Turn the pain into music

Aa-aa-aah

I feel the sting again

Aa-aa-aah

I feel the knife, twisting in my wounds

What can you do, but sing

 

Let’s turn the pain into music

It’s kinda worth it if you can use it

Let’s turn the pain into music

It’s worth it if you can use it!

 

Aa-aa-aah

I just wanted to stay in bed today

Aa-aa-aah

But I have something to say

What can you do,

sing the pain away..

 

Let’s turn the pain into music

It’s kinda worth it if you can use it

Let’s turn the pain into a melody

I can’t be hurt that severally!

 

Let’s, let’s turn the pain into, into music

It’s kinda worth it if you know how to use it

Turn the pain, turn the pain into music

 

Aa-aa-aah!

 

 

 

Calling on you

I, I live a stolen life

I, I cheated destiny

I live this life so broken, so messed up

Because it was never ment for me

 

I, I was never supposed to bloom..

I, I was supposed to die in the womb..

 

So I’m calling on YOU!

Calling your name

Is this the end

Hold me again

Death; my one true friend

 

I, I am my enemy

I, I cheated destiny

I live this life so empty, so fucked up

Because it was never ment for me

 

I, I can taste it on my tongue..

I, I was supposed to die young..

 

So I’m calling on YOU!

Calling your name

Is this the end

Hold me again

Death; my one true friend

 

Calling on YOU!

 

 

I’m gonna die

I can feel it in the air

I can feel it in the earth

I don’t, I never have;

belonged here

 

A wild animal, tryna pose as human

Failing everytime, misery awaits

A love, a longing, a life; never ment for me

It’s time to close these gates

 

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die from this

and I wish

I wish I’d never exist

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die from all of this

 

A poisoned river, these veins

Hollow is this crazy head

Plenty of room for mines and bombs and all kinds of destructive shit

I wrote a lot these past couple of months

But didn’t really mean any of it

 

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die from this

and I wish, I wish!

That I didn’t exist

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die from all of this

 

Maybe not today..

Too much of a coward still

Maybe not tomorrow..

I guess someone else will

But a long life down this road,

God please just no

There’s gotta come a day for it and I will go

 

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die from this

and I wish

I wish I didn’t exist

and all I can say is I’m sorry that I do

and I’m so sorry if I ment something to you

 

’Cause I know, I just know

Love doesn’t last on these terms

Doesn’t grow in this ground

Love for me

Is nowhere to be found

 

and all I can say is I’m sorry

 

 

 

En låt om hvordan det skulle ha gått..

Ka enn du jørr nå..

Ikkje ring det jævla polit.. Faen!

NÅ E DET PÅ’AN IGJEN..!

 

For helvete kalle

Helvete gjalle

på innsiå av

min forbannede skalle

 

Ka enn du jørr nå..

Ikkje kom med en jævla tvangsparagraf..

Faen!!!

Nå e det PÅ AN IGJEN..!!!

 

Di jævla hora, ditt faens hespetre

Det e for helvete meg sjøl eg snakke te

Du kan bli gal, du kan bli loca

Alle skamme seg over deg nå

Står der og synge som ei jævla kråka!

 

For helvete kalle

Helvete gjalle

På innsiå av min forbannede skalle

 

»Does it feel good?»

E du faen skrudd?!

Å rota seg inn i galskapens gap

Den ete deg og spytte deg ut i slintrer!

Den eie deg og gjør sommer om te iskald vinter!

 

Ka enn du jørr nå..

Ka enn du jørr nå..

Eg e bare en galen taper på NAV

So do your thing, purkefaen:

Sikt midt mellom øyå og TREKK AV!

 

 

Forget everything

1,2,3

I can feel someone spying on me

(It’s probably my anxiety)

3,4,5

I won’t make it out alive

 

Forget, forget

Forget everything

Regret, regret

I regret on everything..

 

1,2,3

I can feel them laughing at me

4,5, 6

I am sorry that I exist

 

Forget, forget

I just want to forget everything!

Regret, regret..

I regret on everything..

 

Hold me one last time

Tell me I’ll be fine

I can’t forget!

I can’t forgive myself for THIS AGAIN!

 

1,2,3

The gates of heaven are closing on me

3,4,5

I don’t want to be this alive

I can’t be this much alive!

 

Just forget

Just forget everything!

 

 

Light can only shine in the darkness

To my tribe.. 🩸❤️🩸

 

In my darkest hour

I think of you

That’s my shining light

Through this endless fight..

It’s you who makes it alright

 

So don’t go just yet

I need you!

Don’t leave just yet..

I need to, need to hold you

Just one more time!

 

Through it all

I know you know I dream of Death at times..

Father, forgive me

I’m not ready just yet

 

I have my shining light

it’s you, it’s you..

So don’t go just yet

 

I need you!

Don’t leave just yet

I need to, need to hold you

Just one more time

 

Thanks to you I’m not heartless

YOU ARE MY LIGHT

Shining through the, through the darkness..

 

God is somewhere in the crossfire

Shit, I am tired of living

of being this damn forgiving

hate what I do for a living, for a living

In the end, I don’t matter so..

 

Let it go, let it go, let it go

I call on you but all I get is silence

I guess God’s caught up in the crossfire

Tale is he loved me once

but where is he now?

 

you know me. I need solid proof

 

Hate that this is my life.

Hate that I’m nobody’s wife

Hate the shit I do because you make me

You make me..

 

And where is God?

Guess he’s caught up in the crossfire

and here I am, fighting myself alone..

 

 

Shoot myself in the head

You said I should be dead

You even declared it

And yes, I’m a little crazy in the head

But kill myself for you..?

Nah nah nah

 

See I got bigger plans

I don’t mean Onlyfans

I mean becoming stronger than you’ve ever been

and tougher than anything you’ve ever seen

 

Shoot myself in the head?

That’s what you, what you want

I’m not gonna grant that wish

I will resist

I’ll live happier days, that’s revenge right there

 

You said I should be dead

You even declared it

I came back to life instead

So, shoot myself in the head?

Nah, nah, nah

 

I’ll live happier days, that’s revenge right there!

Do monsteret 👹💩

Til ære for Isak på 4 års dagen 🥳

Fra Suja’en din ❤️

 

Det finnes et monster som bor i do

Av alle plasser va det der han ville bo

Og du tenke kanskje «Æsj»!

Men do monsteret, han elske bæsj!

 

Plipp plopp, ikkje stopp!

Trykk den ut, for do monsteret får aldri nok!

Plipp plask plopp!

Trykk ut ei pølsa, do monsteret får aldri aldri nok!

 

Det finnes et monster i alle sin do

For det e der de ville bo

Kliss klass klæsj!

Kom igjen, trykk ut ein bæsj!

Eg sa: Trykk ut en SVÆRE BÆSJ

Så doskolå skvulpe og seie kræsj!

For do monsteret elske det brune mest

Så gå på do og drit så blir det fest

Då blir det FEST!

 

(Wooohooo)

 

 

Through the darkness and into the light

To my tribe ❤️

&

for my tribe 🩸

 

I am walking in the dark, but I have no fear

I know exactly who and what’s waiting here..

 

I have to do this, do this for me so I can be more for you.. And more for me.

Let’s be more of ourselves together!

 

Yeah, I am walking through darkness

and my heart aches

But that’s the price of loving so hard and it’s so fucking worth it

I have a big heart, but..

I only let the best ones hurt it!

 

Yeah I love you so much it hurts..

 

Just don’t worry, my dear

I’ve walked this path before

I know the way.. Trust I’ll find it

and I know how to fight..

No one can take away my light!

 

I swear I see it!

 

Come what may, I’ll handle it

I see the light, I’ll enter it

 

I know some will hate to hear this,

but I swear I’m alright

Walking through the darkness again

This time you’ll just have to let me get it right..

And now I can finally sleep at night

I’m not afraid of the dark

Now I enter the light

 

and you don’t have to do a thing for me

Just meet me there

 

Just be there!

 

Trust!

I’m neither broken n’or am i doomed!

 

Yeah, I’m hurt and..

I got wounds, but finally I can pull out the knife

(Just let me pull out the knife..)

I’m not broken nor am I doomed-

and now I gotta pull out the knife!

I am strong, I’m healing,  I am

Sunniva Kvivesen, Kvivesen for life ❤️👊🏼

 

See you in the LIGHT

 

That’s all I ask, just be there with me..