I just want to type in something funny, something just for the hell of it, write another song where I don’t give a single fuck. I’m just not feeling it. But I don’t feel like writing about how I am actually feeling right now either. So I’ll just do what I always do and freestyle. About aaanything other than my emotions.
I’m in my bed and in my head again
(Fuck!! I’m talking ‘bout emotions..)
Switch topic!
I wonder what and who you’re doing right now?
(Nope, wrong question)
I’m doing really bad at this
I need to change direction
I just need to not give a fuck
I just need to not give a fuck
I JUST NEED TO NOT GIVE A FUCK..!
(and I really didn’t so how did I get here??)
So yeah, I’m in my bed and in my head again
But you can stay out of it, so I can’t be there
C’mon now, bitch- what do normal people think about
(Oh fuck, I don’t have a clue)
I just have a fucking pit in my stomach
And it looks a lot like you
(FUCK!!)
Ok, ok, let me try again
We can talk about how stupid I am
I was doing good, I still am
(It’s just.. Oh, fuck)
Ok, I would not change a thing
(That’s how stupid I am)
Some people mess with you just ‘cuz they can
And I just need to not give a fuck
I just need to not give a fuck
I just need to not give a fuck..!
Can I ask a serious question tho?
How do you walk around made of stone?
I don’t think I wanna know
I’ll take THIS over THAT any day
I feel it all, and sure there’s a prize to pay
But I would not have it any other way
I would not have it any other way!
Phew, I got the words right there because now I feel okay
Yeah, now I feel OKAY..
And if I could tell you just one thing of worth
It is that it is OKAY TO HURT
IT’S OKAY TO HURT
(Fear nothing my darlings.. Feelings least of all ❤️)
