Welcome inside my head
‘Scuse the lack of light
and beware all my demons
They got razor-sharp teeth and they bite
Ok, now you’re warned, now you know
Ok, so here we go:
Crawling through the broken parts
This is my life, a million pieces on the floor
I spend all my time trying to glue something back together
I don’t want to be this broken anymore
But I am, I am, I am
You say I can be more than this
I’m not so sure if I can
Puked my guts out just to feel clean
What I flushed down the toilet, that’s a visual presentation of how I see myself
“You should not be so hard on yourself”
What does that even mean
There’s too many skeletons in my closet
I can’t even close the damn door
I don’t want this dialogue with my demons
and I don’t want to be this broken anymore..
But I am, I am, I am..
You say I can be more than this
I’m not so sure if I can
It’s hard when the evidence just keeps piling up
I’ve failed and I’ve fallen, and in the end there’s no gain
The bruises on my soul, I can’t camouflage with make-up
and no amount of tears I cry lets go of the pain
It builds up in my brain until it breaks it
I think that’s what makes me go insane
Crawling through the broken parts
This is my life, a million pieces on the floor
I think I’m ready to give it up. I think I’m losing hope
This is my life, and I’m not sure
If I even want it anymore
I don’t want to be this broken
but I am, I am, I am
You say I can be more than this
I’m not so sure if I can
I’m not so sure if I can
