Spent years in that classroom
Spent years, trying not to grow up too soon
Spent years in that schoolyard
Spent years, trying to hide that I was already scarred
Life was rough, and I was too soft
Always having to pretend that I was hard
They don’t remember me, don’t remember me
I was right there, but I guess they didn’t want to see
They don’t remember me, don’t remember me
I don’t know why it affects me
Or why it should matter at all for who I’m trying to be
But it still feels like, feels like
There’s no room for me in this world
I’m still her, I’m still that invisible girl
Spent years, on the outside
Spent years, looking in
Spent years, being angry- when I should have cried
But I could not mourn the parts of me that died
And I was always too sensitive and my skin was too thin
and I could not knock on the door, no one invited me in
They don’t remember me, don’t remember me
I was right there, but I guess they didn’t want to see
They don’t remember me, don’t remember me
I don’t know why it affects me
Or why it should matter at all for who I’m trying to be
But it still feels like, feels like
There’s no room for me in this world
And I still feel like, feel like
I’m still her, I’m still the invisible girl
All grown up now, but I can still look in the mirror and wonder where I went
All grown up now, but I can still get frustrated over the parts of me that are bent
Yeah, I’m all grown up but I still feel like I’m 8 at times
And in my head, there’s still these scenes from other people’s crimes
and I look at where I’m at and asking why I haven’t gotten any better or further
and at the lowest points of my life I think I’m someone I should murder
I’m someone I should murder..
They don’t remember me, don’t remember me
They always looked at me and never liked what they could see
They don’t remember me, remember me
It’s like I was wiped out from all of history
Ah, but it’s no mystery
And it should not matter at all for who I’m trying to be
But I can’t help it, ‘cuz it still feels like, feels like
There’s no room for me in this world
and I still feel like, feel like
after all these years, I’m still her, I’m still that invisible girl
I’m still that invisible girl