You don’t have to forgive
You can deprive yourself of life as punishment
Kill your treacherous mind and flawed body
You can do it
It’s a choice
Some people say
It’s an easy choice
Guess they’ve never actually tried
Believe me
Feeling this desperate is not pleasant
Or easy
If it was
I would have been dead
A long time ago
There’s no answers to my problems
No hope left in my bones
I’m so alone in the darkness
No place feels like home
I’m terrified
For this life
I have no dreams
Only nightmares haunt my sleep
And I can’t be released
Why am I still here
Pain is all I feel
Nobody can help
I can not save myself
There is no cure
Heaven is a lie
but hell is all too real
I am done
I can take no more
Tell me what to do
Where to go
From here
There is no answers
Life is a complicated game
So I go insane
It doesn’t help but I can’t help it
Guess it doesn’t matter
I was born to fail
I was destined to fuck up
Sunny, now you shut up!
Get up!
Get up n keep moving
For me, I’ll keep proving
I am worthy?
Am I?
Am I??!
It’s do or die
Do or die
So I live
I live, I live, I die!
