Pour me another drink
So I can drown out what I think
Don’t ask me how I feel
I’m scared my words will make it real
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I’m terrified
For this life
Can’t decide
Suicide doesn’t seem so bad right now
I’m living on death row
I can barely remember my own name
I’m not cut out for this game
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Darkness reigns
I can’t restrain
My mind is always going backwards
Please pause my brain
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But there’s a voice whispering
at the back of my head
And I’m still not dead
I still have time
And I know I can make my life.. mine
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It’s gonna get better
I’m determined to turn the table
Back to the drawing board
I’m not using the last resort
I’ll reinvent myself
Move up from the bottom shelf
Time to wipe the slate
I am the master of my own fate
and it’s not too late
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I’ll break free from my chains
Bury my burden
So my mama won’t have to bury me
I’ll set myself free
I’ll find the key
I’ll be whoever I want to be
No, life ain’t done with me
