I can feel it in the air
I can feel it in the earth
I don’t, I never have;
belonged here
A wild animal, tryna pose as human
Failing everytime, misery awaits
A love, a longing, a life; never ment for me
It’s time to close these gates
I’m gonna die
I’m gonna die from this
and I wish
I wish I’d never exist
I’m gonna die
I’m gonna die from all of this
A poisoned river, these veins
Hollow is this crazy head
Plenty of room for mines and bombs and all kinds of destructive shit
I wrote a lot these past couple of months
But didn’t really mean any of it
I’m gonna die
I’m gonna die from this
and I wish, I wish!
That I didn’t exist
I’m gonna die
I’m gonna die from all of this
Maybe not today..
Too much of a coward still
Maybe not tomorrow..
I guess someone else will
But a long life down this road,
God please just no
There’s gotta come a day for it and I will go
I’m gonna die
I’m gonna die from this
and I wish
I wish I didn’t exist
and all I can say is I’m sorry that I do
and I’m so sorry if I ment something to you
’Cause I know, I just know
Love doesn’t last on these terms
Doesn’t grow in this ground
Love for me
Is nowhere to be found
and all I can say is I’m sorry


