There’s nothing to be done about the past
or the ghosts that reside there
A field of daisies can be covered in mines
You don’t know before it detonates
Sometimes you think you’ve entered Paradise
Then you turn around and see it was Hell’s gates
And life can be hard for a billion reasons
Nothing here makes much sense
I just know I can’t reach bottom again
So I swim to the surface and I’m just gonna forget
Forget that it did feel what it felt like..
But you are somewhere I just can’t go
I need more light and more laughter
I need less worries and sleepless nights
I have to be able to look myself in the mirror
and tell myself I deserve to feel all right
My sanity is always up for debate
That’s a fate I just can’t change
But where I have a choice, I must choose
And I can’t always set myself up to lose
Life can be wonderful for a billion reasons
and it doesn’t always have to make sense
I just know I have one life to live
So I swim to the surface and I’m just gonna forget
Forget that it did feel what it felt like
But you are somewhere I just can’t go


