Jeg har blitt utsatt for noe kriminelt

Og jeg sitter nok på nok bevis som kan underbygge dette både i form av digitale bevis, men også pasient- og trolig også tannlegejournalen min.

Det er en siste ting jeg gjerne skulle fått dokumentert da det ville utgjort det viktigste beviset for meg personlig, og det får jeg ikke før eventuelt 30 april.

Jeg har grunn til å frykte for mitt eget liv og helse akkurat nå, og derfor er det viktig for meg at folk vet dette. Det er også viktig for meg at folk vet at det jeg har blitt utsatt for har blitt brukt til å skade meg av helsepersonell, og dette kan jeg underbygge med bevis allerede.

Jeg mener meg utsatt for alvorlig feilbehandling, overgrep, og retraumatisering under mine opphold på tvangsparagraf på psykiatrisk sykehus i Stavanger, og jeg kommer til å anmelde absolutt alle som forsøker å få meg innlagt der nå, da dette vil føre til alvorlig fare for mitt liv. Jeg kommer til å anmelde alle som eventuelt forsøker å så tvil om min tilregnelighet akkurat nå.

 

Jeg er ikke suicidal nå og har ingen planer eller ønsker om å dø.

 

Jeg utviser heller ingen tegn på mani, og har aldri gjort det i forkant av mine tvangsinnleggelser. Derimot har og hadde jeg alle symptomer på en alvorlig traumelidelse, og disse symptomene har jeg også i habituell og deprimert tilstand.

 

Takk for at du leste dette.

 

 

Mvh

 

Sunniva Kvivesen

My baby

This is for your eyes only, yet I’m writing it for the world to see

I gotta fight my final battle, and then I have to die

Because I can’t live on much longer

Without you..

 

I have only ever loved one man

And I am only going to

How do I get over my mistakes

How do I get over not

Getting to die in your arms..

 

You’ll always be my baby

Even if I never see your perfect face again

And I know I won’t

I am chainsmoking so my heart keeps going

Because I have to finish what I started on

 

And then I will have to die

’Cuz I can’t live much longer without you

And I can’t breathe sometimes

Because I miss you so

And I am begging my Gods

To keep me alive long enough to finish this

 

And then I’ll have to dig my own grave

And die in it alone

’Cuz I can’t live much longer

in this world

Without you..

 

And I am so sorry..

For everything I’ve done.

 

You said you believe in happy endings

And I said I don’t- not for me

And it’s all because

I don’t get to die in your arms..

 

PRAY, PREY!

1, 2, 3, 4..

Now the darkness has fallen over this bloody country

Now is the time for the wildest beast to prey..

 

Pray, pray, pray my prey!

I can smell your blood, I can smell all your shit

And I won’t tolerate ANY MORE OF IT

 

Said I was the angel from Hell!

Now my scream will roar across the world

And I will tell!

I am no sacrificial lamb, I am The Apex Predator!

My thunder makes a fool of Thor!

 

So pray, pray, pray, my prey!

God is dead to you, I killed him

And you will have to pray before I sink my teeth into your very psyche..

But I will not give a shit

 

’Cuz now the darkness has fallen over this bloody country

And I am not the only wild beast in Norway..

So pray, pray, pray, my prey!

A wild beast will not understand a word of what you say..

 

A wild beast will not give a shit about a word you have to say!

 

Ps.

Du hadde rett, Issa boo boo. Tantefanten din må nok gå i krig. Men det blir MIN krig.

 

 

Pps. Jeg kommer aldri til å sette mine bein innenfor døra til Nytorget legesenter igjen. Den jævla fastlegen min får snakke med sjefen min om den helvetes sykemeldinga mi selv. Kommer til å ringe dem på mandag å fortelle det, for helvete. Skriver det her i tilfelle jeg glemmer det.

 

Eller kanskje jeg setter beina mine innafor Nytorget legesenter likevel bare for å overarbeide deg litt. Du fikk meg tross alt til å forsøke å kutte min egen strupe i 2015, din kødd. Og jeg hadde foretrukket at du ikke tok fra meg det jævla glasskåret mitt heller enn å bli sendt inn på det LIVSFARLIGE psykehuset for FAEN!

I’ll be the reckoning

You made me question my sanity for 12 years.

You made me doubt my own family for 12 years. Doubt if they truly fucking love me, which they do. Well, those who matters to me anyway.

 

I will not send you to Hell for this.

I will create it for you and never let you out.

Every single rotten soul.

 

You pay for this.

The price is up to me.

I am not letting anyone of my hooks, and I got them so far into you I bet you can feel it.

.

 

I WAS an angel once. And I guess I still could have been. But you can call me Satan now.

 

Good night. And good luck. But there is no such thing as luck.. So you are all fucked, psycho bitches. ‘Cuz I know what the fucking cover-up is. And the whole world will know what you have done to us.. Trust me.

 

You should have blessed the child. Now that child is going to CRUSH YOU.

 

 

Rage-bait

Yeah, so I am pissed

Been holding back, and I’ve had enough of it

Now my bloody filter is all gone

So here’s a song that you can choke on

 

Fuck Donald Trump, he’s a dumb cunt and a narcissist

Probably one of the pedo’s in Epstein’s list

Fuck Hegseth and Vance, and the rest of the American stupid shit

The entire MAGA cult and those who voted for it, do you see what they do??

Fuck Putin, heard he could be a fucking pedo too

Fuck Netanyahu and fuck that «God’s chosen people»-shit, I’ve had enough of it

And this is not all I have to spit!

 

Fuck God and fuck Allah too

Fuck them both for the shit they let mankind do

(I don’t bow down to any of them, how the fuck can you?)

Fuck Jesus on the cross, I’ve never bought that shit

I know because I’ve been nailed to and I have carried it!

(24.12.87,bitches. Not the Jesus you asked for, the Jesus you DESERVE!)

 

Oh, and I do not believe in forgiveness-

it’s an eye for an eye!

And now it’s payback time!

 

Fuck the scumbag billionaires, fuck the government, fuck the royal families

Fuck lawyers who’s only in it for the money

Fuck the police, you’ve punched me in the face and burned my eyes

and fuck all the doctors who break their oath

I want to rip out their throat!

 

Seems ya’ll want World War III

And I am so fucking pissed now it might get started by me

Yeah it might just get started by me!

 

GRRAH!!

 

 

The sun goes down in Stavanger

Here comes the darkness, and soon

There is no more patience, no more room

The brightest shining star will turn so cold

There shall be no more mercy for the old

 

The ground will tremble

The web has been spun

The tide has turned

Some will burn

 

The angels will be tested

Some will pass

Some will fail

Some will see Paradise

Some will get Hell

 

The sun is going down in Stavanger

The brightest shining star will turn so cold

Some fear the darkness

Some fear the light

There is no more patience, no more room

Soon everything will be exposed by the light of the moon

 

Some shall be free

Some shall be chained

Some things will be erased

Some things must be replaced

 

’Cuz the sun is going down

The sun is going down in Stavanger

 

 

 

 

 

Judas

God, I don’t want any of this to be true

But I can’t bury it any longer

It’s gone so beyond far

Now the last drop has been spilled

Now I can’t bleed anymore, I’ve run dry

’Cuz now I know for sure

There is nothing left to doubt

I wish you’d tell me why

 

And I can’t breathe

My broken heart is shattering like glass

I have declared myself crazy for all of you!

Oh, how I’d rather be crazy than RIGHT!!

I have been through fucking HELL!

All I asked for was a simple answer

But you refuse to tell

 

And this is worse than getting your teeth pulled out

This is worse than being skinned!

’Cuz this is ripping me apart from the inside

Oh Judas, Judas, Judas

My god how you have sinned..

 

 

Oh Judas, Judas, Judas

I don’t want any of this to be true

Of all the people in the world

How can it be you

How can it be you..

 

And now my broken heart is shattering

And my eyes can’t even cry

Oh Judas, Judas, Judas

If only you’d tell me why

 

If only you’d tell me why

 

Redemption

I am going public. I am telling EVERYTHING.

 

I will scream it to the whole wide world until it will finally listen to my voice.

 

For Bernt Ove Kvivesen, for Else Kvivesen, for Oskar Kvivesen.

 

And for me, 

 

Sunniva Kvivesen.

 

24.12.87.. My life is going to matter, daddy.. I swear it on our blood!

 

 

 

 

Bless the child

I can never bring you back to life, father..

But I can honor your memory

You taught me how to write

My words are part of your legacy

 

Bless the child

You blessed your child

Semper fidelis, it is in my blood

I love you, you loved me

And it has always been understood

Our bond, unbreakable!

 

The demons from the past

are very much still real

I will have to fight for my heart

l honor the man who taught me how to feel!

 

And now I am faced with the cruel facts

Now there is no turning back

’Cuz I remember EVERYTHING

 

Bless the child

You blessed your child

Semper fidelis, you are in my blood

I love you, you should still be here to love me

That part has always been understood

Our bond is unbreakable

Our souls intertwined, unbroken even by DEATH!

 

And if I die now

(And some want me to)

I will die knowing I was truly loved

But before I go, there’s something I gotta do

’Cuz the demons from the past, they are very much still real

But my greatest armor has always been

Just how deep I can feel

 

Bless the child

You blessed your child

Semper fidelis, you live on in me!

I love you, I love you

We were ment to be

Our souls are intertwined, you are forever in my blood

And that has always been understood

It has always been understood!

 

Bless the child

You blessed your child..

And if I can, I’ll bless you too

 

Sleep safe from all harm, my angel.