I’ve messed up and I can’t take it back
Slowly, slowly I’m painting the whole world black
and you don’t have to tell me I’m wrong by doing so..
But in time of crisis we do what we know
and this is all I know how to do
Take all the good things and just let ‘em go
So goodbye for now
Please don’t check in later
And please; be assured
I am still my biggest hater
I don’t know the way to the place that’ll set me free
I can’t remember anything that did not leave a mark on me
There was a time I thought I’d found the cure for life
There was a time I was damn good pretending I was happy
But a tragedy happens all of the time
Now I’m just being sappy
Caught up and crushed by misery
A tragedy occurs all the time
Turns out I was just outta my mind
So goodbye for now
Please don’t drop by later
I know I’m supposed to love myself
But I am such a traitor
I’m closing all the doors, I can’t let anyone in
I know you’re supposed to love life, but I don’t and I guess that is my sin
There’s an angel fighting a devil in my mind, and the latter seems to win
But in time of crisis we do what we know
and this is what I do, take all the good things and let ‘em go..
So goodbye for now
Please don’t check in later
I am still my, still my
I’m still my biggest hater
Goodbye for now
