Reposting this old song I wrote, because it kinda fits the current shituation (not a typo!).. My dad was my closest ally in life, and without him is.. Well, battlefield life ya know. Also taking the opportunity to post a more glammed-up version of myself than the ugly face I’m currently sporting.
I dreamt about my father,
He said:
‘Surely kid, I get that you miss me
But you gotta find a way
to set yourself free
From the guilt that weighs you down
From the pain and the misery
Darling child o’ mine, I know you feel guilty..
But you must begin to live your life
Live your life..
Take it from me, it goes by so fast
Hold on to the light and let go of the past
These troubled times must eventually pass’
❤️
Daddy if I die
Will I find you on the other side
Are you waiting for me beyond this realm
Daddy if I die..
Daddy, sometimes I wish I would
Don’t blame me if I try
❤️
In the dream he spoke to me
Said: ‘Child, if you could see what I see
How much more you could be
If you just put your efforts on living
And treated yourself more forgiving
Death is for the dead, you must remain with the living
I’m cheering you on from the other side
But darlin’ child, you must live your life
Live your life
These troubled times must eventually pass
❤️
Daddy if I keep breathing
Will it be worth it some day?
Right now I’m just wasting time away
Daddy please don’t leave me
I need you to stay
❤️
Once I went crazy, heard my dad in my head
And for a moment I forgot he was dead
I saw him walk towards me, I thought it was real
We believe what we see, we believe what we feel..
And I heard him say: ‘Child, you gotta live your life
Live your life..
I’m always by your side
Now go ahead and live your life’
But daddy, I don’t know how
Dad, guess I have to figure it out somehow!
I gotta figure it out!
