Ikke spring så fort fra livet
Kanskje er det på tide å la det ta deg igjen
Ikke hopp fra stupet enda
Slutt å se på døden som en venn
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Pust.
Bare stopp opp 5 minutter og pust-
Ting kan bli bedre
selv om du ikke ser det
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Tenk over det
Du har kravlet rundt på bunnen før
Klatret opp igjen centimeter for centimeter
Til armene verker og fingrene blør
Men du har klart det før
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Hold ut
Selv om smertene nesten gjør deg gal
Og du føler at du står stille
For det finnes ingen mal
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Du kan klare det
Du vil klare det
Det tar bare litt tid
Gi deg selv den tiden
Friheten venter der fremme
Det er den ene tingen du ikke får glemme
Take me back
to when I was a child
Before all the madness and sadness
Before my thoughts were running wild
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I feel so empty
I feel so hollow!
My thoughts lead me astray
All I can do is follow
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Take me home
Take me anywhere
I think I’ve gone numb and blind
It’s so cold and dark in here
Inside of my own mind
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Pray for me
I don’t believe in a god but still
I’m no longer afraid to die
And I know that I will
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Hold me
Hold me..
The night is so long and cruel
I know I’m supposed to go on with my life
But I ran out of fuel
Hold me tight
Rock me goodnight
Reach for me from the other side
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It’s not that I need you
It doesn’t mean that I miss you
It just gets so lonely here
under the stars
Sometimes when I’m not watching my mind
I wonder where you are
And when I’m not watching my heart
I dream of being there with you
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It’s a lonely thing
To be alive
We’re born alone, we die alone
Sometimes I feel so far from home
So I buried my heart under 6
feet of snow
At a place that only I know
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It’s not that I had to
It doesn’t mean that I’m broken
It’s just that I have no use for it
since you left my side
I’m not angry
It just gets so lonely
here under the stars
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Stjerneklart ute. Kald høstluft som prikker i huden. Det er så mye jeg ikke vet, så mye mellom himmel og jord jeg ikke forstår. Jeg liker at det er sånn. At livet til syvende og sist er et mysterium. At uansett hvor mye kunnskap menneskeheten tilegner seg vil det store bildet forbli skjult. Vi skal ikke vite alt. Det er ikke ment for oss. Jeg synes det er vakkert. Vi er bare mennesker. Jorda var her før oss. Jeg håper hun overlever oss. At hun leges fra sårene vi har påført henne. At hun består etter at vi er borte. For vi vil en gang dø ut. Det er det eneste jeg er sikker på.
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When did life become like this
Like a small box without windows
No exit
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It’s hard to breathe in here
Hard to move
Hurts to feel anything
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Am I gonna die like this
All by myself, in a small box
No exit
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I cannot see in here
Everything is pitch black
No love remains within these walls
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Is this all I have been fighting for
A small casket without a door
Why does it feel like I’ve been here before
No exit
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It’s so cold in here
My body is numb
This is no home
It’s a tomb
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No exit
Whip, whip, whip your skin
Like you’d comitted a deadly sin
Whip, whip, whip!
Until you bleed from within
My fault, it’s always my fault
I am the lightning and the thunderbolt
Rip, rip, rip your flesh
Pour salt in the wounds
while they are still fresh
Rip, rip, rip!
Until you hit your bones
What does not kill you..
Makes you wish it did
My fault, it’s always my fault
I keep track of my sins locked up in a vault
How much longer must I repent
Like I was in the garden of Eden in the shape of a serpent
Kick, kick, kick yourself in the teeth
Kick kick kick!
Until you break your feet
What doesn’t kill you
Makes you wish it did
My bad, it’s always my bad
I made him mad, I made her sad
My bad, always my bad
What doesn’t kill you
Makes you wish it had