Sunniva Creative soul with a crazy twist

You’re so beautiful

Like the sun sparkling on snow

You’re so damn beautiful

I love you so much more than you know

But baby, I am messed up in the head

Baby, I’m practically dead

i just haven’t formalized it yet

And I wish I could be brand new

Maybe then I could be more like you

I wish I was brand new

Maybe then I could do the cool shit that you do

How did you come out so perfect?

How come I’m such a mess

I think you got blessed

I think I was tricked

My body is flawed and my mind is thick

But baby, you’re so beautiful

Like the sun sparkling on the snow

You’re so damn beautiful

I love you so much more than you know

And I wish I could be brand new

Like a flashy car

I wish I could be brand new

Maybe then I would get far

I wish, I wish, I wish!

That I could just wake up tomorrow and be brand new

Like a perfect barbie doll

But all I see in the mirror these mornings

Is the anxious old troll

But I wish I could be brand new

Less like me, and more like you

Wish I could be brand new

A lot less like me, a lot more like you

Baby you’re so beautiful..

I’ve messed up and I can’t take it back

Slowly, slowly I’m painting the whole world black

and you don’t have to tell me I’m wrong by doing so..

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But in time of crisis we do what we know

and this is all I know how to do

Take all the good things and just let ‘em go

So goodbye for now

Please don’t check in later

And please; be assured

I am still my biggest hater

I don’t know the way to the place that’ll set me free

I can’t remember anything that did not leave a mark on me

There was a time I thought I’d found the cure for life

There was a time I was damn good pretending I was happy

But a tragedy happens all of the time

Now I’m just being sappy

Caught up and crushed by misery

A tragedy occurs all the time

Turns out I was just outta my mind

So goodbye for now

Please don’t drop by later

I know I’m supposed to love myself

But I am such a traitor

I’m closing all the doors, I can’t let anyone in

I know you’re supposed to love life, but I don’t and I guess that is my sin

There’s an angel fighting a devil in my mind, and the latter seems to win

But in time of crisis we do what we know

and this is what I do, take all the good things and let ‘em go..

So goodbye for now

Please don’t check in later

I am still my, still my

I’m still my biggest hater

Goodbye for now

Aa-aa-aah

I feel the sting again

Aa-aa-aah

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I feel the knife, twisting in my wounds

What can you do, but sing

Let’s turn the pain into music

It’s kinda worth it if you can use it

Let’s turn the pain into music

It’s worth it if you can use it!

Aa-aa-aah

I just wanted to stay in bed today

Aa-aa-aah

But I have something to say

What can you do,

sing the pain away..

Let’s turn the pain into music

It’s kinda worth it if you can use it

Let’s turn the pain into a melody

I can’t be hurt that severally!

Let’s, let’s turn the pain into, into music

It’s kinda worth it if you know how to use it

Turn the pain, turn the pain into music

Aa-aa-aah!

I, I live a stolen life

I, I cheated destiny

I live this life so broken, so messed up

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Because it was never ment for me

I, I was never supposed to bloom..

I, I was supposed to die in the womb..

So I’m calling on YOU!

Calling your name

Is this the end

Hold me again

Death; my one true friend

I, I am my enemy

I, I cheated destiny

I live this life so empty, so fucked up

Because it was never ment for me

I, I can taste it on my tongue..

I, I was supposed to die young..

So I’m calling on YOU!

Calling your name

Is this the end

Hold me again

Death; my one true friend

Calling on YOU!

I can feel it in the air

I can feel it in the earth

I don’t, I never have;

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belonged here

A wild animal, tryna pose as human

Failing everytime, misery awaits

A love, a longing, a life; never ment for me

It’s time to close these gates

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die from this

and I wish

I wish I’d never exist

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die from all of this

A poisoned river, these veins

Hollow is this crazy head

Plenty of room for mines and bombs and all kinds of destructive shit

I wrote a lot these past couple of months

But didn’t really mean any of it

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die from this

and I wish, I wish!

That I didn’t exist

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die from all of this

Maybe not today..

Too much of a coward still

Maybe not tomorrow..

I guess someone else will

But a long life down this road,

God please just no

There’s gotta come a day for it and I will go

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die from this

and I wish

I wish I didn’t exist

and all I can say is I’m sorry that I do

and I’m so sorry if I ment something to you

’Cause I know, I just know

Love doesn’t last on these terms

Doesn’t grow in this ground

Love for me

Is nowhere to be found

and all I can say is I’m sorry

Ka enn du jørr nå..

Ikkje ring det jævla polit.. Faen!

NÅ E DET PÅ’AN IGJEN..!

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For helvete kalle

Helvete gjalle

på innsiå av

min forbannede skalle

Ka enn du jørr nå..

Ikkje kom med en jævla tvangsparagraf..

Faen!!!

Nå e det PÅ AN IGJEN..!!!

Di jævla hora, ditt faens hespetre

Det e for helvete meg sjøl eg snakke te

Du kan bli gal, du kan bli loca

Alle skamme seg over deg nå

Står der og synge som ei jævla kråka!

For helvete kalle

Helvete gjalle

På innsiå av min forbannede skalle

»Does it feel good?»

E du faen skrudd?!

Å rota seg inn i galskapens gap

Den ete deg og spytte deg ut i slintrer!

Den eie deg og gjør sommer om te iskald vinter!

Ka enn du jørr nå..

Ka enn du jørr nå..

Eg e bare en galen taper på NAV

So do your thing, purkefaen:

Sikt midt mellom øyå og TREKK AV!

1,2,3

I can feel someone spying on me

(It’s probably my anxiety)

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3,4,5

I won’t make it out alive

Forget, forget

Forget everything

Regret, regret

I regret on everything..

1,2,3

I can feel them laughing at me

4,5, 6

I am sorry that I exist

Forget, forget

I just want to forget everything!

Regret, regret..

I regret on everything..

Hold me one last time

Tell me I’ll be fine

I can’t forget!

I can’t forgive myself for THIS AGAIN!

1,2,3

The gates of heaven are closing on me

3,4,5

I don’t want to be this alive

I can’t be this much alive!

Just forget

Just forget everything!

To my tribe.. 🩸❤️🩸

In my darkest hour

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I think of you

That’s my shining light

Through this endless fight..

It’s you who makes it alright

So don’t go just yet

I need you!

Don’t leave just yet..

I need to, need to hold you

Just one more time!

Through it all

I know you know I dream of Death at times..

Father, forgive me

I’m not ready just yet

I have my shining light

it’s you, it’s you..

So don’t go just yet

I need you!

Don’t leave just yet

I need to, need to hold you

Just one more time

Thanks to you I’m not heartless

YOU ARE MY LIGHT

Shining through the, through the darkness..

Shit, I am tired of living

of being this damn forgiving

hate what I do for a living, for a living

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In the end, I don’t matter so..

Let it go, let it go, let it go

I call on you but all I get is silence

I guess God’s caught up in the crossfire

Tale is he loved me once

but where is he now?

you know me. I need solid proof

Hate that this is my life.

Hate that I’m nobody’s wife

Hate the shit I do because you make me

You make me..

And where is God?

Guess he’s caught up in the crossfire

and here I am, fighting myself alone..

You said I should be dead

You even declared it

And yes, I’m a little crazy in the head

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But kill myself for you..?

Nah nah nah

See I got bigger plans

I don’t mean Onlyfans

I mean becoming stronger than you’ve ever been

and tougher than anything you’ve ever seen

Shoot myself in the head?

That’s what you, what you want

I’m not gonna grant that wish

I will resist

I’ll live happier days, that’s revenge right there

You said I should be dead

You even declared it

I came back to life instead

So, shoot myself in the head?

Nah, nah, nah

I’ll live happier days, that’s revenge right there!