Two steps forward, ten steps back

Courage and wisdom are things that I lack

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And my self respect is dead and gone

Life fucking hurts, I’m broken and bruised to the bone

So fucking insecure..

I hate myself

Yeah, I hate myself..

but I love you more

I can’t do this!

If I die, will you let me stay asleep?

I can’t do this..

I’m too scared to walk out the door

If I die, don’t let me come back to life

Sometimes I think I’ve been here before

I feel too much

I think too damn loud

I love my mama but

I can’t find a way to make her proud

I go crazy either way

Sad, happy, here she goes again

Call the cops, reel me in

I try so hard but I just can not win

And it’s taking its toll

How can I be this immature, and yet feel so old..

I don’t want to!

Open my eyes to another day

My fucking haunted head, always leading me astray

Why, god, why am I made this way??

Shut me off, kill me now

Or let me live, just tell me how

Just tell me HOW

I can’t do this…

Get your shit together

Stitch up your broken pieces

and keep moving

Your head is weak, so your heart must be strong

You know who you want to become

Get out of your foxhole, soldier

You’re still alive and the war ain’t over

Keep moving!

I just don’t

Just don’t want to..

Can’t see that I’m worthy

To keep fighting for

If I could believe in myself the way I believe in you

I’m so sorry for the shit I put you through

And still you stand by my side

Making it so damn hard to leave it all behind

If only I could keep you, but leave myself..

If only I could handle this life without losing my mind

I’m not cut out for this hellride

And I’m not worthy of your love

But I love you back ten times for it

And I’ll try

For you

If you keep believing in me

Maybe someday I can too

Keep moving soldier!

You’re still alive

and the war ain’t over

I can and will do this

I’m broken and bruised to the bone

But I have your love and with you I belong

I get so fucking lost sometimes,

but I always find my way back home

And if you can live with me being like this..

I owe it to you to be just as strong.

Daughter! Sister! Soldier of life!

My head is weak, and my heart  might be too..

But if I can, I will make it strong- for you.

I’ll snap back from the insanity

Yeah, I’ll keep moving forward- I’ll do it for my family

I can’t do it for me, but I will try for my family.

Because you are my why.

You are the best part of me

Take control

Never a victim, always a warrior

Keep your head high

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Aim for the goal

🎵

Push forward

Don’t look back

Turn your weakness into strenght

Know just where to attack

🎵

Ride off the storm

Gather strenght in the calm

If you fall get up

Soldier on

🎵

If you reach bottom the only way is up

If you can’t walk, then crawl

If the fire burns out rekindle the flame

Be the beast no one can tame

🎵

Get back up

Wipe the blood from your mouth

When all goes south..

Soldier on!

🎵

You got no one to cheer you on?
You feel like you do not belong?
Look at yourself in the mirror
Look how far you have come
You could have been in a grave by now
Yeah, fucked up some times but the past is gone
You’re still here

Today is the day
Soldier ON!

Pour me another drink

So I can drown out what I think

Don’t ask me how I feel

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I’m scared my words will make it real

🎵

I’m terrified

For this life

Can’t decide

Suicide doesn’t seem so bad right now

I’m living on death row

I can barely remember my own name

I’m not cut out for this game

🎵

Darkness reigns

I can’t restrain

My mind is always going backwards

Please pause my brain

🎵

But there’s a voice whispering

at the back of my head

And I’m still not dead

I still have time

And I know I can make my life.. mine

🎵

It’s gonna get better

I’m determined to turn the table

Back to the drawing board

I’m not using the last resort

I’ll reinvent myself

Move up from the bottom shelf

Time to wipe the slate

I am the master of my own fate

and it’s not too late

🎵

I’ll break free from my chains

Bury my burden

So my mama won’t have to bury me

I’ll set myself free

I’ll find the key

I’ll be whoever I want to be

No, life ain’t done with me

Hold meg i hånda

Før meg gjennom dødens dal

Jeg er ikke religiøs

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Jeg trenger bare en hjelpende hånd

akkurat nå

Mens stormen raser mellom ørene mine

Og det fryser til is mellom ribbeina mine

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Ikke se ned på meg

Møt blikket mitt heller

Jeg tåler å lese skuffelsen i øynene dine

Jeg tåler alt, bare jeg blir konfrontert med det

Ikke synes synd på meg bak ryggen min

🌑

Ikke gå fra meg

Her på bunnen av ingenting

Jeg er ikke redd

Jeg føler ikke så mye lenger, for å være ærlig

Akkurat dét burde kanskje skremme meg

Men man blir vandt til det meste

Eller kanskje bare nummen

🌑

Ikke bli av sympati

Må du gå, så må du gå

Jeg tåler å høre skrittene dine bort fra meg

Jeg tåler alt, bare jeg blir konfrontert med det

Og for å være ærlig

Burde noen andre leve i mitt sted

For jeg har gitt opp håpet

Kanskje da vil jeg få fred

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It's a substitute

It's self medication

It makes me feel cheap and hollow

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And I hate you for stringing me along

Making me desperate for leftovers

🌑

Love me, love me, love me

🌑

It’s heroin in my veins

The lust I feel between my thighs

Making me feel dirty in a bad way

In dire need of just one more hit

🌑

Leave me, leave me, leave me

🌑

I swear each time you walk out that door

My heart drops all the way to the floor

and every time I think this is the last time

Then you’re knocking on the door again

and I greet you with open legs

Fuck me..

I sometimes dream that we are together

Even if I promised myself I wouldn’t

and I’m aware I really shouldn’t

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To give imagination free wings

is to jeopardize my sanity

🌑

And still

Still it feels so right

To wish you’d company me in the night

For me to give you my all

Even if it means risking to fall

and break every damn bone in my body

🌑

Shatter my mind

Into a thousand pieces

Until I’m left clueless

Broken

Lost

🌑

And yet

If someone would ask

I’d tell ‘em

It was worth it..

Life is this

weird and scary thing

with its up and downs

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Calm and storm

Life and death

🌑

I wish I knew

how to grab it with both hands

Shape it to the form I’d like

Live the way I want

🌑

No room for joy it seems

Only misery exist within my skull

Only hatred flows in my veins

I loathe the person looking back at me in the mirror

🌑

If I could switch places with you

Wherever you may be

I would happily grant you to live in my place

I have no use for it

My life is a cage

and only death will set me free

🌑

Excuse me for being too scared

For taking my time

I will eventually join you

There at the other side

Wherever you may be

I’m just asking you this last favour

Take my breath and set me free

So it seems I’ve played out the hand I was dealt

I may be a smooth talker, but I’m no politician

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I might be a flirt but I’m nobodys wife

And I fuck up all the time but

after all it’s my life

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I’m gonna drop the bomb

Said I don’t need you

Watch my ass walk out the door

I’m heading somewhere better

Yeah, and I’ll find someone better!

🌑

Some say I’m dumb but

I don’t repeat my mistakes

(That’s a lie though)

Some say I’ve been around but

I can keep track though

I may be a total failure but

At least I get up each time I’m knocked down

🌑

I’m gonna drop the bomb

(Drop the bomb yeah!)

Said I no longer love ya

Watch my ass walk out the door

I’m heading somewhere better, hah!

I’ll find someone better, yeah

🌑

Watch my, watch my..

Ass out that door

I’m not turning around this time

I dreamed about my father,

He said:

‘Surely kid, I get that you miss me

But you gotta find a way

to set yourself free

From the guilt that weighs you down

From the pain and the misery

Darling child o’ mine, I know you feel guilty..

But you must begin to live your life

Live your life..

Take it from me, it goes by so fast

Hold on to the light and let go of the past

These troubled times must eventually pass’

🌑

Daddy if I die

Will I find you on the other side

Are you waiting for me beyond this realm

Daddy if I die..

Daddy, sometimes I wish I would

Don’t blame me if I try

🌑

In the dream he spoke to me

Said: ‘Child, if you could see what I see

How much more you could be

If you just put your efforts on living

And treated yourself more forgiving

Death is for the dead, you must remain with the living

I’m cheering you on from the other side

But darlin’ child, you must live your life

Live your life

These troubled times must eventually pass’

🌑

Daddy if I keep breathing

Will it be worth it some day?

Right now I’m just wasting time away

Daddy please don’t leave me

I need you to stay

🌑

Once I went crazy, heard my dad in my head

And for a moment I forgot he was dead

I saw him walk towards me, I thought it was real

We believe what we see, we believe what we feel..

And I heard him say: ‘Child, you gotta live your life

Live your life..

I’m always by your side

Now go ahead and live your life’

But daddy, I don’t know how

I thought I heard you say

This time around you’d stay

Maybe it was just me being crazy again..

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🌑

You mean so much to me

But you don’t seem to care

Even when I’m shouting in your face

It’s like I’m not even there

🌑

It ain’t you it’s me

Asking for too much, probably

Should learn how to not give a fuck

‘Cuz you’re so above me I can’t reach you

And maybe me thinkin’ I might have a shot

Is nothin’ but a part of my crazy plot

🌑

I want you so bad

Even if you’ll never want me back

I wish you’d tell me point blank

So I’d stop obsessing over something I’ve never had

🌑

At some point you have to step up and crush my heart

So I can go back to start

Get my head sorted out

Stop dreaming about

..You ‘n’ me in some scene

Oh, but it’s such a wonderful dream..

🌑

It ain’t you it’s me

I’m sorry

You’re all I can think about

Don’t worry

I’ll get my head sorted out

Stop dreaming about..

Oh but it’s such a wonderful dream