I can publish these lyrics now that I’m OVER it, haha 😉 Our hearts can heal, my darlings!

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Driving through the country-side, singing out the window

Life felt good in that moment

Blasting music, admiring your side-profile

God, you’re handsome when you smile

I’ll never see that smile again

I miss it so bad

You’re a part of my past

It’s one of those perfect memories

Now it just makes me so sad

Drinking on your porch

Doing my makeup in front of your mirror

My lingerie on your bedroom floor

Cruising down the highway on your bike, arms wrapped around your shoulders

Life felt good in those moments

But it’s all over now

I miss it so bad

It’s all part of my past now

Those perfect memories

Now they make me so sad

These days it’s like I wake up, never really waking up

Talk like a zombie, walk like a zombie-

but my head is constantly racing

Suicidal, dark thoughts fire away

How could I not surrender?

I wish it hadn’t ended this way between us..

I wish none of this had happened..

But it did, gotta roll with the punches

You were a little break from battlefield life

Then you broke my heart a little bit

(Yeah it’s true, you did)

I miss it so bad

It’s all part of my past now

Those perfect memories

Now they make me so sad

Now they just make me sad..

This song is ment to be screamed Chester Bennington or Will Ramos style.. Give it a go.

Can I go back..?

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Can I go back??

Can I travel in time until you are mine..?

Like you once were..

While you were still here

All these years passed, still I can’t let go

I can’t let go..!

Can you come back..?

Can you come back??

Can I breathe for you, can I gift you this life I’m slowly wasting..?

I no longer know who or what I’m chasing

I just know you can’t be replaced

Just like you can’t be erased

I refuse to let the memories fade

If you can, live on in me

Live on in me!

Can we go back..?

Can we go back??

Rewind to the last bitter words I spoke to you

God, how I regret my poisonous tongue!

The worst part is:

I wasn’t even angry

Just sad and heartbroken over your fate, over the hand you were dealt

It was so damn unfair

I cried for you in my darkest most desperate moment

But you weren’t there

Let me go back..?!

Let me go back!

I swear I’d do things different

I swear I would be stronger, if I get a second chance I won’t break

But I can’t go back..

I know it..

Just like I cannot change your fate

I cannot change your fate

I can’t go back

You can’t come back 💔

Ok, so

We need to have a serious conversation

I’ll talk and you’ll listen

Hey, just hear me out!

Yeah yeah, I get it

You like pushing me around

i swear one day you’ll regret it

when I’m no longer around

When I’m no longer around!

’Cause I don’t think you really want me to die

No, I think you just wanna test me

See how much I can take

Life, you bloody bastard

It’s true though, sometimes I break

But so far it’s still you and me

Life, you bloody bastard

I hate and I love you and I get a feeling you feel the same

Yeah yeah, you get it

When I’m crawling on my knees through the trenches

I swear, there are times I regret it

Spent so much of you waging war with myself

But what are you for, if it ain’t for learning lessons

I’ll admit it: It would be boring if you made it too easy, if you went too soft on me

Just hear me out, I just need a tiny break

A little time, to catch my breath

So life, ya bloody bastard

Can you just hear me out for a sec

I’m not asking for a lifetime of bliss

Heck, I won’t even ask you for years..

Just give me a few months without a single knockout

Pretty pretty please

Just let me catch my breath in between the battles

I mean, it seems kinda fair to me

Can we strike a deal?

I’ll give you my brain, you can take it

If you’ll just let me enjoy it for a little while

Dear life, you bloody bastard

Can you let me have some peace of mind?

Some comfort in my own body?

Just for a little while..

I mean, c’mon

Just give me christmas

Just let me have that

Life ya bloody bastard..

I get it, you like pushing me around

I swear you might just regret it

when I’m no longer around

Just give me a little bit..

Just let me have a little bit..

Just give me a little bit of time to be myself

Pretty pretty please!

Oh life, you bloody bastard

Why are you putting on the gloves again

This next knockout can wait, can’t it?

You don’t have to show me who’s the boss

I swear I’ll stay in the ring

You’ll get your rounds

Just give me a little bit

just let me have a little bit

Just give me s little more time

with myself.. So I can be myself

Just let me have that

Eg hørre ingenting

Føle ingenting

For någen timer har eg sjekka ut og inn

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fra beikmørkt helvete te lyse paradis

For eg har gått i dvale

Drømmene mine e så myke og svale

Sammenligna med en virkelighet av betong

Her e min vintersøvn-song

For eg synde ikkje når eg sove

og kvile mitt plagede håve

Eg synde ikkje når eg sove

og får pause fra mitt syndiga håve

Eg ser ingenting

Gruble ingenting

Når eg lukke øyå og sjekke ut og inn

fra beikmørkt helvete te lyse paradis

På slikt et magisk vis..

(Bare lukk øyå og la deg driva med)

Lukk øyå og bli med søvnen til et bedre sted..

For eg har gått i dvale

Drømmene mine e så myke og svale

Sammenligna med en virkelighet av betong

Her e min vintersøvn-song

For eg synde ikkje når eg sove

Og kvile mitt hjemsøkte håve

Eg synde ikkje når eg sove

Time-out for mitt skakkjørte håve

For eg har gått i dvale

Drømmene mine e så myke og svale

Sammenligna med en virkelighet av betong

Her e min vintersøvn-song

Den går sånn..:

For eg synde ikkje når eg sove

Og kvile mitt slitne håve

Eg synde ikkje når eg sove

Får en pause fra mitt hjemsøkte håve..

Tok nok en tur til galskapens rike

stedef du ikke besøker

uten ar alle gode tanker må vike

Annonsørinnhold

Superkupp innen sport og friluft du gjør nå

Angrer som besatt

Nå er alle dagene blitt klin like

(her er det MØRKT)

Og jeg vet ikke hva jeg skal si

Ja, jeg gjorde det, jeg gjorde alt

Det var så varmt, nå ‘erre kaldt

Og jeg vet ikke hva jeg skal si

Det er sprøtt så gæern man kan bli

Alle sa «nå skjer det nok igjen»

Jeg sa ikke faen

Men nå er det pokker meg på ‘an igjen

Er jeg en drittsekk om

jeg ønsker at dette skjedde med en ‘aen..?

For jeg vet ikke hva jeg skal si

Ja, jeg gjorde DET også, jeg gjorde alt

Det var så varmt, nå ‘erre kaldt

Og jeg vet ikke hva jeg skal si

Det er helt sinnsykt hvor gæern man kan bli

Tok en tur til galskapens rike

Stedet du ikke slepper ut fra

Uten at alle gode tanker må vike

Angrer som besatt

(Jeg har vært besatt!)

Nå er alle dagene blitt klin like

Og jeg veit ikke hva jeg skal si

(Hva skal jeg si!)

Ja, jeg har gjort ALT

Galskapens beist vil du IKKE ri..

(Men jeg gjorde det, gjorde jeg ikke)

Det var så varmt, nå ‘erre kaldt!

Kunne smilt litt i dag, men vil ikke

Alle dagene har blitt kliss like

Etter en tur til galskapets rike

Stedef du ikke besøker uten atte..

Alle gode tanker må vike, vike..

Og jeg vet ikke hva jeg skal siiiiii…

Det er jo faen meg helt god natt

Hvor gæern man kan bli

Oh how I wish I’d just wake up

But this is reality, and now that madness is done with me there’s no place left to turn

I would have crossed a bridge or two

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But I’ve set them all on fire and now I watch as they burn

When the lights go out, they really go out

Pitch black, all I can see

Where do you go when darkness comes

This is not a place to be

But now that madness is done with me there’s no place left to turn!

Oh how I wish I’d just wake up

and it was all just a dream

But this is my worst nightmare and I’m living it

It’s so much harder than it may seem

I can only watch from within as my whole world crashes

Crash, burn and reduced to ashes

Why do I have to do the shit that I do?!

And now that madness is done with me there’s no place left to turn to!

When the lights go out, they really go out

Pitch black, all I can see

Where do you go when darkness comes

This is not a place to be

Oh how I wish I’d just not wake up…

Wake up to another day in the wake of the perfect storm of self-destruction

My brain could use a back-up

Or maybe a whole new reconstruction

Oh how I wish I’d just not wake up! Cuz..

When the lights go out, they really go out

Pitch black, all I can see

Where do you go when darkness comes

This is not a place to be

But I am stuck here.. Where do I go?

Back from outer space

Trying to blend in with the human race

I feel so damn alien, and it’s showing on my face..

Take me away from myself, I need that kind of therapy

Take me away from myself and save me from my misery

Take me away from myself

I did not learn from my own history

Meds for my head

Take away my personality

Maybe I’m better off like this

I’ve fucked up enough, I can’t fuck up some more!

I’m questioning myself to the core

So take me away from myself

I need that kind of therapy

Take me away from myself and save me from my misery

Take me away from myself..

I can’t believe my own history!

Back from outer space

Time to face the disgrace

I feel so numb, how can I show my face..?

Take me away from myself, I need that kind of therapy

Take me away from myself and save me from my misery

Take me away from myself

All I do is repeating history..

You’re so beautiful

Like the sun sparkling on snow

You’re so damn beautiful

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I love you so much more than you know

But baby, I am messed up in the head

Baby, I’m practically dead

i just haven’t formalized it yet

And I wish I could be brand new

Maybe then I could be more like you

I wish I was brand new

Maybe then I could do the cool shit that you do

How did you come out so perfect?

How come I’m such a mess

I think you got blessed

I think I was tricked

My body is flawed and my mind is thick

But baby, you’re so beautiful

Like the sun sparkling on the snow

You’re so damn beautiful

I love you so much more than you know

And I wish I could be brand new

Like a flashy car

I wish I could be brand new

Maybe then I would get far

I wish, I wish, I wish!

That I could just wake up tomorrow and be brand new

Like a perfect barbie doll

But all I see in the mirror these mornings

Is the anxious old troll

But I wish I could be brand new

Less like me, and more like you

Wish I could be brand new

A lot less like me, a lot more like you

Baby you’re so beautiful..

I’ve messed up and I can’t take it back

Slowly, slowly I’m painting the whole world black

and you don’t have to tell me I’m wrong by doing so..

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But in time of crisis we do what we know

and this is all I know how to do

Take all the good things and just let ‘em go

So goodbye for now

Please don’t check in later

And please; be assured

I am still my biggest hater

I don’t know the way to the place that’ll set me free

I can’t remember anything that did not leave a mark on me

There was a time I thought I’d found the cure for life

There was a time I was damn good pretending I was happy

But a tragedy happens all of the time

Now I’m just being sappy

Caught up and crushed by misery

A tragedy occurs all the time

Turns out I was just outta my mind

So goodbye for now

Please don’t drop by later

I know I’m supposed to love myself

But I am such a traitor

I’m closing all the doors, I can’t let anyone in

I know you’re supposed to love life, but I don’t and I guess that is my sin

There’s an angel fighting a devil in my mind, and the latter seems to win

But in time of crisis we do what we know

and this is what I do, take all the good things and let ‘em go..

So goodbye for now

Please don’t check in later

I am still my, still my

I’m still my biggest hater

Goodbye for now

Aa-aa-aah

I feel the sting again

Aa-aa-aah

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I feel the knife, twisting in my wounds

What can you do, but sing

Let’s turn the pain into music

It’s kinda worth it if you can use it

Let’s turn the pain into music

It’s worth it if you can use it!

Aa-aa-aah

I just wanted to stay in bed today

Aa-aa-aah

But I have something to say

What can you do,

sing the pain away..

Let’s turn the pain into music

It’s kinda worth it if you can use it

Let’s turn the pain into a melody

I can’t be hurt that severally!

Let’s, let’s turn the pain into, into music

It’s kinda worth it if you know how to use it

Turn the pain, turn the pain into music

Aa-aa-aah!