I, I live a stolen life

I, I cheated destiny

I live this life so broken, so messed up

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Because it was never ment for me

I, I was never supposed to bloom..

I, I was supposed to die in the womb..

So I’m calling on YOU!

Calling your name

Is this the end

Hold me again

Death; my one true friend

I, I am my enemy

I, I cheated destiny

I live this life so empty, so fucked up

Because it was never ment for me

I, I can taste it on my tongue..

I, I was supposed to die young..

So I’m calling on YOU!

Calling your name

Is this the end

Hold me again

Death; my one true friend

Calling on YOU!

I can feel it in the air

I can feel it in the earth

I don’t, I never have;

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belonged here

A wild animal, tryna pose as human

Failing everytime, misery awaits

A love, a longing, a life; never ment for me

It’s time to close these gates

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die from this

and I wish

I wish I’d never exist

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die from all of this

A poisoned river, these veins

Hollow is this crazy head

Plenty of room for mines and bombs and all kinds of destructive shit

I wrote a lot these past couple of months

But didn’t really mean any of it

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die from this

and I wish, I wish!

That I didn’t exist

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die from all of this

Maybe not today..

Too much of a coward still

Maybe not tomorrow..

I guess someone else will

But a long life down this road,

God please just no

There’s gotta come a day for it and I will go

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die from this

and I wish

I wish I didn’t exist

and all I can say is I’m sorry that I do

and I’m so sorry if I ment something to you

’Cause I know, I just know

Love doesn’t last on these terms

Doesn’t grow in this ground

Love for me

Is nowhere to be found

and all I can say is I’m sorry

Ka enn du jørr nå..

Ikkje ring det jævla polit.. Faen!

NÅ E DET PÅ’AN IGJEN..!

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For helvete kalle

Helvete gjalle

på innsiå av

min forbannede skalle

Ka enn du jørr nå..

Ikkje kom med en jævla tvangsparagraf..

Faen!!!

Nå e det PÅ AN IGJEN..!!!

Di jævla hora, ditt faens hespetre

Det e for helvete meg sjøl eg snakke te

Du kan bli gal, du kan bli loca

Alle skamme seg over deg nå

Står der og synge som ei jævla kråka!

For helvete kalle

Helvete gjalle

På innsiå av min forbannede skalle

»Does it feel good?»

E du faen skrudd?!

Å rota seg inn i galskapens gap

Den ete deg og spytte deg ut i slintrer!

Den eie deg og gjør sommer om te iskald vinter!

Ka enn du jørr nå..

Ka enn du jørr nå..

Eg e bare en galen taper på NAV

So do your thing, purkefaen:

Sikt midt mellom øyå og TREKK AV!

1,2,3

I can feel someone spying on me

(It’s probably my anxiety)

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3,4,5

I won’t make it out alive

Forget, forget

Forget everything

Regret, regret

I regret on everything..

1,2,3

I can feel them laughing at me

4,5, 6

I am sorry that I exist

Forget, forget

I just want to forget everything!

Regret, regret..

I regret on everything..

Hold me one last time

Tell me I’ll be fine

I can’t forget!

I can’t forgive myself for THIS AGAIN!

1,2,3

The gates of heaven are closing on me

3,4,5

I don’t want to be this alive

I can’t be this much alive!

Just forget

Just forget everything!

To my tribe.. 🩸❤️🩸

In my darkest hour

I think of you

That’s my shining light

Through this endless fight..

It’s you who makes it alright

So don’t go just yet

I need you!

Don’t leave just yet..

I need to, need to hold you

Just one more time!

Through it all

I know you know I dream of Death at times..

Father, forgive me

I’m not ready just yet

I have my shining light

it’s you, it’s you..

So don’t go just yet

I need you!

Don’t leave just yet

I need to, need to hold you

Just one more time

Thanks to you I’m not heartless

YOU ARE MY LIGHT

Shining through the, through the darkness..

Shit, I am tired of living

of being this damn forgiving

hate what I do for a living, for a living

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In the end, I don’t matter so..

Let it go, let it go, let it go

I call on you but all I get is silence

I guess God’s caught up in the crossfire

Tale is he loved me once

but where is he now?

you know me. I need solid proof

Hate that this is my life.

Hate that I’m nobody’s wife

Hate the shit I do because you make me

You make me..

And where is God?

Guess he’s caught up in the crossfire

and here I am, fighting myself alone..