Tell me what is on your agenda
Is it lust or hate when your eyes go black
I said “I love you”
Now I’m taking it back
I have been so fucking brave for you
But courage is a thing you lack
And not a single word you’ve spoken was true
Yet after all the shit you’ve put me through
I was still dumb enough to be nice to you
And there was this part of me defending your actions
But why should I defend someone who left me in chains
You say I can trust you, but you’re not who you claim
The things I’ve done for you, now I see you’d never do the same
I am no longer playing a part in your fucked up game
Whatever it is you want from me, you’re not gonna get
And maybe I did love you, but you lost my respect
So I’m just walking out the door
Leaving you behind
Maybe you just don’t get it but
damn it you raped my bloody mind
I could never look at you and smile again
Who needs an enemy who’s disguised as a friend
A devil with a fucking halo
Or just an angel with a rotten heart
Don’t look my way again, you’ve played your part
In this broken, bloody history of mine
Don’t come for me when I’m down
If you are my saviour I’d rather drown
Don’t act like my hero
From now I’ll be my own
From now I’ll be my own.
