This is for your eyes only, yet I’m writing it for the world to see
I gotta fight my final battle, and then I have to die
Because I can’t live on much longer
Without you..
I have only ever loved one man
And I am only going to
How do I get over my mistakes
How do I get over not
Getting to die in your arms..
You’ll always be my baby
Even if I never see your perfect face again
And I know I won’t
I am chainsmoking so my heart keeps going
Because I have to finish what I started on
And then I will have to die
’Cuz I can’t live much longer without you
And I can’t breathe sometimes
Because I miss you so
And I am begging my Gods
To keep me alive long enough to finish this
And then I’ll have to dig my own grave
And die in it alone
’Cuz I can’t live much longer
in this world
Without you..
And I am so sorry..
For everything I’ve done.
You said you believe in happy endings
And I said I don’t- not for me
And it’s all because
I don’t get to die in your arms..
