Demon that I called angel
Just because you didn’t murder me
But you did not protect or save me either
You tied me up and left me with the devil
And now all I can think is..
Your wicked ways are on a whole other level
Still, I wonder where you’ve been
And why you can’t fill me in
So many questions, unanswered
Now my patience is wearing thin
And you had my heart racing
It wasn’t love, it was fear
Hell is all too real to me now
You know, you took me there
You always take me there..
Your choice to show your face again
broke my mind more than madness could
I don’t know why you had to resurface
Why you couldn’t leave me alone when you should
I seem to make you nervous now
Maybe you understand I might forget, but I do not always forgive
I, too can be dangerous
By now I reckon you know
Unlike you
I’m not afraid to put it on show
I lured myself into this illusion of lust
But when I analyze now I see clearly
And every illusion, every fantasy
Crumbles into dust
I wrote you a letter
I may never mail
Place the blame that belongs around your weak neck
Not to break or even shake you
The way you sometimes do
I see now
I’m built so much stronger than you
I can carry so much of the weight you can’t put up with
I can deal with so much more pain than you can stand
And in the end, I get it now
That between you and me
I am so much more of a man
And I could never sacrifice
someone else, the way you can
I never loved you
Never needed you, I’m better off alone
You burned all evidence, you burned every map
and still I found the way back home
I can bleed out every feeling for you, flush it down the drain
I forgot all about you one time, I can do it again
Demon that I once called angel
Just because you did not murder me
and yeah, you should fear me now
I am, and I was
So much stronger than you’ll ever be
I can take charge, and discharge the lust
I can wipe the tears from my eyes and see clearly now
Every illusion, every fantasy
Hell, even the memory of your face
I can let it all crumble into dust
