Got on a plane with a plan
Flew away from these streets and my empty sheets
Haven’t seen or heard from you in weeks
It was fine, but now I’m home
I’m back in town, back in my own bed
Back to my old life, back in my own damn head
And here’s Lucifer in my mind again
And I shouldn’t be fucking with him, ‘cuz he always fucks me over
But I can’t chase out the memories
After all, this devil was my very first lover
Why can’t I just let go?
Why do I still have the need to know
To figure out the details of a story shattered in a million pieces
I guess it broke for a reason
I could handle pretty much anything
But my first lover’s treason
I can’t hate you
I can’t hate you even though I should
And you would never ever love me
Even if you could
Stone cold psychopath
So if I can’t have the love I will settle for your wrath
Does this mean I’ll go insane again
Guess only time will tell
I could never enter heaven
But I got a free pass to hell
And he will be there
Oh, he will be there
With his chains and torture devices
Still it’s that face that has me in a state of crisis
I can handle anything life throws at me
Anything but him walking out on me
He always walks out on me
Why did I have to go there
Why do you have to be there
Oh, Lucifer is in my head again
Guess that means I’ll go insane again
Well, only time will tell
I could never enter heaven
But I got, got a free pass to hell
And he will be there
Oh, he’s always waiting there
With his chains and his torture devices
But even after all these years
It’s still that face that gets me in a state of crisis
I can’t hate you and I can’t let go
Even if I know that I should
and you would never ever love me
Even if you were human enough so you could
Stone cold psychopath
If I can’t have your love, I’ll settle for your wrath
I’ll settle for your wrath..
and may all the gods made up by man forgive me now
For walking down this path