Ps.

Du hadde rett, Issa boo boo. Tantefanten din må nok gå i krig. Men det blir MIN krig.

 

 

Pps. Jeg kommer aldri til å sette mine bein innenfor døra til Nytorget legesenter igjen. Den jævla fastlegen min får snakke med sjefen min om den helvetes sykemeldinga mi selv. Kommer til å ringe dem på mandag å fortelle det, for helvete. Skriver det her i tilfelle jeg glemmer det.

 

Eller kanskje jeg setter beina mine innafor Nytorget legesenter likevel bare for å overarbeide deg litt. Du fikk meg tross alt til å forsøke å kutte min egen strupe i 2015, din kødd. Og jeg hadde foretrukket at du ikke tok fra meg det jævla glasskåret mitt heller enn å bli sendt inn på det LIVSFARLIGE psykehuset for FAEN!

I’ll be the reckoning

You made me question my sanity for 12 years.

You made me doubt my own family for 12 years. Doubt if they truly fucking love me, which they do. Well, those who matters to me anyway.

 

I will not send you to Hell for this.

I will create it for you and never let you out.

Every single rotten soul.

 

You pay for this.

The price is up to me.

I am not letting anyone of my hooks, and I got them so far into you I bet you can feel it.

.

 

I WAS an angel once. And I guess I still could have been. But you can call me Satan now.

 

Good night. And good luck. But there is no such thing as luck.. So you are all fucked, psycho bitches. ‘Cuz I know what the fucking cover-up is. And the whole world will know what you have done to us.. Trust me.

 

You should have blessed the child. Now that child is going to CRUSH YOU.

 

 

Rage-bait

Yeah, so I am pissed

Been holding back, and I’ve had enough of it

Now my bloody filter is all gone

So here’s a song that you can choke on

 

Fuck Donald Trump, he’s a dumb cunt and a narcissist

Probably one of the pedo’s in Epstein’s list

Fuck Hegseth and Vance, and the rest of the American stupid shit

The entire MAGA cult and those who voted for it, do you see what they do??

Fuck Putin, heard he could be a fucking pedo too

Fuck Netanyahu and fuck that «God’s chosen people»-shit, I’ve had enough of it

And this is not all I have to spit!

 

Fuck God and fuck Allah too

Fuck them both for the shit they let mankind do

(I don’t bow down to any of them, how the fuck can you?)

Fuck Jesus on the cross, I’ve never bought that shit

I know because I’ve been nailed to and I have carried it!

(24.12.87,bitches. Not the Jesus you asked for, the Jesus you DESERVE!)

 

Oh, and I do not believe in forgiveness-

it’s an eye for an eye!

And now it’s payback time!

 

Fuck the scumbag billionaires, fuck the government, fuck the royal families

Fuck lawyers who’s only in it for the money

Fuck the police, you’ve punched me in the face and burned my eyes

and fuck all the doctors who break their oath

I want to rip out their throat!

 

Seems ya’ll want World War III

And I am so fucking pissed now it might get started by me

Yeah it might just get started by me!

 

GRRAH!!

 

 

The sun goes down in Stavanger

Here comes the darkness, and soon

There is no more patience, no more room

The brightest shining star will turn so cold

There shall be no more mercy for the old

 

The ground will tremble

The web has been spun

The tide has turned

Some will burn

 

The angels will be tested

Some will pass

Some will fail

Some will see Paradise

Some will get Hell

 

The sun is going down in Stavanger

The brightest shining star will turn so cold

Some fear the darkness

Some fear the light

There is no more patience, no more room

Soon everything will be exposed by the light of the moon

 

Some shall be free

Some shall be chained

Some things will be erased

Some things must be replaced

 

’Cuz the sun is going down

The sun is going down in Stavanger

 

 

 

 

 

Judas

God, I don’t want any of this to be true

But I can’t bury it any longer

It’s gone so beyond far

Now the last drop has been spilled

Now I can’t bleed anymore, I’ve run dry

’Cuz now I know for sure

There is nothing left to doubt

I wish you’d tell me why

 

And I can’t breathe

My broken heart is shattering like glass

I have declared myself crazy for all of you!

Oh, how I’d rather be crazy than RIGHT!!

I have been through fucking HELL!

All I asked for was a simple answer

But you refuse to tell

 

And this is worse than getting your teeth pulled out

This is worse than being skinned!

’Cuz this is ripping me apart from the inside

Oh Judas, Judas, Judas

My god how you have sinned..

 

 

Oh Judas, Judas, Judas

I don’t want any of this to be true

Of all the people in the world

How can it be you

How can it be you..

 

And now my broken heart is shattering

And my eyes can’t even cry

Oh Judas, Judas, Judas

If only you’d tell me why

 

If only you’d tell me why

 

Redemption

I am going public. I am telling EVERYTHING.

 

I will scream it to the whole wide world until it will finally listen to my voice.

 

For Bernt Ove Kvivesen, for Else Kvivesen, for Oskar Kvivesen.

 

And for me, 

 

Sunniva Kvivesen.

 

24.12.87.. My life is going to matter, daddy.. I swear it on our blood!

 

 

 

 

Bless the child

I can never bring you back to life, father..

But I can honor your memory

You taught me how to write

My words are part of your legacy

 

Bless the child

You blessed your child

Semper fidelis, it is in my blood

I love you, you loved me

And it has always been understood

Our bond, unbreakable!

 

The demons from the past

are very much still real

I will have to fight for my heart

l honor the man who taught me how to feel!

 

And now I am faced with the cruel facts

Now there is no turning back

’Cuz I remember EVERYTHING

 

Bless the child

You blessed your child

Semper fidelis, you are in my blood

I love you, you should still be here to love me

That part has always been understood

Our bond is unbreakable

Our souls intertwined, unbroken even by DEATH!

 

And if I die now

(And some want me to)

I will die knowing I was truly loved

But before I go, there’s something I gotta do

’Cuz the demons from the past, they are very much still real

But my greatest armor has always been

Just how deep I can feel

 

Bless the child

You blessed your child

Semper fidelis, you live on in me!

I love you, I love you

We were ment to be

Our souls are intertwined, you are forever in my blood

And that has always been understood

It has always been understood!

 

Bless the child

You blessed your child..

And if I can, I’ll bless you too

 

Sleep safe from all harm, my angel.

 

 

 

 

 

En siste ting

De siste tolv årene av battlefield life dedikerer jeg til ære for deg, pappa. De neste får bli for meg selv- og så mange gode sjeler jeg får med meg på ferden..

 

Ingen får dra deg ned i dritt så lenge jeg lever for å beskytte ettermælet ditt. Spesielt ikke en inkompetent satans legejævel. Og spesielt ikke i MIN satans pasientjournal..!

 

Hvil i evig fred i Finnmarksjorda di, pappa. Takk for at du valgte mamma. Og om det skulle finnes noe liv etter døden- ja, da finner jeg deg! Kniv i det store samehjertet mitt!

An angel from Hell

Believe it or not, but I was always a good girl at heart

(Some have even called me the best)

But now I am burning my halo

God only knows how it’s been put to test!

 

And you blame my father, cuz you can

And I know you tried to blame my mother too

But both of them are in a league of their own

They are fucking ANGELS you bitch!

So very very different from you..

 

And I hate you all now with no remorse

I am an angel from Hell!

And I can promise you one thing:

My story is MINE

And it is mine to tell!

 

You can burn me and belt me

Choke me and cut me

Strip away all of my rights

But I was never ever ever

One to go down without a fight!

 

I am an angel from Hell

Rebuilt  with blood, sweat, tears and rage

I am an angel from Hell!

And just know one thing:

I’d rather go back there

than spend more time in a cage!

 

I am

I am

I am an angel from Hell

I claim full ownership of my story

And now I am gonna tell..

 

Now I am gonna tell!

 

 

If only

It’s been so many years since I’ve seen your face

Yet it still haunts me

I have tried so hard to forget

But it’s still you I want

 

If only..

I curse the stars for crossing us

And I wish I could hate you for what you put me through

It’s been so many years since I last heard your voice

Still I only want you

 

Time moves so fast

It’s no wonder nothing ever lasts

I want to wipe out the memories

I have cursed every part you’ve played in my past

 

If only..

It’s you who makes me so damn lonely

And I wish I could hate you for walking away

I have known for so many years nothing you said was true

Still the only one I want is you

 

And I know I am destined to walk the rest of my life alone

Only I can heal the void in my wounded soul

Still when I close my eyes, it’s your eyes I see

I think I’d be willing to die for

You just holding me

Just one last time..

 

But you will never hold me again

And I have no choice but to deal with the  pain

 

If only..

There’s no point in thinking like that

In keeping the memory alive and burning

I know I have to kill the flame that keeps you alive in my hopes and dreams

You sacrificed me like I was nothing..

It should have been so easy

But nothing ever is as easy at seems

 

And I know I am destined to walk this life alone

Only I can fill the void within my wounded soul

Still when I close my eyes.. It’s always your eyes I see

And I think I could die for

You just holding me

 

Just one last time..

Just one last time.

(And I shouldn’t say it but..)

If only

If only..