Light can only shine in the darkness

To my tribe.. 🩸❤️🩸

 

In my darkest hour

I think of you

That’s my shining light

Through this endless fight..

It’s you who makes it alright

 

So don’t go just yet

I need you!

Don’t leave just yet..

I need to, need to hold you

Just one more time!

 

Through it all

I know you know I dream of Death at times..

Father, forgive me

I’m not ready just yet

 

I have my shining light

it’s you, it’s you..

So don’t go just yet

 

I need you!

Don’t leave just yet

I need to, need to hold you

Just one more time

 

Thanks to you I’m not heartless

YOU ARE MY LIGHT

Shining through the, through the darkness..

 

God is somewhere in the crossfire

Shit, I am tired of living

of being this damn forgiving

hate what I do for a living, for a living

In the end, I don’t matter so..

 

Let it go, let it go, let it go

I call on you but all I get is silence

I guess God’s caught up in the crossfire

Tale is he loved me once

but where is he now?

 

you know me. I need solid proof

 

Hate that this is my life.

Hate that I’m nobody’s wife

Hate the shit I do because you make me

You make me..

 

And where is God?

Guess he’s caught up in the crossfire

and here I am, fighting myself alone..

 

 

Do monsteret 👹💩

Til ære for Isak på 4 års dagen 🥳

Fra Suja’en din ❤️

 

Det finnes et monster som bor i do

Av alle plasser va det der han ville bo

Og du tenke kanskje «Æsj»!

Men do monsteret, han elske bæsj!

 

Plipp plopp, ikkje stopp!

Trykk den ut, for do monsteret får aldri nok!

Plipp plask plopp!

Trykk ut ei pølsa, do monsteret får aldri aldri nok!

 

Det finnes et monster i alle sin do

For det e der de ville bo

Kliss klass klæsj!

Kom igjen, trykk ut ein bæsj!

Eg sa: Trykk ut en SVÆRE BÆSJ

Så doskolå skvulpe og seie kræsj!

For do monsteret elske det brune mest

Så gå på do og drit så blir det fest

Då blir det FEST!

 

(Wooohooo)

 

 

Through the darkness and into the light

To my tribe ❤️

&

for my tribe 🩸

 

I am walking in the dark, but I have no fear

I know exactly who and what’s waiting here..

 

I have to do this, do this for me so I can be more for you.. And more for me.

Let’s be more of ourselves together!

 

Yeah, I am walking through darkness

and my heart aches

But that’s the price of loving so hard and it’s so fucking worth it

I have a big heart, but..

I only let the best ones hurt it!

 

Yeah I love you so much it hurts..

 

Just don’t worry, my dear

I’ve walked this path before

I know the way.. Trust I’ll find it

and I know how to fight..

No one can take away my light!

 

I swear I see it!

 

Come what may, I’ll handle it

I see the light, I’ll enter it

 

I know some will hate to hear this,

but I swear I’m alright

Walking through the darkness again

This time you’ll just have to let me get it right..

And now I can finally sleep at night

I’m not afraid of the dark

Now I enter the light

 

and you don’t have to do a thing for me

Just meet me there

 

Just be there!

 

Trust!

I’m neither broken n’or am i doomed!

 

Yeah, I’m hurt and..

I got wounds, but finally I can pull out the knife

(Just let me pull out the knife..)

I’m not broken nor am I doomed-

and now I gotta pull out the knife!

I am strong, I’m healing,  I am

Sunniva Kvivesen, Kvivesen for life ❤️👊🏼

 

See you in the LIGHT

 

That’s all I ask, just be there with me..

 

 

 

BETTY BOP 💃

She got a

pretty name and a pornstar pussy

But I don’t wanna get sued so

let’s call her Betty BOP!

 

So I met her at a club right before closing time

We were just there to shake our asses but she brought me home

I watched her talk for hours (such a pretty mouth, such a pretty face..)

She told me she had bigger plans

Few years later, I found her on Onlyfans

 

She’s my Betty Bop

Told me she would stop

but she blew up, got famous

Powder in her nose, big D in her anus

My Betty, Betty BOP!

 

She got her tits and ass done

Said she had her limits, now they all gone

She’d do it all if you’d only ask, and she has

She’s Santa to these men, but she secretly hates ‘em..

She bought this fire body with their money but it’s starting to feel like Alcatraz

 

She’s my Betty Bop

Told me she would stop

»But babe, I’m making bank»

Yeah, but baby you’re starting to feel like a septic tank..

My Betty, Betty Bop!

 

She’s doing coke, she’s doing weed

Pills and alcohol so she can sleep

I tell her she doesn’t need the damn money, girl you need therapy!

Now she’s pissed off, she won’t even speak to me

I just said it outta love, but..

Now she hates me.

 

She was my Betty, Betty Bop

She said that she would stop

but money talks and that’s all she hears

and if I die right now I doubt she cares

But girl, if you hear this: If you ever do get fed up by those creeps at Onlyfans..

Let me remind you that you once had bigger plans ❤️

 

My Betty, Betty BOP!

 

 

 

 

The kingdom of silence

It ain’t poetry.. It’s therapy.

 

Hey, dad

This time I’m talking to ya without being mad

(I’m just sad)

You know how this tale goes..

Life blows again

and I went off the radar..

Well, daddy I am still alive

It doesn’t feel like much of an achievment

Most of all, I’m ashamed

 

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah..

Life blows again and I’ve been blowing my brains out in my wicked fantasies for the past six months

Stacked up on pills but I already tried and failed at that once

so dear dad..

I just wanted to ask you: How’s life in death?

Your silence speaks louder than words..

(God, how I long for the silence!)

That’s all I want!!

 

 

Hey dad!

Can you hear me?!

I know you can’t, but I’m screaming anyway

Can I reach to your kingdom of silence

Hey dad, save a spot for me there..

 

Yeah, yeah, yeah..

I’m suicidal again, don’t tell my doc

I can’t do the electro shock

but I can’t seem to do better so..

Dear dad, how’s the kingdom

The kingdom of, kingdom of silence..?

 

Hey dad..

Mama’s been my rock again

I wish I could tell you we figured shit out before this curse took me a prisoner too

(but you are within the walls of the kingdom of silence, silence)

She never stops fighting for me

I guess that is the biggest reason I can’t join you yet

(in the kingdom of, kingdom of silence)

 

Oh dad

I’ve always wondered if it was somehow my fault that you died

and I know you can’t answer that

I’ve cursed time for running out on you

Now I pray for the same fate

(I can’t do a long life of this)

But dad, hey:

I can do a little longer

A little longer.. I think.

 

It’s okay that you don’t respond.. The silence is answer enough.

 

Hey dad

(I know you can’t hear it but..)

I’ll join you soon enough

(life feels so long in darker times, but it IS short)

Yeah, I’ll go there too when my time runs out..

To your kingdom of, kingdom of..

Kingdom of silence

That’s all I want!

The kingdom of silence

I know you wait there..

I can feel it’s written in the stars, I am walking my father’s path

and I too will die young

But dad, first I’ll TRY to live

 

Yeah, I can do a little longer

Before the kingdom of silence awaits

I know you wait there!

In the kingdom of, kingdom of silence

 

 

 

(Thanks for the talk ❤️)

 

Sad summer

Life is pushing me to the edge

I regret the promise I’ve pledged

Said I’d give it a little more time

But here I am, faced with another mountain I can’t climb

 

Life is a blessing, they say

But this life never seems to go my way

Here I am, faced with another dragon

I can’t seem to slay

 

Argh, I’m sick and tired

of the way my fucked-up brain is wired

Said I’d give it another try

But I can’t seem to win

Here I am, faced with another bottomless ocean

And I’m too tired to swim

 

Life is a blessing, they say

but this life never seems to go my way

Here’s another demon

I can’t seem to slay

 

A little peace of mind

is very, very hard to find

This summer went down the drain

and I am not dancing in the rain

I’m so sick and tired

of this old brain..

 

But it’s not over. Life doesn’t end here..

 

 

Thunderstorm

I have waited a long time for this moment

To let go of all expectations

and reveal my true form

 

You wanted an angel..

but I have forgotten my wings somewhere

You wanted me to be a miracle.. A wonderchild..

But miracles and wonders don’t happen here!

This is not heaven.. This is REAL life!

 

From the day I was born

You think I was wild back then?!

Prepare for my thunderstorm

Prepare for my thunderstorm!

 

And I can’t be controlled

I won’t be controlled!

I shake loose from the shackles and cuffs

I’ve had enough!

Time to retaliate

I’ve been lovin’ long enough

Now it’s time to HATE

 

From the day I was born..

You think I was wild back then?!

Well now I’m fully grown

Time to claim the throne

Prepare for my thunderstorm!

Prepare for my thunderstorm!!

 

 

 

Battlefield life

I’m calling on you

Calling your name

Is this my end?

Death, I welcome you again!

 

1,2,3

I am breaking free

Beyond the crystal sky

I spot my very destiny

 

Sharpen the knife

Meet me on the arena

Battlefield life!

It’s battlefield LIFE!

 

1,2,3

Won’t bend the knee

Under the crystal sky

I am exactly who I am supposed to be

 

So sharpen the knife!

Meet me on the arena

See you on battlefield LIFE

It’s battlefield life, alright!

 

 

 

hook-ups and fuck-ups

Time goes by

I lost you

it’s okay, I kept myself

 

It’s not heart ache, Cuz the heart weren’t in it

We just fooled around a couple times

Not gonna say I’m happy you’re out

But I’m not devastated either

Guess we were each others in-betweeners

Guess I’m not ment for anything more than that

 

If I had a crystal ball

I’m sure it would tell me I’ll die alone

That doesn’t scare me even if people think it should

There are worse fates

than living and dying alone, if you ask me

 

Time goes by

I lost you

It’s okay, I kept myself