All these words I should know better than to say
There’s times I wish I could believe in Judgement day
All these sins, all the crimes
The same mistakes I repeat a thousand times
It seems all bad now, I must have been born this way
All the turns that ended up in disaster
Life is this complicated thing I can not master
And these thoughts run wild now, can’t rope ‘em in
It’s just another sleepless night, just another battle in my mind I cannot win
I wish I could just burn in someone else’s hell
So I could catch a break from the one I created myself
There’s gotta be more to life than this
And sometimes I do believe I see it
but this nagging feeling in my head
Now I see it all in black instead
If I could just soften the edges of me that cuts someone else’s skin
If I could erase the dirty stains I hide within
If I could just be better..
But where the fuck do I begin?
There’s some things I just can’t apologize for
There’s certain reasons that justifies going to war
I can’t always back down
I can’t just passively watch someone else drown
And some mistakes that you make, you gotta pay for on your own
I’m sorry that we have to do this as enemies
I’m sorry I gotta let you break your own neck in this fall
I can take a lot
But I can’t and I won’t take the blame for it all
