Got me crawling in my skin
Wondering why feelings are so hard to show
Thinking ‘bout who’s gonna take my spot now
I don’t wanna know
Yeah, I’m sure you’ll enjoy
All this time, all I was..
Was your toy
At the bottom of the bottle, here we go
Turned out such a shit-show
Coulda bitten my poisonous tongue off,
guess I should have
Now I’m the toxic one
Who knew you’d turn out the good guy
Guess I’m the fucking worst then
I’m not wondering why I’m sleeping alone
Never tried to play you
Was just protecting my heart
Somehow that made me betray you
Tears down your cheek like I’m even worth it
Fuck, I was never gonna do this again
Back and forth, from enemy to friend
Could never make my mind up
No wonder now you’re fed up
One time is a slip, two times a fuck-up
Drama, don’t want it
Somehow still, I’m bound to blow up
Temper, temper..
Thought I was too cold to care
Now my nuclear bomb is poisoning the atmosphere
Didn’t know I was this dysfunctional
Didn’t mean for this shit to get personal
It was supposed to be fun
Now I’m staring down the barrel of the gun
and there’s a bullet in your chest
Fuck me, fucking you, fucking us both over
I’m sorry…
Ah, I’m just a toy
So play me, please
It’s all I’m good for
It’s all I’m worth
Trust me when I say this
I ain’t worth the hurt
❤🧡💛