I just need to write it off..

It shouldn’t hurt this much, I feel pathetic

I loved my dad’s big heart, but I hate my own-

can’t help that I feel so intense, it’s genetic

Gave it two shots, now do I regret it?

No, I can’t because..

 

Time moved different with you..

 

I really gave you everything when you entered my body

It just happened naturally

I wasn’t ready to let it go

But I had to

and I hate that..

 

You said you’re out, I said I was never in

If that’s true then why do I feel like crying

Why do I feel like crying..?

I wrote it myself: Nothing in this world we live in lasts forever..

 

I hate how I’m wired sometimes

I said some things I shouldn’t have like I always do

Happens every damn time I get hurt

I can never say it to your face

But I’m sorry, for what it’s worth

 

You said you’re out, I said I was never in

If that’s true then why do I feel like crying

Why do I feel like crying..?

I wrote it myself: Nothing in this world we live in lasts forever..

And it’s true on my part: Nothing in my world lasts forever

Forever..

 

 

 

 

Why did I have to..

Just going through the full range of damn emotions.. Hope I don’t give you wiplash!

 

 

 

 

There’s some places I wish I’d never been

There’s some faces I wish I’d never seen

I already know it’s gonna haunt me

I already know it won’t be easy to forget

I learned so young you can hold but you also gotta let go

I think I could have loved you, you know..

 

Why did I have to..

Why did you have to..

I wish we’d never met

 

I was doing fine

Just minding my own business

I moved on long ago

Things were finally falling into place

Now I can’t stop thinking ‘bout your face

Or how you made me feel

I’m so mad dumb

’Cuz none of it was real

 

Why did I have to..

Why did you have to..

Oh how I wish we’d never met

 

There’s stuff I wish I’d never done

Always said I was born to run

but some rare people just feels like home

and you miss them as soon as they’re gone

And I haven’t felt that feeling a lot to be honest

Still I learned so young you can hold but you also gotta let go!

I think I could have loved you, you know

 

You didn’t have to hit me where it hurts the most..

I hate you for starting this

I want to forget it all

But when I close my eyes I’m back in your arms and..

 

Why did I have to..

Why did you have to..

Oh I wish we’d never met

 

 

 

A dick & an asshole 🤪

They say «just because you can, doesn’t mean you should..» Well, fuck that! If you can, DO it and then add extra horsepower to it 😆

 

 

 

 

 

This time I don’t feel like over-explaining shit

More like just rrripping out your throat and get it over with

Did you think you were the G.O.A.T and I was your little bitch..?

You should read up on my last song, cuz I really did FLIP switch!

 

Yeah, I can be an asshole and I can be a dick

and I eat men like you for breakfast prick

And then I spit you out ‘cuz you taste like shit!

 

I’m a dragon you dumb little sheep

Did you really think I’d feel anything but scorn..?

You can refer to my up-coming lyrics as ‘revenge porn’

 

I am part Aphrodite/part Hera

and if I want I can get wet like the river Madeira

but I also got a brain and a tongue like a sword and a shield

I am master of the WORD, welcome to my battlefield!

 

I said welcome to my battlefield!

 

Yeah, I can be an asshole and I can be a dick

and I eat men like you for breakfast prick

And then I spit you out ‘cuz you taste like shit!

 

I got you in a choke-hold and I don’t care if you tap

Just tap-out you bitch!..

I’m going for the SNAP!

And who the fuck has the balls to say girls can’t rap..?

You should have screwed over Eminem, he would have gone softer on you..

You should have researched me better, so you’d know the stuff I can do

 

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah! I can be an asshole and I can be a dick

and I eat men like you for breakfast prick

And then I spit you out ‘cuz you taste like shit!

Yeah, I can be the biggest asshole and the biggest dick

and to tell you the truth I am PROUD OF IT!

 

 

Flip switch

Maybe it means something, maybe it doesn’t – with me you never really know 😉 Either way it’s just a song!

 

 

 

 

 

Said I never really plan anything

Told ya’ll I am forever in freestyle

Don’t be pissed..

I flipped the switch

I am heading in another direction

Have no clue where this road will lead

Told ya’ll I’m forever in freestyle

 

Flip switch..

I also told ya I’m that bitch..

 

A free bird with strong roots

but I have wings for a reason..

Gotta walk in my new pirate boots

I don’t mean this as treason

It’s just like new songs, you can’t write the same one over and over

I guess if you should label me anything you can call me a rover

 

I just know I gotta move

Told ya’ll I’m forever in freestyle

Don’t be pissed

I flipped the switch

I am heading in another direction

Have no clue where this road will lead

Told ya’ll I’m forever in freestyle

 

Ships are ment to sail off in the sunset

I just got legs and I don’t know where I’m running to yet

I just know I gotta move..

Some things ain’t that easy to explain

I guess I just can’t handle anything that sounds like a chain

 

I said I never really plan anything

Told ya’ll I’m forever in freestyle

I just can’t deal with other people’s opinions on how I should live this one life I got

I just can’t fit it into a tiny box with a perfect facade

Something ‘bout that to me that just doesn’t feel brave

Now MY nature is calling and I gotta go!

 

I just know I gotta move

Told ya’ll I’m forever in freestyle

Don’t be pissed

I flipped the fucking switch

I’m heading in another direction

Have no clue where this road will lead

Told ya’ll I’m forever in freestyle

I am FOREVER IN FREESTYLE

 

🎵🦋🎵

 

Touch and go

I swear I’m not cold

I’m just a damn realist

I’m not going to grow old..

That’s why I go through life as a hurricane

 

I don’t believe in anything

I have tried pretty much everything

We get told so many lies, my dear

But dying alone was never my worst fear..

 

You can drown in my eyes for a while

I can crack my soul wide open

I swear it’s never been truly broken

I can go all-in without making a single sacrifice

You can enter heaven between my legs I guess

but nothing lasts forever in this world we live in

 

I swear I’m not cold

I’m just a damn realist

I have seen too much maybe

Got so many ghosts from my past

and I know so well

each and every day could be my last

 

I don’t believe in anything

Except all that we got is this moment

Can you just be here with me while we both breathe

Look up from your screen

and I’ll come clean

When it comes down to it, none of us can go through life like a machine

 

You could go down on me and drown there

but I’d let you come up for air

I swear I can’t run dry

You could go all-in without making a single sacrifice

I learned so young that you can hold but you also gotta let go

and nothing lasts forever in this world we live in you know..

 

Nothing lasts forever

Forever..

 

Can we just have the moment

Everything is touch and go..

And nothing lasts forever you know

 

 

 

This is gonna hurt

I have no sense of direction

I get easily lost

Yeah, I’m a little lost..

I did not plan any of this

Guess I’m just star-crossed

 

This is gonna hurt

I can already tell

Just let me spend some time in paradise before I return to hell..

 

I got one leg in two boats

Not sure which one will float

I’ll probably sink them both

and I should say something I guess

But the words are stuck in my throat

 

The words are st..stuck in my throat!

 

I just want to live in the moment

It’s finally all right to be here

I don’t wanna think too much about anything

Yeah, some things ain’t crystal clear

But I can’t be bothered to analyze

I bet I’ll regret it

I’m aware it’s probably unwise

 

’Cuz this is gonna hurt

I can already tell

I just need some time in paradise before I return to hell..

I just need some time in paradise before I return to hell!

 

 

 

Kanskje, kanskje ikke

Sitter her på gjerdet

Gresset er vel grønt under snøen

Kan velge å stikke nå

Hoppe på en buss i andre retning

Hva tenker du på?

Alle mine svar blir bare gjetning

 

Jeg tenker faen også, dette var jeg ikke forberedt på

Tenker faen også, jeg kunne vært hos deg nå

Det er vinter, det er kaldt

Men jeg er varm overalt

Kroppen min vil bare en ting, hodet mitt vakler

Kan velge å stikke nå..

Kanskje, kanskje ikke..

Faen at du er så vakker

 

Livet er så merkelig, for litt siden ville jeg bare dø

Før var det hodet mitt, nå er det en annen del av meg (😉) som gjør meg sprø

Må bare få deg ut av systemet

(Kan du bare la meg få deg ut av systemet??)

Kan velge å stikke nå

Unngå hele problemet

 

Men jeg har vel fått deg på hjernen.

 

Og jeg tenker faen også, dette var jeg ikke forberedt på

Jeg kunne vært hos deg eller jeg kan stikke nå

Det er vinter, det er kaldt

Men jeg er varm overalt

Kroppen min vil bare en ting, hodet mitt vakler

Kan velge å stikke nå..

Kanskje, kanskje ikke..

Faen at du er så vakker

 

Jeg hater at jeg føler så intenst..

Gikk fra å være nummen til å brenne opp

Hva skal jeg finne på imens..?

Tenker bare på en annens kropp

»Your body is a wonderland»

I want to spoil you just because I can..

Åh faen, Sunniva: Stopp!

 

Men faen heller, dette var jeg ikke forberedt på

Jeg kunne vært hos deg eller jeg kan stikke nå

Det er vinter, det er kaldt

Men jeg er varm overalt

Kroppen min vil bare en ting, hodet mitt vakler

Kan velge å stikke nå..

Kanskje, kanskje ikke..

Faen at du er så vakker

 

Kanskje, kanskje ikke

Jeg sa: Kanskje, kanskje ikke..

Gah..

 

 

 

 

 

I can’t think about it..

Late at night, and thoughts are spinning

Round and round in my head they go

I wish I was somewhere else right now

But I can’t think about it ‘cuz..

 

Angels need their sleep you know

Bad girls stay up thinking bad thoughts

Twisting and turning and tossing around

We all have haunted heads, don’t we

We’ve all been through the flames of Hell in one way or the other

 

Fuck, I’ll just say it since you’re sound asleep

I could have kept you up this whole damn week

It’s nuts, I’m starving, I’m loca

I feel lost when I don’t know when I’ll see you next

Have my hands even been all over your body yet?

Have I touched each inch of perfect skin?

and when you come inside, baby that is my medicine..

 

Late at night and my thoughts are winning

Massacre the sleep I long for

So I can catch a break from this haunted head

Guess I’ll stare at the roof as a substitute..

I want to make porn in my mind, but I can’t ‘cuz

 

Angels need their sleep you know

Bad girls stay up counting the seconds

Trying real hard to shut off our minds, but they’re just wired differently

You try being traumatized..

We should all feel proud we’re still alive

 

I’d rather dream of you

If I can just close my eyes and drift off, will you meet me there..

 

Wish I was angel material too

They won’t even let me apply

I’m just a bad girl doing bad things and I can’t even sleep at night

Nothing I do is ever alright

But when I’m with you all I want is to grow wings and a halo

You make me wanna be so damn good

But I just cant, cuz..

 

Bad girls need sleep too

It’s just hard for us to sleep when angels do

We have all lived through the flames of Hell in one way or the other

The dark ain’t always safe to us anymore

Twisting, turning, tossing around

Counting seconds..

Waiting for the light outside the window

For the world to feel safe again

 

So sleep, angels. And then it’s the bad girls turn..

Therapy session

I need a fucking break

Can’t help it, I’m that bitch

and I don’t like to wait..

 

I gotta run with my feelings

This shit has been hard to deal with

You move too slow!

Life’s just too short, you gotta let me know..

I can’t live in the unknown

 

We talk about it, I crack jokes like I always do

Make you laugh, but this shit is serious

Lately the beast between my legs have been all kinds of delirious

Guess it’s time to cage her now

Fuck! I don’t want to!

Or I should look for a replacement

But who can do the stuff that you do..

 

I’m in my head a lot

When I’m with you I guess I’m not

That shit got me hooked

Now I’m seriously cooked

I should be searching somewhere else

but I don’t know where to look

 

I need a fucking break

Can’t help it, I’m that bitch

and I don’t like to wait

I don’t like to wait!

Life is so fucking short, don’t you know..?

 

We talk about it, I crack jokes like I always do

Make you laugh, but this shit is serious

Lately the beast between my legs have been all kinds of delirious

Guess it’s time to cage her now

Fuck! I don’t want to!

Or I should look for a replacement

But who can do the stuff that you do..

Who can do the stuff that you can do..?

 

Shit.

 

 

 

 

Open the gates to Hell

You’ll see this.. I know you will. Here’s a fucking lullaby for the real psychos 🔥

 

You fear death, don’t you..

I fucking know you do!

You want my forgiveness more than anything

But you’ll never feel deeply enough to be sorry

Your time will come, old man

I won’t forget, and neither will death..

You can cheat in life, but you can’t cheat HER

 

And when they open the gates of Hell..

Because they will

You’ll just have to walk right in

and you will wait for me there..

If I can’t settle this in this life

I want the last battle to be among the flames!

 

I was a little angel, you bloody fool

But I’d rather grow horns than be your tool

Your wicked games, your evil tricks..

Could never mess with my core

I am not afraid to die, you bitch

I have died before!

 

You’re terrified because you know it all

Where I’ve been and where I can go..

You pushed me too far, and the edge scares you shitless..

And I really do believe that when death comes for you..

She’ll take you really, really slow

She’s MY angel, and she knows..

She knows!

 

And when they open the gates of Hell..

Because they will

You’ll just have to walk right in

and you will wait for me there..

If I can’t settle this in this life

I want the last battle to be among the flames..

 

Did you show me any mercy?

Did you ever give me a fair chance to fight back?

Empathy is the very thing you lack..

So expect nothing of it back!

 

So see ya in Hell..

They will open the gates wide open!

You’ll just have to walk right in..!

And if I’m not there to greet you, you just wait!

If I can’t settle this in THIS life

I want the last battle to be among the flames

Yeah, I want the last battle to be among the flames!!