You’re so sweet
Don’t lose that innocence
The way you speak your feelings without filter, no pretending, no playing games
I’m such a heartless bitch..
Watching this go up in flames
I just want to feel it
I wish I could make it real
I want us to have it
I just cannot deal
The path came to a dead end
Can I go back to just being your friend
I wish it could have worked out
Wish we could’ve worked out
‘cuz I’d love to have a good thing going for me
But love is so much harder than they make it out to be..
Or maybe it’s just this hard because I am.. Me
You’re so beautiful
All the way to your bones
Don’t lose that light in your eyes
But maybe you should have had a closer look at me..
I am not an angel, babe
I might just be the very devil in disguise
I, I just want to feel it!
and I, I wish we could make it real
I wish I had a healthy heart
But I can’t seem to heal
You said you don’t want to hurt me ever
And neither do I, but it seems hurt is all I got to give
God, this is so depressing
So is the miserable life that I live
I wanted so bad to be the one you think you want
I really did try
It just seems like I am destined to fuck up
Love is so much harder than they make it up to be
(At least to me, at least to me..)
I really did try..
Love is so hard, and I don’t know why
I just wanted to feel it
And I wish, I wish we could make it real
Love, it’s so easy to want it
But why is it so damn hard to feel
I’m so sorry..
This is me talking with no filter, no pretending, no playing games
God, I am such a heartless bitch
(Still it hurts me so..)
Watching this go up in flames