Been asking myself:

So are you in or are you out?

You know damn well I ain’t in this for the clout

Annonsørinnhold

De fineste vinterskoene som varmer

I can’t hype myself up no more

I said «hasta la vista» to the little hope I had left and I sent it out the door

Don’t really feel like keeping on going anymore

Welcome to summer of 24’!

It’s summer and I’m sad

Days are longer, and I am hurting bad

It’s too bright outside

It’s too damn dark in my mind, in my mind

Summer of ‘24 and as usual I’m falling behind, behind

So am I in or am I out

I feel like I got one foot in the grave already

(argh it’s been in there for years)

I can’t see the point in pretty much anything

(argh, I wish I would run out of tears)

I don’t know how to describe what’s left of my life, but living it is heavy

(It’s so heavy!)

I feel like living so much larger, but I don’t know if I’m ready

God, how I fear that I’ll never be ready!

It’s summer, and I suppose I’m still a tad depressed

Days are longer, and it just makes me stressed

There’s too many people in the streets

I’ve been thinking of killing myself for weeks

Told ya it’s too dark in my mind, in my mind

Summer of ‘24 and as usual I’m falling behind

Should be busy having fun, but all I feel is doubt

This body doesn’t feel like mine and I’ve been wanting out

I feel like my whole life has been a fucking waste

I wish I could have it completely erased

It’s summer and I guess I’m a bummer

Days are longer, just makes my depression grow stronger

I can’t keep on living much longer

(I really don’t think I can live much longer)

As always it’s too damn dark in my mind, in my mind

It’s the summer of ‘24 and happiness is a feeling I can’t find

I just can’t find!

It’s the summer of ‘24 and all I can think is

I don’t think I wanna live anymore

But you know what, there will always be a key to death’s door

I guess life will always be some kind of heavy

I gotta live life NOW, screw it: I guess I’m ready!

It’s the summer of 24’

I am gonna keep going, I will open life’s door

I am going to live, and I am gonna live more!!

God sommer, alle sammen ❤️ Måtte alles mørke tanker vike for sommersola.. Let’s do this. Let’s live, and live more!