Another day, down the drain
I lost motivation, I lost my determination
Told myself this day would be different, that’s what I say about every day of the week but
Every day just ends up the same
1 bitter pill to swallow
I need something that matters, but
My life, it feels so shallow
34 years, spent running into walls
My phone right now, 34 missed calls
I can’t answer and say what’s up, ‘Cuz shit is always going down
And I know that if I clue you in, you’d only frown
And tell me «bitch you can swim, how come all you ever do is drown»
2 bitter pills to swallow
I got so many people to look up to but
I just can’t seem to follow
I don’t know, anymore
I can’t get my ass out of the door
And my confidence drops to the floor
I can’t find anything or anyone that makes me feel alive
This pool of misery in front of me- and I just nosedive
3 bitter pills to swallow
I should live while I can, ‘cuz
No one is promised tomorrow
(I just can’t change)
