Bleeding soul, the deepest cut
I thread the needle, but this wound won’t shut
Sleepless nights, I’m not all right
Curse this body and its fight or flight
I am all grown up now, and the past is behind
But in the darkness safety is a thing within I cannot find
And you know, I know you do.. Tell me, can you sleep? ‘Cuz I bet you can!
I still pay for your sins and the price is my mind
I don’t want to lose my sanity, but sometimes I’m forced to
You try carrying all this weight without breaking!
I rebuild myself from scratch again every damn time!
Broken glass in my blood
When I act out the pain I am always misunderstood
I am trying so damn hard to make sense of other people’s fucked up behaviour
It’s hard, so damn hard!
Always having to be your own saviour
I am all grown up now, FUCK YOU for calling me a child
’Cuz when did I ever really get to be one..?
And this healing process sure is gonna take me a while
(maybe the rest of my life, but I am willing to do the work)
Fully whole is what I aim to become
I’ll get there!
I’m all grown up now, but I will always have so much respect for younger me
What you went through, what you dealt with..
The warrior child inside, I’ll set you free
I’ll set myself free!
The warrior child inside, keep living on in me
You live on in me!
I am the storm that survived the rain
I am the beauty born out of the pain
You tried to bend me, you tried to break
But I’m the soul you could never take!
Warrior child-rising from the dust
Warrior child-in myself I trust
The needle is moving, the thread is held tight
I’m stepping out of the shadows and into my light!
Warrior child..
You live on in me!

