Buried by the Northern shore
»Forever», that’s the word I swore
For the rest of my days, I walk alone
The love I recieved, the place I belonged
None of it exists no more
No one could prepare me
For the day my worst fear became reality
What runs in my veins, what lurks deep in my mind
In the end, it was all part of my destiny
Sadness can kill you so slowly
There’s pain no amount of tears can release
Some curses run through generations of families
For a while, I thought it could explain
this mysterious, invisible disease
If you could watch me through the worst parts
Oh I’m grateful that you don’t have to see
You always had such a big heart
No one hurts like the biggest hearts..
And I could not explain or defend to you
Why I can’t become who you believed I could be
Buried by the Northern shore
»Forever» that’s the word I swore
»Forever» that’s the word I swore..
It doesn’t matter now- if I scream it against the raging storm, against the cold winter wind, against the summer rain-
«Forever»..
But you can’t hear me anymore
And I will never be the same
It’s so hard to accept
Death doesn’t ask, it just takes
I didn’t just lose you-
I lost a part of me too
It does give me some sort of comfort
That you’re not alone, you have a part of me buried there with you..
