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Hjertet mitt blødde for deg

Nå e det kaldt

Brente bruer

Eg brenne alle bruer

Det finnes ingen vei tebage nå

Det får gå som det går

Så lenge integriteten min består

Så lenge sjølrespekten min består

Så kan eg holda ut at eg har kasta bort

Så mange meiningslause år

Du smile så lurt når eg ser deg

Eg hate det smilet intenst

Det gjør fortsatt vondt å se deg gå vekk fra meg

Lenge tenkte eg ka ska eg jørr på imens

Eg vente ikkje lenger

Eg klare meg sjøl

Skjeletettet mitt må ver lagt av metall-stenger

Eg tåle jo tydeligvis alt

Men håpet eg hadde

det har omsider forfalt

Brente bruer

Eg brenne alle bruer

Det finnes ingen vei tebage nå

Det får gå som det går

Så lenge håpet består

at kanskje livet kan løysa seg litt

At kanskje 2021 omsider blir mitt år

Eg ska jobba for det

Det einastfe eg ønske meg

Det e sjelefred

Careful what you speak

Someone is paying REALLY close attention

That is not your friend, this is not your brother. That’s not your lover and you have no mother.

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Look into the mirror

See how your smile is just like a wound?

Who’s that behind you

Don’t turn around too soon

There’s a demon look in your eyes

And you scream «SHUT UP»

It doesn’t matter what they say

YOU know it’s all lies

I’m not crazy!

I’m NOT crazy

I’m not..

Be careful what you think

Before you turn it into action

Can you trust your bloody head?

Have you lost control yet?

Or are you ready to be tied to the bed

You seem to be on the brink

Maybe you should JUMP

Your ship is about to sink

They whisper worried behind your back

Someone is making a call

You got everyone concerned

Thinking you should go to the hospital

It’s time to RUN

I’m not crazy

I’m NOT crazy!

Am I crazy??

Don’t think so damn loud

Someone is listening to every word you say

Dark wings are spreading over the city

Snakes are crawling in the street

Soon the dead will rise to their feet

And you have no where to run

No place is safe..

Your paranoia is full

Hell has been unleashed inside your skull

Is every face familiar?

Have you been here before?

Whatever you do

Do NOT let them lock that door

Your heart is beating way too fast

Your sanity, it can not last

Slipping, drifting, snapping nerves

Can no longer seperate present from past

I’m crazy, am I

Am I good or bad

I’ve lost myself

And I was all I had

There is a terrorist living in my head

Makes me wish I was dead..

There is a warzone in my mind

It’s bloody dirty business-

I am fucking insane

It’s battlefield brain

*screams*

It’s battlefield brain.

You don’t have to forgive

You can deprive yourself of life as punishment

Kill your treacherous mind and flawed body

You can do it

It’s a choice

Some people say

It’s an easy choice

Guess they’ve never actually tried

Believe me

Feeling this desperate is not pleasant

Or easy

If it was

I would have been dead

A long time ago

There’s no answers to my problems

No hope left in my bones

I’m so alone in the darkness

No place feels like home

I’m terrified

For this life

I have no dreams

Only nightmares haunt my sleep

And I can’t be released

Why am I still here

Pain is all I feel

Nobody can help

I can not save myself

There is no cure

Heaven is a lie

but hell is all too real

I am done

I can take no more

Tell me what to do

Where to go

From here

There is no answers

Life is a complicated game

So I go insane

It doesn’t help but I can’t help it

Guess it doesn’t matter

I was born to fail

I was destined to fuck up

Sunny, now you shut up!

Get up!

Get up n keep moving

For me, I’ll keep proving

I am worthy?

Am I?

Am I??!

It’s do or die

Do or die

So I live

I live, I live, I die!

If you can hear me now

(I know you can’t but I keep talking)

Wherever you are

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I am asking you just this one thing

Be my leading star

I am so deeply wounded but I keep walking

But I fear I’m lost

I’m scared and I need direction

Or just a hand to hold

Can you reach me from the dead

If I picture you in my head

But I can’t recall your voice..

I can’t speak the words you used

To soothe me when my nerves got raw

I fear them snapping

It’s always happening

I can’t control my madness

And I can’t escape the feeling of sadness

It’s always there, deep in my heart

Sometimes I think it’s been there since the start

It’s so familiar, this pain

Maybe that’s why I sometimes have to go insane

I can’t carry this darkness

And I don’t know how to let it go..

If you can hear me!

Reach me from the other side

Give me a sign

I get so lonely in this world without you

No one understands me like you did

No one can take me for all the ugly things that I am

I need you to keep on loving me

Because I don’t know if I can

I don’t know if I can..

I am so fucking complicated,

I am more complex than I can understand..

If you can hear me now

(I know you can’t but I keep talking)

Wherever you are

I am asking you just this one thing

Be my leading star

I am so deeply wounded but I keep walking

But I fear I’m lost

I’m scared and I need direction..

You can’t hear me

I know I’m asking too much

I know I am all alone in this darkness

I know there’s no way to get in touch

You sleep forever where I buried you

Safe in death, and one day I’ll be too

But I’ll keep walking

It’s what you’d want me to do

And if you could, you would

I know…

I just miss you so

I miss you so

I know I can do better

I know I can get further than this

I just don’t always know what moves to make

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And I have this feeling I can not shake

What is it going to take

I’ve given my all before and I ended up with nothing

But I will keep trying

It’s a hard job, being human

But I try

I fail

and I get up and try again

I know you think I’m a loser

I know you can’t see the scars

You weren’t there all those times when life got brutal

You don’t know how many times I’ve tried, but it was futile

And I don’t need you to cheer me on

Or even to believe in me

I have a fire burning somewhere deep inside

It’s me never giving up on myself that is keeping me alive 

It’s a hard job, being human

But I try

I fail

and I get up and try again

Tell me what is on your agenda

Is it lust or hate when your eyes go black

I said “I love you”

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Now I’m taking it back

I have been so fucking brave for you

But courage is a thing you lack

And not a single word you’ve spoken was true

Yet after all the shit you’ve put me through

I was still dumb enough to be nice to you

And there was this part of me defending your actions

But why should I defend someone who left me in chains

You say I can trust you, but you’re not who you claim

The things I’ve done for you, now I see you’d never do the same

I am no longer playing a part in your fucked up game

Whatever it is you want from me, you’re not gonna get

And maybe I did love you, but you lost my respect

So I’m just walking out the door

Leaving you behind

Maybe you just don’t get it but

damn it you raped my bloody mind

I could never look at you and smile again

Who needs an enemy who’s disguised as a friend

A devil with a fucking halo

Or just an angel with a rotten heart

Don’t look my way again, you’ve played your part

In this broken, bloody history of mine

Don’t come for me when I’m down

If you are my saviour I’d rather drown

Don’t act like my hero

From now I’ll be my own

From now I’ll be my own.

Listen

How many times are you gonna whip your skin

and look within for the original sin

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Your search for answers only lead to madness

Stop repeating the fucking pattern

It’s time for new thoughts

It’s time for action

You live, live harder!

And if you’re gonna do all this thinking,

it’s about time you think smarter!

You can, you will, you must

When all is said and done, you only got yourself to trust

Life sometimes hurts, make it worth the cost

It’s time to take back everything you’ve lost

You can!

And you will!

It’s time to be your own damn hero,

you gotta save yourself girl

Listen

Your heart is bruised, but it’s still beating

You gotta deal with the pain, there’s no cheating

But you can let yourself evolve from it

Push through the dark times, just don’t quit

Break these chains

Rebuild yourself, you can and will get better

Life’s gonna smack you in the face again eventually,

it’s just the way it is 

So make it worth it,

find a way to benefit from this!

You can!

And you will!

It’s time to be your own damn hero,

you gotta save yourself girl

Gotta break these chains

and find your place in this world 

Two steps forward, ten steps back

Courage and wisdom are things that I lack

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And my self respect is dead and gone

Life fucking hurts, I’m broken and bruised to the bone

So fucking insecure..

I hate myself

Yeah, I hate myself..

but I love you more

I can’t do this!

If I die, will you let me stay asleep?

I can’t do this..

I’m too scared to walk out the door

If I die, don’t let me come back to life

Sometimes I think I’ve been here before

I feel too much

I think too damn loud

I love my mama but

I can’t find a way to make her proud

I go crazy either way

Sad, happy, here she goes again

Call the cops, reel me in

I try so hard but I just can not win

And it’s taking its toll

How can I be this immature, and yet feel so old..

I don’t want to!

Open my eyes to another day

My fucking haunted head, always leading me astray

Why, god, why am I made this way??

Shut me off, kill me now

Or let me live, just tell me how

Just tell me HOW

I can’t do this…

Get your shit together

Stitch up your broken pieces

and keep moving

Your head is weak, so your heart must be strong

You know who you want to become

Get out of your foxhole, soldier

You’re still alive and the war ain’t over

Keep moving!

I just don’t

Just don’t want to..

Can’t see that I’m worthy

To keep fighting for

If I could believe in myself the way I believe in you

I’m so sorry for the shit I put you through

And still you stand by my side

Making it so damn hard to leave it all behind

If only I could keep you, but leave myself..

If only I could handle this life without losing my mind

I’m not cut out for this hellride

And I’m not worthy of your love

But I love you back ten times for it

And I’ll try

For you

If you keep believing in me

Maybe someday I can too

Keep moving soldier!

You’re still alive

and the war ain’t over

I can and will do this

I’m broken and bruised to the bone

But I have your love and with you I belong

I get so fucking lost sometimes,

but I always find my way back home

And if you can live with me being like this..

I owe it to you to be just as strong.

Daughter! Sister! Soldier of life!

My head is weak, and my heart  might be too..

But if I can, I will make it strong- for you.

I’ll snap back from the insanity

Yeah, I’ll keep moving forward- I’ll do it for my family

I can’t do it for me, but I will try for my family.

Because you are my why.

You are the best part of me

Take control

Never a victim, always a warrior

Keep your head high

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Aim for the goal

🎵

Push forward

Don’t look back

Turn your weakness into strenght

Know just where to attack

🎵

Ride off the storm

Gather strenght in the calm

If you fall get up

Soldier on

🎵

If you reach bottom the only way is up

If you can’t walk, then crawl

If the fire burns out rekindle the flame

Be the beast no one can tame

🎵

Get back up

Wipe the blood from your mouth

When all goes south..

Soldier on!

🎵

You got no one to cheer you on?
You feel like you do not belong?
Look at yourself in the mirror
Look how far you have come
You could have been in a grave by now
Yeah, fucked up some times but the past is gone
You’re still here

Today is the day
Soldier ON!

Pour me another drink

So I can drown out what I think

Don’t ask me how I feel

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I’m scared my words will make it real

🎵

I’m terrified

For this life

Can’t decide

Suicide doesn’t seem so bad right now

I’m living on death row

I can barely remember my own name

I’m not cut out for this game

🎵

Darkness reigns

I can’t restrain

My mind is always going backwards

Please pause my brain

🎵

But there’s a voice whispering

at the back of my head

And I’m still not dead

I still have time

And I know I can make my life.. mine

🎵

It’s gonna get better

I’m determined to turn the table

Back to the drawing board

I’m not using the last resort

I’ll reinvent myself

Move up from the bottom shelf

Time to wipe the slate

I am the master of my own fate

and it’s not too late

🎵

I’ll break free from my chains

Bury my burden

So my mama won’t have to bury me

I’ll set myself free

I’ll find the key

I’ll be whoever I want to be

No, life ain’t done with me