Hello, it’s me again
Your least favorite crazy bitch
I know you don’t want to hear from me
I swear this is my final pitch
(Ah, you know I’m full of shit..)
But seriously I’m trying to get over it!
’Cuz I realise I am completely delulu
For ever thinking I could get you
How many women do you have waiting in line?
How many women do you have on hold?
and here I am, the troll who fell for the prince
Probably the most pathetic fairytale ever told..
Haha, I guess it could be kinda funny
if this wasn’t happening to me..
But it is, so..
FUCK!
Yeah, so hi again
Oh, you don’t give jack shit!
and you don’t want me womansplaining my desperation or my mad desires
I swear I’m trying to get over it!
It’s just that almost every damn night
it’s you I see when I close my eyes
and you do NOT wanna know the dirty things I’ve done to you in my fantasies
Or how fed up I am that it’s all fictional
But the real tragedy is..
I’ll probably do it again tonight
(double fuck!)
‘Cuz yeah I know, I am completely delulu
Delululululu..
For ever thinking I could have you
How many booty calls do you have on standby?
How many nudes saved in your camera roll..?
Ok, I have to remind myself again: I’m the troll in this..
This BLOODY m’fucking pathetic fairytale that’s ever been told!!
Ok, so hi hello and triple times fuck
It’s me, the troll and the psycho bitch
Of course I am shit outta luck!
I wish I’d never looked your way, honestly
and you probably wish for that too
(I know so damn well you do)
But I swear, I’m trying to get over it
I just have to stop fucking you in my mind
You don’t know how hard it is to quit!
But I swear, I swear, I SWEAR!
I am trying so hard to get over it!!
‘Cuz I was and I am completely delulu
Delululululu..
For ever thinking I could get you
Quadruple times FUCK for the one fuck I just can’t have
Quintuple times FUCK for my mind that won’t behave
Sextuple times FUCK for, well.. Us not having any sex
And just one final, quiet, humble fuuuuckkkkk because now I’m going to bed and I’m closing my eyes and I just know I’m gonna dream about you next..
’Cuz yeah, I’m delulu
Worst is; I always knew it but it doesn’t help
’Cuz I still want you
So that’s how it goes:
Delulu, delulu, delulu
Delululululu..
Knowing damn well I’ll never have you
