They don’t remember me- Songs for the lost souls

Spent years in that classroom

Spent years, trying not to grow up too soon

Spent years in that schoolyard

Spent years, trying to hide that I was already scarred

Life was rough, and I was too soft

Always having to pretend that I was hard

 

They don’t remember me, don’t remember me

I was right there, but I guess they didn’t want to see

They don’t remember me, don’t remember me

I don’t know why it affects me

Or why it should matter at all for who I’m trying to be

But it still feels like, feels like

There’s no room for me in this world

I’m still her, I’m still that invisible girl

 

Spent years, on the outside

Spent years, looking in

Spent years, being angry- when I should have cried

But I could not mourn the parts of me that died

And I was always too sensitive and my skin was too thin

and I could not knock on the door, no one invited me in

 

They don’t remember me, don’t remember me

I was right there, but I guess they didn’t want to see

They don’t remember me, don’t remember me

I don’t know why it affects me

Or why it should matter at all for who I’m trying to be

But it still feels like, feels like

There’s no room for me in this world

And I still feel like, feel like

I’m still her, I’m still the invisible girl

 

All grown up now, but I can still look in the mirror and wonder where I went

All grown up now, but I can still get frustrated over the parts of me that are bent

Yeah, I’m all grown up but I still feel like I’m 8 at times

And in my head, there’s still these scenes from other people’s crimes

and I look at where I’m at and asking why I haven’t gotten any better or further

and at the lowest points of my life I think I’m someone I should murder

I’m someone I should murder..

 

They don’t remember me, don’t remember me

They always looked at me and never liked what they could see

They don’t remember me, remember me

It’s like I was wiped out from all of history

Ah, but it’s no mystery

And it should not matter at all for who I’m trying to be

But I can’t help it, ‘cuz it still feels like, feels like

There’s no room for me in this world

and I still feel like, feel like

after all these years, I’m still her, I’m still that invisible girl

I’m still that invisible girl

 

 

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