Since I now said ABC I’m just gonna say the whole fucking alphabet too.

Because I always understood my madness on the deepest level even of no one else would or could.

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When I first was hospitalized in 2014 at Stavanger Psychiatric Division I was not primarily psychotic. I was experiencing trauma that had been suppressed. And some of you who «welcomed» me know that. I told you. Let me just say that, let me not say what more I’m thinking.

I had all the symptoms of someone re-experiencing severe trauma, and any barely competent doctor or psychiatrist should be able to tell. My teeth are proof enough, let me say that. I’ve been so ashamed of that part, but it IS proof. I have dental records, and I HAVE to use this in court somehow to make sure you NEVER let this ENORMOUS «blunder» that has been done by some of your top most educated crew, ever happen to any other trauma patient you have or will ever recieve in the future. This I will HAVE to do, and if I die before that: Now you are aware, look at my dental records and finish this. FIX THIS!

(Most of all I was perfectly able to TALK about it and I DID. Some of your crew needs hearing aid or frankly: Lose their fucking job if they do not read up on trauma. This kind of incompetence can not fly, land the fucking plane before you kill someone)

Because it DID nearly kill ME. Again, my medical journal is proof. My suicidal attempts are well documented, I’ve read that much.

ALWAYS remember that every patient comes with a story, and the story MATTERS!!

Well, your «treatment» did nothing good for me. The threats, the fucking belt bed, locking the door to the fucking toilet because you probably wanted me to shit my pants, huh (I didn’t). Humiliate me at my worst moment, right? You pushed me into a manic state, I am sure of it. I had to survive that treatment somehow.. I HAD to feel confident and brave. Because some of you terrified the shit (almost!) out of me.

I’ve heard the stories of your department, A3. I keep my ears and eyes open. I’m watching you.

Because that hospital gets some of the best of us, and no matter what state we’re in we’re still human beings- You SHALL treat us with dignity and respect.