Tok bare på meg skoa og sprang

Tomme gater, iskald vind- jeg følte ingenting

Sa jo til meg selv at dette blei siste gang

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Tøffe jenter tåler alt, for vi må

Vi er dem ingen prøver å forstå

Tøffe jenter tåler alt, for vi må

Og ingen vet hvor dype sår vi bærer på

Sminke over ringene under øya, ingen skal vite at vi har grått oss i søvn

Stygge ord som treffer rett i hjertet- jeg føler faktisk alt

Smile på bestilling; hvite tenner, hvit løgn

Du har fortsatt ikke hørt et ord av det jeg har fortalt

For tøffe jenter tåler alt, fordi vi bare må

Vi er dem ingen prøver å forstå

Tøffe jenter tåler alt, fordi vi må

Og ingen bryr seg om de sårene vi bærer på

Føler for å flekke tenner

Føler for å gå rett i strupen

Spør heller om vi skal være venner

For jeg må jo alltid se alt og alle gjennom den jævla lupen

Selv om ingen noen gang gidder å gi det samme tilbake..

Tøffe jenter tåler alt, fordi vi må

Vi er dem ingen prøver å forstå

Tøffe jenter tåler alt fordi vi må

Og ingen bryr seg om sårene vi bærer på

Og vi smiler så det gjør vondt

Og sier «Alt går bra!»

Men det gjør jo faen aldri det

Fordi..

Vi må tåle alt

Vi må tåle alt

Vi må tåle alt

Og det tar aldri slutt

Men alt går bra!

Tøffe jenter..

Fordi vi må.

Vi er dem

Verden ikke gidder å ta vare på

Tøffe jenter..

Fordi vi må

Og alt går fint

Alt går fint.

There’s nothing to be done about the past

or the ghosts that reside there

A field of daisies can be covered in mines

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You don’t know before it detonates

Sometimes you think you’ve entered Paradise

Then you turn around and see it was Hell’s gates

And life can be hard for a billion reasons

Nothing here makes much sense

I just know I can’t reach bottom again

So I swim to the surface and I’m just gonna forget

Forget that it did feel what it felt like..

But you are somewhere I just can’t go

I need more light and more laughter

I need less worries and sleepless nights

I have to be able to look myself in the mirror

and tell myself I deserve to feel all right

My sanity is always up for debate

That’s a fate I just can’t change

But where I have a choice, I must choose

And I can’t always set myself up to lose

Life can be wonderful for a billion reasons

and it doesn’t always have to make sense

I just know I have one life to live

So I swim to the surface and I’m just gonna forget

Forget that it did feel what it felt like

But you are somewhere I just can’t go

Ok so..

You can’t always help how you feel

(I mean, can you ever?)

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And I still don’t know what’s the deal

But it’s not my problem..

I tried because that’s what I do

But I’m gonna give up on you

I can be the best and I can be the fucking worst

But I own my mistakes

It’s true I sometimes crash into walls without brakes

But at least I got the balls it takes!

I’m sorry but you bum me out

I’m not cut out for being treated like shit

And now I’ve had enough of it

I have new songs waiting to be written

I have different feelings I want to explore

Time really is so fucking precious

I’m not gonna waste any more!

So here’s the last goodbye

I really did try

And it’s really not my problem..

I tried because that’s what I do

But I am giving up on you

Here’s to a life forever in freestyle

Here’s to a life with no rattle of chains!

It’s true I sometimes crash into walls without brakes

But at least I got the balls it takes

I got the balls it takes!

Goodbye constant source of sadness

I choose my own happiness!

I choose my own happiness!

Faen, ordene sitter fast i halsen nå

Har mange tanker, men de har ingen sted å gå

Elsker å få dem rett for meg selv, men vet at ingen kommer til å forstå

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Ingen kommer til å forstå!

For du fucker med hodet mitt

Selv om ingen skulle få gjøre det igjen

Og nå er det faen så tynnslitt

Jeg vet ikke hvem jeg skal være lenger

Jeg blir jo aldri rett

Og jeg vet ikke hvor jeg skal

For ingen vei blir noen gang lett

Ingen vei blir noen gang lett!

Måtte ta opp tråden igjen selv om den røyk

Og det den ble utsatt for var faen meg drøyt

Nå går jeg vel ned i kjelleren igjen

Fuck det, her er det varmt som i helvete

Skulle ønske folk var litt mer forsiktig når de brukte tungene

Alt rakner nå, jeg kjenner ribbeina punktere lungene

Og alt med meg er feil, igjen

Alt med meg er feil

Kan du ikke bare være litt glad i meg og ta i meg som om jeg ikke var støpt i betong

Du kaster alle ord som håndgranater og jeg må bare ta i mot

Jeg må bare ta i mot!

Du knuser meg litt, og jeg burde lært å beskytte meg selv

Men jeg er fortsatt alt for myk

For du fucker med hodet mitt

Selv om ingen skulle få gjøre det igjen

Og nå er det faen så tynnslitt

Jeg vet ikke hvem jeg skal være lenger

(Hvem er det du vil jeg skal bli?)

Jeg blir jo aldri rett

Og jeg vet ikke hvor jeg skal..

For ingen vei blir noen gang lett

Ingen vei blir noen gang lett

Og alt med meg er feil igjen

Alt med meg er feil

Will probably be slaughtered for this, but I had to write one last song to say the last goodbye.. It’s not to flip you off, I swear.. But if I can handle ypur brutally honest feedback you kinda owe me the same grace.. Peace!

You read each one of my words and you still don’t get it

I’m clearly going through it

Thanks for the stone cold judgment when I could have used a hand to hold

A shoulder to lean on..

We’re blood, but it clearly means nothing

You’re all so fine with me bleeding out..

And now I think I will

You still don’t get that I use the words to press against each and every wound..?

That people just keep expecting me to take each stab straight to the heart and that I am fucking indestructible..?

Oh, and thanks for the newest blow..

It hurts me so much more than you’ll ever know

(I don’t think you even care though!)

I’m so sick of other people telling me who and what I am

But I don’t know how to deal with it when it comes from my fam

Yeah I get it. i don’t fit into this picture perfect family..

What can I do about it but cry in my misery..

Yeah I cry about it in my misery!

I should have been a nurse and a wife and a mother, I should have been religious..

And I’m none of those things, but that doesn’t make me vicious

Yeah, I talk about sex but how is that a hate crime

If I was fucking for the purpose of a kid it would be fine

It would be fine!

You say I’m almost 40 years old and I can’t act this way

Write what I want and say the things that I say

I gotta keep up with the standards you set

I gotta play by the rules you decide

You can’t let this slide

Just know you’re asking me to commit emotional suicide

You’re asking me to commit emotional suicide!

You got a view inside my mind and you hated it there

And then you rip me to pieces like you don’t even care

I’m sorry I can’t go through life like you do

I’m just not built for it

I can’t just wrap up everything inside and keep it there

You can’t handle that I talk about it so I write it here

I discovered young that words hold power

They can heal!

I always knew I was born very different..

Because I am not afraid to feel..

And we are blood, but it clearly means nothing

You’re all so fine with me just bleeding out

and now I think I will

I think I finally will!

Just know you’re asking me to commit emotional suicide

Now you’re asking me to commit emotional suicide..

You don’t have to take it personal

It’s all about me

Just pouring my heart out

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I don’t know how else I can be

’Cuz I have feelings like we all do

I can’t do that robot-shit that you do

Where do good things go once they’re gone..?

I guess you just have to find it with someone else

(If you can.. It always feels like you never will)

I just need time to recover

I hate the pain but I deal with it still

All my words, they don’t mean shit

People never listen to it

You meant something to me, I mean nothing to you

I still can’t do that robot-shit you do

I just wonder..

Where do good things go once they’re gone..?

I guess you just let it die, then you bury it

(It always feels like you never will though)

I hate how I always gotta be so tough

I really am so fucking soft, but it’s never enough

And these words that I write, they don’t mean shit

Because people never listen to it

You don’t have to take it personal

I’m just here talking to myself

The way it’s always been

You hit me hard, but I try to take it on the chin

and now I can’t help but wonder..

’Cuz where do good things go once they’re gone?

I guess you just let them pass on to the other side alone

And time goes by and then you forget

(It just feels like you never will)

And I hate the pain but I deal with it still

I deal with it still..

Dette er bare en metal låt skrevet på pur faen. Jeg har ikke tenkt å «ta over hele Rogaland» you guys! 😇

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Nå har eg sprengt deg ut av systemet

Ordå e de beste våpen

Koffor stoppa her

Nå e jo dørå vid fuckings åpen..

Dørå mi e ÅPEN!

Du kan faen ikkje behandla drager så respektlaust

Sette pris på at du bare forholde deg taust

Du kødda med feil dama..

Og nå e eg ferdig med å klaga..

Nå kan du angra på at du satte beistet mitt i brann..

Nå tar eg sverdet i håndå og tar over heile Rogaland!

Nå tar eg over heile Rogaland!

(Wooh!)

Hei alle brunøyde vikinger i gatene

Nå e det mat å få i alle fatene

Nå e det slagmarkå mi som gjelde!

Du må sloss først, så e det sengå så telle!

Drit i heile den jævla maen..

Eg vil sloss først for faen!

For eg ska ha den villaste og snillaste

Eg vil for faen se meg sjøl i ein jævla mann!

Og eg vil vita ka du har å by på først.. For eg vett ka EG kan!

Eg vett ka eg kan!

(Wooh hoooh!)

Og nå kan du faen meg angra på at du satt beistet mitt i brann

Nå tar eg over heile fuckings Rogaland!

Nå tar eg over heile Rogaland!!

Satan, eg kan tøyla meg langt

Men det kan for helvete ikkje bli for tamt

Nå e eg ferdig med dette, nå ska eg ut å herja

Eg ska faen gå berserk!

Ta ein viking på bussen og ein på Karmøy ferja

Og det e faen meg din feil, men dette blir MITT verk

Dette blir MITT verk, wooh!

Nei, nå ska eg bare vær vill og gal

Slagmarkå mi kalle!

Nå tar eg sverdet i håndå, kampånden gjalle!

Synd for deg at eg har draget

Dette blir faen meg ikkje det siste slaget!

DET BLER IKKJE DET SISTE SLAGET!

Wooh!

Og nå kan du faen meg angra på at du satt beistet mitt i brann

Nå tar eg over heile fuckings Rogaland!

Nå tar eg over heile Rogaland!!

By the northern shore..

You sleep forevermore.. 

Buried under the snow

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I love you so much more than you’ll ever know

I’ve felt something real for someone who’s fake

But all these years passed, you’re still my biggest heartbreak

and I’m so sorry you never got to grow old

But I swear this life is not gonna make me cold

I buried my heart with you, you can keep it

I don’t think I’m gonna need it

I’m not gonna need it!

By the northern shore

You’ll sleep forevermore

I buried my heart in Båtsfjord..

Keep it, dad, I’m not gonna need it

The twists and turns of this life..

It can be very hard to navigate sometimes

And it slaps you in the face and stabs you in the chest

At times it feels like one big test

and I know I’m not gonna grow old..

But I swear I won’t die cold

I won’t die cold!

You never know what people are capable of before the damage is done

I might have buried my heart with my father, but I still have one

Yeah, I still have one!

I buried my heart with you, you can keep it

I don’t think I’m gonna need it

I’m not gonna need it!

By the northern shore

You’ll sleep forevermore

I buried my heart in Båtsfjord..

Keep it, dad, I’m not gonna need it

It’s with you, but I still feel it

Yeah, I still feel it

❤️‍🔥

I just want to type in something funny, something just for the hell of it, write another song where I don’t give a single fuck. I’m just not feeling it. But I don’t feel like writing about how I am actually feeling right now either. So I’ll just do what I always do and freestyle. About aaanything other than my emotions.

I’m in my bed and in my head again

(Fuck!! I’m talking ‘bout emotions..)

Switch topic!

I wonder what and who you’re doing right now?

(Nope, wrong question)

I’m doing really bad at this

I need to change direction

I just need to not give a fuck

I just need to not give a fuck

I JUST NEED TO NOT GIVE A FUCK..!

(and I really didn’t so how did I get here??)

So yeah, I’m in my bed and in my head again

But you can stay out of it, so I can’t be there

C’mon now, bitch- what do normal people think about

(Oh fuck, I don’t have a clue)

I just have a fucking pit in my stomach

And it looks a lot like you

(FUCK!!)

Ok, ok, let me try again

We can talk about how stupid I am

I was doing good, I still am

(It’s just.. Oh, fuck)

Ok, I would not change a thing

(That’s how stupid I am)

Some people mess with you just ‘cuz they can

And I just need to not give a fuck

I just need to not give a fuck

I just need to not give a fuck..!

Can I ask a serious question tho?

How do you walk around made of stone?

I don’t think I wanna know

I’ll take THIS over THAT any day

I feel it all, and sure there’s a prize to pay

But I would not have it any other way

I would not have it any other way!

Phew, I got the words right there because now I feel okay

Yeah, now I feel OKAY..

And if I could tell you just one thing of worth

It is that it is OKAY TO HURT

IT’S OKAY TO HURT

(Fear nothing my darlings.. Feelings least of all ❤️)

I should be sleeping

Instead I am lying here weeping

If only you’d know where I’ve been and where I have to go

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All my scars you’ve never seen, even if you have seen me naked..

I’m tattoeed from head to toe with invisible ink

You felt different

Because you felt the same

I need to talk about it in therapy

All the stuff I’ve carried for so long I can’t remember

I just don’t know how..

I AM part Aphrodite, part Hera..

I’m just always forced to be the latter

I’d wish you’d let me be the first

Just for a little while..

God, I need it so desperately

But I never get to be cuz..

Tough girls suffer the most

Yeah, tough girls suffer the most..

And the world will never believe it

Trust me, I know

I don’t need anything from anyone

I have always been alone it seems

These cruel nights, I spend them in my own company

Drowning in a sea of misery

I hurt because it hurts

I’m not the type to numb the pain

I feel every ounce of it

I guess that’s the bravest thing I do

I can say this for certain, but can you..?

I will work through all of this like I always do

But it will require strength, and I would love a place where I could just be soft

I thought maybe I’d get to do that with you

That’s why I fucked you without armour

and came to you with no weapons

Big mistake..

Do I seem like a machine to you?

Like most people expect me to be like?

I guess I do, but just know that..

Tough girls suffer the most

The world will never catch us a break

Yeah, tough girls suffer the most..

And the world will never believe it

’Cuz we are tattooed from head to toe with invisible ink

and no one ever sees it

No one ever sees it

And I want to scream it to the whole wide world

But they would never believe it..

Tough girls suffer the most..

Yeah, tough girls suffer the most