I couldn’t hate you even if I tried
And believe me, I do try..
How long are you gonna bite your tongue
Keep the truth to yourself only to serve me lies
The cards are on your table
My head is on your plate
You could change the story if you wanted to
Just like you could have changed my fate
Hate me!
Break me!
If that’s what it takes to make you
love me the way that I love you..
..The way you loved me
back when you loved me
(If you ever did love me)
Somehow it seems like you still do..
I’ve been wrong before, I could be wrong about this too
Yeah, I’m bonkers- I’m fucking crazy
But I’ve never been less crazy
Back when I was your baby
You said end it, I did
and still I came back for you
I didn’t even know you would still be there
and I’m sorry I forgot about you..
But you must understand that I had to
and I don’t think anyone in history
has ever had such a complicated story
So many raw wounds begging to be healed
Why do we soldier on and keep our hands to ourselves
Do we not deserve peace..?
Just set the record straight
‘Cuz it still hurts and I still wait..
Hoping time is what it takes to make you
Love me the way that I love you
The way you loved me
back when you loved me
(If you ever did love me)
It felt like you did.
Somehow it seems like you still do..
