I was her, and she was me
I was chained but she was free
I was blind, she could see
I was nothing, she was everything I wanted to be
And yet.. I was her.. and she..was me..
Chained but free.. Blind but can see.. Me versus me.
Bad girls club
He says I’m a bad girl
For being so high I could touch the ceiling
For getting so drunk
I’m barely seeing
🌑
He thinks I’m a bad girl
For messin’ with his heart
He thinks I’m a bad girl
For tearing it apart
🌑
He says I’m a bad girl
Sure loves to spank me
He says I’m a bad girl
Then he thanks me
For being such a bad girl
Bad girl, nah
I’m just a sad girl
Livin’ in a bad world
🌑
He thinks I’m a bad girl
For fucking all his friends
He thinks I’m a bad girl
That’s how it always ends
🌑
‘Cuz I’m a bad girl
All the boys think I’m a bad girl
Nah..
I’m just a sad girl
Livin’ in a bad world
Livin’ in a bad world, oh
🌑
I used to be a good girl
But my heart got tainted
and my body invaded
This world is merciless on the good girls
So I joined the bad girls club
Bad girl, now I’m labeled a bad girl
Bad girl, nah
I’m just a sad girl
Living in a bad world
Oh..
🌑
It’s a bad, bad world
So you can call me a bad girl
That’s the only way to fit into a bad world
🌑
Bad girl
Bad, bad girl..
Whiskey lips, honey tongue
Come back to me, darling.
I didn’t mean to say those words outloud
It’s just that your silence
makes me want to scream and shout
You know I’m a bad girl at heart
Only to you do I remain devout
🌑
I miss your whiskey lips
and your honey tongue
I miss your finger tips
running down my spine
What are you waiting for
We’re running out of time
🌑
Don’t you ever tell me
I’m crazy when I say I love you
I could be anything you want me to be
But now you keep me from being free..
And at some point my feelings will turn sour
and your magic will lose its power
And I will break free from the chains
🌑
Can you tell me what will remain?
When love is no more, and I will never feel the same
Don’t smile at me like everything is fine
I can’t be yours if you’re not mine
I’m trying to tell you, darling
You ran out of time
Done my time in hell
I'm sick of this bloody mess
Always cutting myself on the pieces
of the life I had before
Wishing you'd never slept in my bed
That I'd never let you in the door
Now you haunt my head
I'm sick of always feeling torn
Between a bitter past and no glimpse of a future
Wishing I'd been more careful with my battles
I know failures all too well
and I've never seen heaven
but I've certainly done my time in hell
In spite of this life, I’m still alive
I was the throbbing vein, you were my sweet sweet heroin
My darling medicine
leaving a bitter taste on my lips
and your blood stained my fingertips
as you left bruises on my hips
God knows I loved you
In spite of this life, I’m still alive
Am I? Am I..?
In spite of this life, I’m still alive
It only feels like I’m dead inside
I was the corrupt queen, you were my merciless king
Only without you was I able to sing
Leaving me with nothing but a string
to stitch my broken heart back together
And even after all these years
not one of them was wasted tears..
And I still love you
In spite of this life, I’m still alive
Am I? Am I..?
In spite of this life, I’m still alive
It only feels like I’m dead inside
I buried my heart in Båtsfjord
I can smell a world on fire
Overcrowded and predicted to succumb
but she was forged by flames
and lava sleeps in her womb
She’s the lovechild of the Universe
She’s running out of patience and only time will tell
if mankind has a home here or if we will be buried in her tomb
She granted us paradise, and in return we ask for hell
Stick your finger in the earth, can you feel Gaia pulsating?
She’s always watching..
Oh no, she’s not the one dying.
She can see under water.
She has spies in the air.
Even the Moon and the Sun has sworn-
to aid her in despair.
She is the child of their love affair..
Nerves are snapping like overstrung strings
There’s a beast out there in the night, spreading enormous wings
We never learn, do we..
Pay attention to the little things
and it was too late
Long ago
I buried my heart
Next to my father
Six feet under frozen ground
But I don’t get to die until it’s over
No
I don’t get to die before it’s over
I’ve sworn to protect her
against all forces that does not respect her
I don’t pledge allegiance to Christianity or Islam
I was chosen by the stars, I’m the daughter of a shamaan
I can smell a world on fire
The hourglass was flipped and soon
It will empty, grain by grain
We are all here on her mercy
She will decide
If we remain
‘Gator skin
I got skin like an alligator
I don’t scar easily
But you got me in a chokehold
You put a fist down my throat
Even wild beasts can get caught
and with your arm around my neck;
water weigh me down
Even predators got a weak spot,
and even alligators can drown
FLATLINE
5,4..
Is anybody keeping score?
I swear I’ve seen your face before
Why do I keep getting hit..
I don’t even know what I’m playing for
5,4,3..
I’m still standing, even if it’s just on one knee
Do you think we’ll ever break free?
Is it too late to scream “SAVE ME”
5,4,3,2..
Is it worth it in the end?
I wish I knew
I don’t like who I’m growing into
5,4,3,2,1..
Here’s the reaper with his gun
Eclipsing the silver from the moon and the gold from the sun
But yet the game has only just begun?!
Where am I and which fucking direction should I run
and when exactly did this stopped being fun..
5,4,3,2,1,0…………………
Sorry, you’re not the hero:
GAME OVER. YOU LOSE
GAME OVER. YOU LOSE
GAME OVER. YOU LOSE
Some women
Some women are like roses, some women are like thorns..
Some women have halos, and some of us have horns..
I'm not your angel
I am the witch that broke your spell
I'm not the redeemer, I am the dragon raising hell
Did I say you could stare at me like that?
Are you admiring my tail..?
Don't look too long into my eyes
You won't like what they unveil
Are you feeling nervous..?
Do I make you feel unwell?
I know you think I taste like paradise
But baby, I was born and raised in hell
SACRILEGE
I couldn’t hate you even if I tried
And believe me, I do try..
How long are you gonna bite your tongue
Keep the truth to yourself only to serve me lies
The cards are on your table
My head is on your plate
You could change the story if you wanted to
Just like you could have changed my fate
Hate me!
Break me!
If that’s what it takes to make you
love me the way that I love you..
..The way you loved me
back when you loved me
(If you ever did love me)
Somehow it seems like you still do..
I’ve been wrong before, I could be wrong about this too
Yeah, I’m bonkers- I’m fucking crazy
But I’ve never been less crazy
Back when I was your baby
You said end it, I did
and still I came back for you
I didn’t even know you would still be there
and I’m sorry I forgot about you..
But you must understand that I had to
and I don’t think anyone in history
has ever had such a complicated story
So many raw wounds begging to be healed
Why do we soldier on and keep our hands to ourselves
Do we not deserve peace..?
Just set the record straight
‘Cuz it still hurts and I still wait..
Hoping time is what it takes to make you
Love me the way that I love you
The way you loved me
back when you loved me
(If you ever did love me)
It felt like you did.
Somehow it seems like you still do..
