Break the spell

Maybe we’ll never meet again

Oh, to be honest I kinda hope so

You’ve been more of a foe than a friend

I have loved and I have hated you

Do you even feel anything at all?

Only you would know

 

I can still not tell

If you ever meant me any well

All I know is

It’s time to break the spell

It’s time to break the spell

‘Cuz keeping you in my mind is the very thing that’s

keeping me in hell..

 

Maybe we were never meant to cross paths

I don’t believe that everything happens for a reason

I believe this world is ruled by chaos

Just like it rules my mind

and nothing is ever black or white

but nothing can ever make what happened between us right

Now I ask myself if I feel anything at all

All I know is..

 

I can still not tell

If you ever meant me any well

All I know, all I know is..

It’s time to break the spell

It’s time to break the spell

‘Cuz keeping you in my mind is the very thing that’s

keeping me in hell

 

Yeah, all I know, all I know is

There’s questions that’ll never be answered

and I can’t wait for a grave to bury them in

I can’t fucking wait for death to silence my mind

Until then I’m left with wishing

for a peace of mind I suspect might just be impossible to find

 

‘Cuz I can still not tell

If you ever meant me any well

All I know, all I know is!

It’s time to break the spell

It’s time to break the spell!

‘Cuz keeping you in my mind is the very thing that’s..

It’s the very thing!

That’s keeping me in hell

 

 

My ice queen

Gratulerer med morsdagen, alle mødre der ute! Spesielt til min mama bear ❤️

 

 

You were the one that got all my anger and rage

I feel so bad now, for how difficult I was through every damn stage

I couldn’t always see

How much you gave to me

But you’re the one that has always been there

You’re the one that always had to hold it all together

and I’m so done with anger now

I just want to love you forever

 

Ice queen, my ice queen

Now I see your courage and strength

Ice queen, my ice queen

Now I see the hand you were dealt

Ice queen, my ice queen

Now I understand why you couldn’t melt

 

Life was never easy on you, but you never complained

You were always so strong, I couldn’t see you were drained

You suffered in silence, you never shared

and still to everyone else, it was always you who cared

When I think of strong women, you’re my number one

You’re such an inspiration to who I want to become

 

Ice queen, my ice queen

Now I see your courage and strength

Ice queen, my ice queen

Now I see the hand you were dealt

Ice queen, my ice queen

Now I understand why you couldn’t melt

 

 

 

It’s the midnight blues

There’s something about the light and the sounds of the day

Helps me keep my feelings at bay

I tell myself I’m doing okay

Then comes the inevitable night

and with the darkness I am led astray

Here’s the words I just can’t say..

 

Oh, it’s the midnight blues

and I am so tired of walking in my shoes

All the terrors I have lived through, they play on repeat

And I am a child again, pitted against forces I just can’t defeat

My bones are trembling, I feel so weak

There’s crimes in my past of which I just can’t speak

and I’m so tired of walking in these shoes

It’s that time of the night again

It’s the midnight blues

 

There’s a sense of normalcy during the day

Helps me keep all the monsters at bay

and I can tell myself I’m doing okay

But every day must surrender to night

and then I am no longer doing alright

This is my eternal battle that I must fight

 

Oh, it’s the midnight blues

and I am so tired of walking in my shoes

All the terrors I have lived through, they play on repeat

And I am a child again, pitted against forces I just can’t defeat

My bones are trembling, I feel so weak

There’s crimes in my past of which I just can’t speak

and I’m so tired of walking in these shoes

It’s that time of the night again

It’s the midnight blues

 

Little girl, I don’t want to be a little girl again

and I just want to feel safe in this world again

I want to kick off my shoes

and escape all these feelings,

these midnight blues

It’d night again, I lose all my grown-up tools

I go back in time again when darkness rules

 

Oh it’s the midnight blues

It’s the midnight blues

Are these flashbacks something I somehow choose?

What is it about the night that sets me up to lose?

I just call it the midnight blues

Oh, it’s the midnight blues

and I am so damn tired

of walking in these shoes

 

I’m not asking you to understand

I’m not begging you to hold my hand

It’s just that right now I am not okay

and this is just my lullaby to myself

made from the words I cannot say

 

It’s my midnight blues

It’s just my midnight blues

 

Antares

I should have stayed away

I wish we’d never met

It’s so damn easy, walking down memory lane

It’s so goddamn hard to forget

 

You are the brightest star

I can only watch you from afar

Every night I wonder where you are

Can’t forget that angelic/demonic face

Or your angelic/demonic ways

Heart of the scorpion, the brightest shining star

You are beautiful and terrible, fascinating and bizarre

 

I have to burn the pages of you

written in my history

You are not my destiny

If anything, you’ll be the death of me

 

You are the brightest star

I can only watch you from afar

Every night I wonder where you are

Can’t forget that angelic/demonic face

Or your angelic/demonic ways

Heart of the scorpion, the brightest shining star

You are beautiful and terrible, fascinating and bizarre

 

I need you light years away

I can’t make sense of anything you say

I need you light years away..

I don’t understand the rules of the wicked games that you play

Antares..

I need to be light years away from you!

 

‘Cuz you are the brightest star

I can only watch you from afar

Every night I wonder where you are

Can’t forget that angelic/demonic face

Or your angelic/demonic ways

Heart of the scorpion, the brightest shining star

How I feel about you is beautiful and terrible, fascinating and bizarre

 

 

Daughter of darkness

21 years

I can’t even count the tears

I wish I could cry ‘em with you

like we used to

Do you live on in me?

I’m not half the human you were

So I question sometimes if you do

 

I was your daughter

Then I had to bury you

That ment burying a part of me too

Now I have to live with the sadness

and I have to deal with my own madness..

Getting lost in the blackness

Now I am the daughter of darkness

 

21 years, can’t believe it’s been 21 years

Sometimes it feels like I’m the only one who still cares

I know it isn’t so

I’m just the only one that feels this level of guilt

That’s why I can’t let go

 

I was your daughter

Then I had to bury you

That ment burying a part of me too

Now I have to live with the sadness

and deal with my own madness

Getting lost in the blackness

Now I am the daughter of darkness

 

21 years, it’s been 21 years

Ever since then, I’ve felt so much older than my peers

Daddy, I’m so worn out by the grief

I need you to come back to life and forgive me

But daddy, I know you can’t

I have to face it, there is no relief

 

I was your daughter

Then I had to bury you

That ment I had to bury a part of me too

Now I have to live with the sadness

and deal with my own madness

Getting lost in the blackness

I was your daughter..

Now I am the daughter of darkness

I am the daughter of darkness..

 

Norwegian horror stories

I had a boyfriend, he used to say

“If you ever walk away

I’ll kill you in cold blood”

When I broke up with him, I wondered

is this the last thing I’ll ever do?

It ended well for me

It did not end well for you

 

Seems it’s always something in the news

A frightening reminder

Memento mori, but

Real love should never end that gory

It’s another day

It’s another Norwegian horror story

 

It started out so sweet

But the charming prince sometimes turn into a creep

She starts looking over her shoulder

For every inch she moves away, he turns colder and colder

Now she’s asking the cops

Hoping they’ll do what it takes to make him stop

They shrug, says it’s not that serious

Then they discover her corpse

No one else finds it mysterious..

 

Now she’s all over the news

A frightening reminder

Memento mori, but..

Love should never end that gory

It’s another day

It’s another Norwegian horror story

 

We don’t like to talk about it

But maybe we have to

Look the other way

Pretend it never happens

Or ask what can we as society do

 

Seems it’s always something on the news

A frightening reminder

It could be you, it could be me

Memento mori, but..

Love should never end that gory

It’s another day, another Norwegian horror story

 

 

 

Perfect on paper

Seemed like such a good idea

I knew one thing for sure, you could handle all of me

Even the messed up parts not everyone can see

I don’t know anymore, if it was brave

or just plain stupid

Should I blame it on myself

Or can I blame it on Cupid

 

Perfect on paper, looked so perfect on paper

but..

I can’t do love as a faker

Perfect on paper,

but..

I’m no good at pretending

Perfect on paper,

but..

That’s also where it’s ending

 

Everyone said it; «You two make sense»

For so long I was on the fence

Then I decided to just dive right in

It felt kinda brave

Now it just feels stupid

I can only blame myself

I don’t have any faith in Cupid

 

Perfect on paper, looked so perfect on paper

but..

I can’t do love as a faker

Perfect on paper,

but..

I’m no good at pretending

Perfect on paper,

but..

That’s also where it’s ending

 

So here we are

We gave it a go, gave it all we got

It ended with a scar

Was it brave,

Was it stupid?

What the fuck do I even know, about this love-shit!

You’ll have to ask Cupid

 

Perfect on paper, looked so perfect on paper

but..

I can’t do love as a faker

Perfect on paper,

but..

I’m no good at pretending

Perfect on paper,

but..

That’s also where it’s ending

 

 

 

Blodspor i snøen

Jeg hørte aldri at du gikk

Men det gjorde du

Det er blodspor i snøen

Og jeg hørte aldri ropet ditt til stjernene

Du skrek at du ikke orker mer

Og så stakk du løpet i munnen og trakk av

Skuddet gikk rett gjennom den vakre hjernen din

Jeg hørte ikke det heller

Det er blodspor i snøen

Jeg lukker øynene, men det er fortsatt alt jeg ser

Blodspor i snøen, det er alt som fins igjen

Og jeg fatter fortsatt ikke at du ikke finnes mer

 

Vi snakket jo om alt, vi hadde vært gjennom det samme

Alle gangene vi sa at vi orker faen ikke å bli gamle

Vi hadde begge slitne sjeler

Nå hviler din i fred

Og jeg er den som fortsatt lever

 

Trodde vi noen gang at ting blir bedre?

De såra vi sydde igjen, ble de alltid infiserte?

Jeg vet ikke lenger, om jeg tror på noe som helst

De jævla infiserte såra blir bare flere og flere

Og jeg skriker av og til, til stjernene- at jeg orker heller ikke mere

 

Og jeg tenker på den vakre hjernen din

Og jeg lurer på om du ga deg selv tid til å tenke ferdig

Blodspor i snøen..

Var den kula deg verdig?

Det er blodspor i snøen

Jeg lukker øya men det er alt jeg ser

Blodspor i snøen, det er alt som er igjen

Og jeg fatter ikke at du ikke finnes mer

 

 

My viking ways

Hey there, doctor- in your prison of madness

I know I look wild now, but deep inside I just feel sadness

I know you think I’m completely insane

Well, at the moment I am-so..

It’s all fair game

 

So give me a pill

So I can chill before I kill

(Ah!)

This is just a phase

Let me cool down..

I’m sorry for my viking ways

 

Hey there! Oh, you called the cops?

and told them I just won’t shut up?

Oh, was I screaming in public again

Fuck, guess I am going crazy then

It’s always just a matter of when..

 

So give me a pill

(give me all the pills!)

So I can chill before I kill

(Chill before I kill, argh!)

I promise, this is just a phase

Let me cool down..

I am sorry for my viking ways

 

Uups, I broke the window

and woke up all the neighbours

What do you mean,»It’s the middle of the night»

and what the fuck do you mean, I am not looking alright?!

Why are you looking at me like that?

Do you want to fight?!

 

Oh no, oh no..

I am back at it with my viking ways

My viking ways!

 

Let me cool down..

It’s just a phase

It will get better, that’s what everyone says

Well, I am sorry for, sorry for..

My bloody viking ways

I’m sorry for my viking ways!

 

 

Face like a supermodel, body like a stripper

To Ini, easily my biggest girl-crush through the ages ❤️ 

 

Ah, she got a, got a

face like a supermodel, body like a stripper

All the bad boys in my hood, they wanna trick her

Trick her..

Me, I just wanna stare at her ‘til my eyes fall out

Me, I just wanna, wanna lick her

I want to lick her

 

Her face, her heavenly face

Those eyes, those lips..

I want to trace every inch of her with my fingertips

Her ass, her hips..

The way she walks, the way she sits..

I wanna take her home, and keep her ‘till she comes

I wanna bury my head in her tits

 

Ah, she got a, got a

face like a supermodel, body like a stripper

All the bad boys in my town, they wanna trick her

Trick her

Me, I just wanna stare at her until my eyes fall out

Me, I just wanna lick her

Lick her!

Until her moan gives way to a shout

 

She got beauty and brains, she’s fascinating

She makes me forget about all the dudes I used to be dating

I want to talk with her for weeks

Be her one and only freak in the sheets

Walk hand in hand with her through the streets

I bet she tastes just like bubble gum

I think I wanna wifey her

I even want to introduce her to my mum

 

’Cuz she got a, got a

face like a supermodel, body like a stripper

All the bad boys in the world, they wanna trick her

Trick her..

Me, I just wanna stare at her until my eyes fall out

Me, I just wanna lick her

Lick her!

Until her moan gives way to a shout

Until my moan give way to a shout!

 

I think I wanna wifey her

I think she’s so, so worth the wait

and to be perfectly honest, I

I no longer think I am all that straight!

 

Face like a supermodel, body like a stripper..

She got a, got a..

Face like a supermodel, body like a stripper