Late night thoughts, I hate them

I’m plotting revenge, but I’d rather look into your perfect eyes

How do I deal with the memories

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How do I deal with the lies?

I want to puke

Smoking cigarette after cigarette just to breathe

There’s some people I gotta nuke

But baby, you promised I would not have to do this alone

The biggest lie I gotta cope with

Cigarette after cigarette

Oh, I wish I’d choke on it

Late night thoughts, how they haunt me

I need sleep, but I need you more!

I hate you so much right now

For bolting shut the door

You said forevermore

And I kinda hope I die tonight

The same way my father did back in 2003

I can’t live without looking into those perfect eyes again

I can’t believe you can do this to me!

And I want to puke

Smoking cigarette after cigarette just so I can breathe

There’s some people I gotta nuke

But baby, you promised I would not have to do this alone..

But fuck it, and fuck you too.

I’ll finish this all by myself..

That’s exactly what I am going to do.

Didn’t want to get outta bed today, bed today

It’s not okay to be treated this way, treated this way

Psychiatry and me, we got beef

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And you got a prize to pay, prize to pay

’’Cuz it’s not okay to be treated this way

Treated this way!

I’m singing songs to cheer myself up

Swallow pills with water from white plastic cups

I get injections with poison in my ass

But I’m doing the work on my own

I’m healing from my past

’Cuz I’m not all that bipolar baby

My doctor says so, but he could be the insane one maybe

I got Complex PTSD

From what those fucking doctors did to me

And if you keep on reading you’ll get the full story

’Cuz I’m writing songs to let it all out

Every word I say in here is met with doubt

I’m forced to take these injections with poison in my ass

But I’m doing all the work on my own:

I am healing from my past

They raped me first and then they tortured me

And then the other doctors spent 12 years covering it up

So now I’m in this shitty position- AGAIN

A system of complete control

Swallowing pills from white plastic cups

So I’m writing songs to let it all out

You can hear my words and greet them with doubt

My wounds are healing and I won’t bleed out

Yeah, I get injections with poison in my ass

But I’m doing all the heavy work on my own

I AM HEALING FROM MY PAST!

Ps: Heia Norge!

Smile når de beltelegge deg

Injeksjoner på tvang og straff for sang

Har sagt det før men seie det igjen

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At denne gang bler siste gang

Crazy, you drive me a little bit crazy

And that’s on you, not me my baby

At least I’m nobody’s little puppet

No one gets to pull on my strings

That’s why my angel wings turn into dragon wings

Knuste ruter og blod i øyet

Någen blir skremt og någen synes det e løye

Den jævla purken med pepperspray, glemme aldri han

Han va faen meg så lite te mann

Crazy, you drive me a little bit crazy

And that’s on you, not me my baby

At least I’m nobody’s little puppet

Nobody gets to pull on my strings

That’s why my angel wings can turn into dragon wings!

Arrogante leger med gudekompleks

Eg lange ut i rein refleks

Faen at ting bare må gå sin jævla gang

Har sagt det før men seie det igjen:

Denne gang blir faen meg siste gang!

I know you hoped this would be the last of me

You’ve always underestimated me

Well bad news: I’m still alive bitch

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I’ll see you at the cemetery

All the lies, all the torture, all the weight in the world

I’ve carried it all my fucking life and I ain’t dropping shit now

Aiming for the Utopia I know could exist

Yeah, it’s true: Death was hard to resist

Sometimes it’s been my only wish

But I’m choosing LIFE

You’ve always underestimated me

I’ll see you at the cemetery

Will you fight me?

You have to

I know that’s what we got left to do

You have ALWAYS underestimated me

I might just bury you but it won’t be at the cemetery

I’m king amd queen of the day now

I no longer hide from the light

I no longer long for death

I long for the final fight

And it’s gonna be between me and you

Turn off the lights and claim to be God, doc!

I’m both David and Goliath and I don’t need no fucking rock

You should not have underestimated me

Fatal mistake

Your life is now mine to take

I’ll see you at the cemetery

See you at the cemetery, bitches!

If I could touch you now

I would not stop until you made me

I can never get enough from you

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You are the one

I would keep all to myself

I can share everything else

All I want is you

Your eyes, I want to drown in your eyes again

I want to move with you

I need to hear you breathe

I can’t just have you in my fantasy

My baby

I don’t care what you’ve done

I know just who you are

My whole world in one person

My leading star

My morning star..

My brightest shining star..

The moon to my sun

And I love you

I love you so much that I die sometimes

And I need you

I need you so bad that I die sometimes

My doors will always be open

You can come any time

I just want to drown in your eyes again..

It’s the perfect suicide

Only you can bring me back to life again

Bring me back to life again..

Let me die in your arms and wake me up again

I love you so much I die sometimes

And I will never love any other man

I had the best

No man can have me..

Only you can

My baby..

Let me drown in your eyes

and bring me back to life again

Only you

Only you can give me my happy ending

I love you so much I die sometimes

I die..

Here it comes, the break of day

I’m counting down the hours as you pray

but you never realised

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That every fucking day is Judgment day

And I have been counting sins all night

I have been counting every sinner, I have weighed you all in my hands

And the clock will keep ticking

Like the compass in my chest keeps beating

And time has run out for you

And I will walk these streets like I own them

I have the angel of Death by my side

I will mark some doors with my blood

And everyone will know what

The bloody hand of Suja means

This city will fall first

This city has doomed itself

I will walk these streets like I own them

Singing my songs

With the angel of Death by my side

And everyone will know

You have been blind

Deaf and dumb

While I was murdered over and over

And I will never forgive

Not a single soul is sorry

And this city will fall first

This city has doomed itself

So I walk these streets like I own them

With the angel of Death by my side

The sun is rising over Stavanger

The eye that never sleeps..

Is watching us all

And this city will fall first.

’Cuz this city has doomed itself.

The bloody hand of Suja

means GUILTY..

And that makes you PREY

Never forget

that each and single day

Is judgment day

This is for your eyes only, yet I’m writing it for the world to see

I gotta fight my final battle, and then I have to die

Because I can’t live on much longer

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Without you..

I have only ever loved one man

And I am only going to

How do I get over my mistakes

How do I get over not

Getting to die in your arms..

You’ll always be my baby

Even if I never see your perfect face again

And I know I won’t

I am chainsmoking so my heart keeps going

Because I have to finish what I started on

And then I will have to die

’Cuz I can’t live much longer without you

And I can’t breathe sometimes

Because I miss you so

And I am begging my Gods

To keep me alive long enough to finish this

And then I’ll have to dig my own grave

And die in it alone

’Cuz I can’t live much longer

in this world

Without you..

And I am so sorry..

For everything I’ve done.

You said you believe in happy endings

And I said I don’t- not for me

And it’s all because

I don’t get to die in your arms..

Yeah, so I am pissed

Been holding back, and I’ve had enough of it

Now my bloody filter is all gone

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So here’s a song that you can choke on

Fuck Donald Trump, he’s a dumb cunt and a narcissist

Probably one of the pedo’s in Epstein’s list

Fuck Hegseth and Vance, and the rest of the American stupid shit

The entire MAGA cult and those who voted for it, do you see what they do??

Fuck Putin, heard he could be a fucking pedo too

Fuck Netanyahu and fuck that «God’s chosen people»-shit, I’ve had enough of it

And this is not all I have to spit!

Fuck God and fuck Allah too

Fuck them both for the shit they let mankind do

(I don’t bow down to any of them, how the fuck can you?)

Fuck Jesus on the cross, I’ve never bought that shit

I know because I’ve been nailed to and I have carried it!

(24.12.87,bitches. Not the Jesus you asked for, the Jesus you DESERVE!)

Oh, and I do not believe in forgiveness-

it’s an eye for an eye!

And now it’s payback time!

Fuck the scumbag billionaires, fuck the government, fuck the royal families

Fuck lawyers who’s only in it for the money

Fuck the police, you’ve punched me in the face and burned my eyes

and fuck all the doctors who break their oath

I want to rip out their throat!

Seems ya’ll want World War III

And I am so fucking pissed now it might get started by me

Yeah it might just get started by me!

GRRAH!!

Here comes the darkness, and soon

There is no more patience, no more room

The brightest shining star will turn so cold

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There shall be no more mercy for the old

The ground will tremble

The web has been spun

The tide has turned

Some will burn

The angels will be tested

Some will pass

Some will fail

Some will see Paradise

Some will get Hell

The sun is going down in Stavanger

The brightest shining star will turn so cold

Some fear the darkness

Some fear the light

There is no more patience, no more room

Soon everything will be exposed by the light of the moon

Some shall be free

Some shall be chained

Some things will be erased

Some things must be replaced

’Cuz the sun is going down

The sun is going down in Stavanger

God, I don’t want any of this to be true

But I can’t bury it any longer

It’s gone so beyond far

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Now the last drop has been spilled

Now I can’t bleed anymore, I’ve run dry

’Cuz now I know for sure

There is nothing left to doubt

I wish you’d tell me why

And I can’t breathe

My broken heart is shattering like glass

I have declared myself crazy for all of you!

Oh, how I’d rather be crazy than RIGHT!!

I have been through fucking HELL!

All I asked for was a simple answer

But you refuse to tell

And this is worse than getting your teeth pulled out

This is worse than being skinned!

’Cuz this is ripping me apart from the inside

Oh Judas, Judas, Judas

My god how you have sinned..

Oh Judas, Judas, Judas

I don’t want any of this to be true

Of all the people in the world

How can it be you

How can it be you..

And now my broken heart is shattering

And my eyes can’t even cry

Oh Judas, Judas, Judas

If only you’d tell me why

If only you’d tell me why