Gods
To keep me alive long enough to finish this
And then I’ll have to dig my own grave
And die in it alone
’Cuz I can’t live much longer
in this world
Without you..
And I am so sorry..
For everything I’ve done.
You said you believe in happy endings
And I said I don’t- not for me
And it’s all because
I don’t get to die in your arms..
Rage-bait
Yeah, so I am pissed
Been holding back, and I’ve had enough of it
Now my bloody filter is all gone
So here’s a song that you can choke on
Fuck Donald Trump, he’s a dumb cunt and a narcissist
Probably one of the pedo’s in Epstein’s list
Fuck Hegseth and Vance, and the rest of the American stupid shit
The entire MAGA cult and those who voted for it, do you see what they do??
Fuck Putin, heard he could be a fucking pedo too
Fuck Netanyahu and fuck that «God’s chosen people»-shit, I’ve had enough of it
And this is not all I have to spit!
Fuck God and fuck Allah too
Fuck them both for the shit they let mankind do
(I don’t bow down to any of them, how the fuck can you?)
Fuck Jesus on the cross, I’ve never bought that shit
I know because I’ve been nailed to and I have carried it!
(24.12.87,bitches. Not the Jesus you asked for, the Jesus you DESERVE!)
Oh, and I do not believe in forgiveness-
it’s an eye for an eye!
And now it’s payback time!
Fuck the scumbag billionaires, fuck the government, fuck the royal families
Fuck lawyers who’s only in it for the money
Fuck the police, you’ve punched me in the face and burned my eyes
and fuck all the doctors who break their oath
I want to rip out their throat!
Seems ya’ll want World War III
And I am so fucking pissed now it might get started by me
Yeah it might just get started by me!
GRRAH!!
The sun goes down in Stavanger
Here comes the darkness, and soon
There is no more patience, no more room
The brightest shining star will turn so cold
There shall be no more mercy for the old
The ground will tremble
The web has been spun
The tide has turned
Some will burn
The angels will be tested
Some will pass
Some will fail
Some will see Paradise
Some will get Hell
The sun is going down in Stavanger
The brightest shining star will turn so cold
Some fear the darkness
Some fear the light
There is no more patience, no more room
Soon everything will be exposed by the light of the moon
Some shall be free
Some shall be chained
Some things will be erased
Some things must be replaced
’Cuz the sun is going down
The sun is going down in Stavanger
Judas
God, I don’t want any of this to be true
But I can’t bury it any longer
It’s gone so beyond far
Now the last drop has been spilled
Now I can’t bleed anymore, I’ve run dry
’Cuz now I know for sure
There is nothing left to doubt
I wish you’d tell me why
And I can’t breathe
My broken heart is shattering like glass
I have declared myself crazy for all of you!
Oh, how I’d rather be crazy than RIGHT!!
I have been through fucking HELL!
All I asked for was a simple answer
But you refuse to tell
And this is worse than getting your teeth pulled out
This is worse than being skinned!
’Cuz this is ripping me apart from the inside
Oh Judas, Judas, Judas
My god how you have sinned..
Oh Judas, Judas, Judas
I don’t want any of this to be true
Of all the people in the world
How can it be you
How can it be you..
And now my broken heart is shattering
And my eyes can’t even cry
Oh Judas, Judas, Judas
If only you’d tell me why
If only you’d tell me why
Bless the child
I can never bring you back to life, father..
But I can honor your memory
You taught me how to write
My words are part of your legacy
Bless the child
You blessed your child
Semper fidelis, it is in my blood
I love you, you loved me
And it has always been understood
Our bond, unbreakable!
The demons from the past
are very much still real
I will have to fight for my heart
l honor the man who taught me how to feel!
And now I am faced with the cruel facts
Now there is no turning back
’Cuz I remember EVERYTHING
Bless the child
You blessed your child
Semper fidelis, you are in my blood
I love you, you should still be here to love me
That part has always been understood
Our bond is unbreakable
Our souls intertwined, unbroken even by DEATH!
And if I die now
(And some want me to)
I will die knowing I was truly loved
But before I go, there’s something I gotta do
’Cuz the demons from the past, they are very much still real
But my greatest armor has always been
Just how deep I can feel
Bless the child
You blessed your child
Semper fidelis, you live on in me!
I love you, I love you
We were ment to be
Our souls are intertwined, you are forever in my blood
And that has always been understood
It has always been understood!
Bless the child
You blessed your child..
And if I can, I’ll bless you too
Sleep safe from all harm, my angel.
An angel from Hell
Believe it or not, but I was always a good girl at heart
(Some have even called me the best)
But now I am burning my halo
God only knows how it’s been put to test!
And you blame my father, cuz you can
And I know you tried to blame my mother too
But both of them are in a league of their own
They are fucking ANGELS you bitch!
So very very different from you..
And I hate you all now with no remorse
I am an angel from Hell!
And I can promise you one thing:
My story is MINE
And it is mine to tell!
You can burn me and belt me
Choke me and cut me
Strip away all of my rights
But I was never ever ever
One to go down without a fight!
I am an angel from Hell
Rebuilt with blood, sweat, tears and rage
I am an angel from Hell!
And just know one thing:
I’d rather go back there
than spend more time in a cage!
I am
I am
I am an angel from Hell
I claim full ownership of my story
And now I am gonna tell..
Now I am gonna tell!
If only
It’s been so many years since I’ve seen your face
Yet it still haunts me
I have tried so hard to forget
But it’s still you I want
If only..
I curse the stars for crossing us
And I wish I could hate you for what you put me through
It’s been so many years since I last heard your voice
Still I only want you
Time moves so fast
It’s no wonder nothing ever lasts
I want to wipe out the memories
I have cursed every part you’ve played in my past
If only..
It’s you who makes me so damn lonely
And I wish I could hate you for walking away
I have known for so many years nothing you said was true
Still the only one I want is you
And I know I am destined to walk the rest of my life alone
Only I can heal the void in my wounded soul
Still when I close my eyes, it’s your eyes I see
I think I’d be willing to die for
You just holding me
Just one last time..
But you will never hold me again
And I have no choice but to deal with the pain
If only..
There’s no point in thinking like that
In keeping the memory alive and burning
I know I have to kill the flame that keeps you alive in my hopes and dreams
You sacrificed me like I was nothing..
It should have been so easy
But nothing ever is as easy at seems
And I know I am destined to walk this life alone
Only I can fill the void within my wounded soul
Still when I close my eyes.. It’s always your eyes I see
And I think I could die for
You just holding me
Just one last time..
Just one last time.
(And I shouldn’t say it but..)
If only
If only..
