They all say I gotta let go
But there never was much to hold on to
Of all the suicidal missions I’ve embarked on
I guess the grand finale was you
Fuck my head
I fucked you in my head again
You probably forgot all about me by now
How I taste, how I sound, even my name
I should know better than to walk down this bloody road
But it’s the only way I know, somehow
Wish you could go back to being a stranger
Everything about you screams ‘DANGER’
But nothing feels like you do, like medicine, like heroin
Nothing and no one gives me such a rush of adrenaline
And the world without you grows so grey and dim
But keeping you alive in my mind and in my dreams- it’s peccatum mortale- The deadliest of sin
They locked me up once, I took a lighter and tried to burn away my flesh
It always felt like my skin was too thin, ‘cause all my wounds are open and fresh
You know this, you know I scar easily
So please explain how you thought I’d cope with this treachery
I can only hope that one day I’ll have bled dry
And I can only hope my mind will find closure
’Cuz you’ll never provide me with a ‘why’
Wish you could go back to being a stranger
When I’m around you, I’m in danger
But nothing feels like you do, like medicine, like heroin
Nothing and no one gives me such a rush of adrenaline
Shark-infested waters, that’s where I seem to swim
But keeping you alive in my mind and in my dreams- it’s peccatum mortale- The deadliest of sin
