My heart is sinking in waters deep
I’m not gonna rescue it this time
So if you find it it’s yours to keep
I give up on Utopia, Paradise, heaven
I give up on all my fantasies and wildest dreams
At least I am not being forced back to 1987
I came to this world unarmed
What a big mistake
You make me go crazy
But I refuse to let anyone make me go fake
So this is the reality you all agreed on
man, you sold me cheap
and maybe I’m just that psycho bitch
But I will not weep
and I’m not crawling down that hole again
So if you feel like murder, you know where I’ll be
I give up on you, I can’t give up on me
I paid too much, I deserve to live free
I deserve to live free!
And my heart is sinking in waters deep
I’m not gonna rescue it this time
So if you stumble upon it it’s yours to keep
It’s yours to keep
