Antares

I should have stayed away

I wish we’d never met

It’s so damn easy, walking down memory lane

It’s so goddamn hard to forget

 

You are the brightest star

I can only watch you from afar

Every night I wonder where you are

Can’t forget that angelic/demonic face

Or your angelic/demonic ways

Heart of the scorpion, the brightest shining star

You are beautiful and terrible, fascinating and bizarre

 

I have to burn the pages of you

written in my history

You are not my destiny

If anything, you’ll be the death of me

 

You are the brightest star

I can only watch you from afar

Every night I wonder where you are

Can’t forget that angelic/demonic face

Or your angelic/demonic ways

Heart of the scorpion, the brightest shining star

You are beautiful and terrible, fascinating and bizarre

 

I need you light years away

I can’t make sense of anything you say

I need you light years away..

I don’t understand the rules of the wicked games that you play

Antares..

I need to be light years away from you!

 

‘Cuz you are the brightest star

I can only watch you from afar

Every night I wonder where you are

Can’t forget that angelic/demonic face

Or your angelic/demonic ways

Heart of the scorpion, the brightest shining star

How I feel about you is beautiful and terrible, fascinating and bizarre

 

 

Daughter of darkness

21 years

I can’t even count the tears

I wish I could cry ‘em with you

like we used to

Do you live on in me?

I’m not half the human you were

So I question sometimes if you do

 

I was your daughter

Then I had to bury you

That ment burying a part of me too

Now I have to live with the sadness

and I have to deal with my own madness..

Getting lost in the blackness

Now I am the daughter of darkness

 

21 years, can’t believe it’s been 21 years

Sometimes it feels like I’m the only one who still cares

I know it isn’t so

I’m just the only one that feels this level of guilt

That’s why I can’t let go

 

I was your daughter

Then I had to bury you

That ment burying a part of me too

Now I have to live with the sadness

and deal with my own madness

Getting lost in the blackness

Now I am the daughter of darkness

 

21 years, it’s been 21 years

Ever since then, I’ve felt so much older than my peers

Daddy, I’m so worn out by the grief

I need you to come back to life and forgive me

But daddy, I know you can’t

I have to face it, there is no relief

 

I was your daughter

Then I had to bury you

That ment I had to bury a part of me too

Now I have to live with the sadness

and deal with my own madness

Getting lost in the blackness

I was your daughter..

Now I am the daughter of darkness

I am the daughter of darkness..

 

Norwegian horror stories

I had a boyfriend, he used to say

“If you ever walk away

I’ll kill you in cold blood”

When I broke up with him, I wondered

is this the last thing I’ll ever do?

It ended well for me

It did not end well for you

 

Seems it’s always something in the news

A frightening reminder

Memento mori, but

Real love should never end that gory

It’s another day

It’s another Norwegian horror story

 

It started out so sweet

But the charming prince sometimes turn into a creep

She starts looking over her shoulder

For every inch she moves away, he turns colder and colder

Now she’s asking the cops

Hoping they’ll do what it takes to make him stop

They shrug, says it’s not that serious

Then they discover her corpse

No one else finds it mysterious..

 

Now she’s all over the news

A frightening reminder

Memento mori, but..

Love should never end that gory

It’s another day

It’s another Norwegian horror story

 

We don’t like to talk about it

But maybe we have to

Look the other way

Pretend it never happens

Or ask what can we as society do

 

Seems it’s always something on the news

A frightening reminder

It could be you, it could be me

Memento mori, but..

Love should never end that gory

It’s another day, another Norwegian horror story

 

 

 

Perfect on paper

Seemed like such a good idea

I knew one thing for sure, you could handle all of me

Even the messed up parts not everyone can see

I don’t know anymore, if it was brave

or just plain stupid

Should I blame it on myself

Or can I blame it on Cupid

 

Perfect on paper, looked so perfect on paper

but..

I can’t do love as a faker

Perfect on paper,

but..

I’m no good at pretending

Perfect on paper,

but..

That’s also where it’s ending

 

Everyone said it; «You two make sense»

For so long I was on the fence

Then I decided to just dive right in

It felt kinda brave

Now it just feels stupid

I can only blame myself

I don’t have any faith in Cupid

 

Perfect on paper, looked so perfect on paper

but..

I can’t do love as a faker

Perfect on paper,

but..

I’m no good at pretending

Perfect on paper,

but..

That’s also where it’s ending

 

So here we are

We gave it a go, gave it all we got

It ended with a scar

Was it brave,

Was it stupid?

What the fuck do I even know, about this love-shit!

You’ll have to ask Cupid

 

Perfect on paper, looked so perfect on paper

but..

I can’t do love as a faker

Perfect on paper,

but..

I’m no good at pretending

Perfect on paper,

but..

That’s also where it’s ending

 

 

 

Blodspor i snøen

Jeg hørte aldri at du gikk

Men det gjorde du

Det er blodspor i snøen

Og jeg hørte aldri ropet ditt til stjernene

Du skrek at du ikke orker mer

Og så stakk du løpet i munnen og trakk av

Skuddet gikk rett gjennom den vakre hjernen din

Jeg hørte ikke det heller

Det er blodspor i snøen

Jeg lukker øynene, men det er fortsatt alt jeg ser

Blodspor i snøen, det er alt som fins igjen

Og jeg fatter fortsatt ikke at du ikke finnes mer

 

Vi snakket jo om alt, vi hadde vært gjennom det samme

Alle gangene vi sa at vi orker faen ikke å bli gamle

Vi hadde begge slitne sjeler

Nå hviler din i fred

Og jeg er den som fortsatt lever

 

Trodde vi noen gang at ting blir bedre?

De såra vi sydde igjen, ble de alltid infiserte?

Jeg vet ikke lenger, om jeg tror på noe som helst

De jævla infiserte såra blir bare flere og flere

Og jeg skriker av og til, til stjernene- at jeg orker heller ikke mere

 

Og jeg tenker på den vakre hjernen din

Og jeg lurer på om du ga deg selv tid til å tenke ferdig

Blodspor i snøen..

Var den kula deg verdig?

Det er blodspor i snøen

Jeg lukker øya men det er alt jeg ser

Blodspor i snøen, det er alt som er igjen

Og jeg fatter ikke at du ikke finnes mer

 

 

My viking ways

Hey there, doctor- in your prison of madness

I know I look wild now, but deep inside I just feel sadness

I know you think I’m completely insane

Well, at the moment I am-so..

It’s all fair game

 

So give me a pill

So I can chill before I kill

(Ah!)

This is just a phase

Let me cool down..

I’m sorry for my viking ways

 

Hey there! Oh, you called the cops?

and told them I just won’t shut up?

Oh, was I screaming in public again

Fuck, guess I am going crazy then

It’s always just a matter of when..

 

So give me a pill

(give me all the pills!)

So I can chill before I kill

(Chill before I kill, argh!)

I promise, this is just a phase

Let me cool down..

I am sorry for my viking ways

 

Uups, I broke the window

and woke up all the neighbours

What do you mean,»It’s the middle of the night»

and what the fuck do you mean, I am not looking alright?!

Why are you looking at me like that?

Do you want to fight?!

 

Oh no, oh no..

I am back at it with my viking ways

My viking ways!

 

Let me cool down..

It’s just a phase

It will get better, that’s what everyone says

Well, I am sorry for, sorry for..

My bloody viking ways

I’m sorry for my viking ways!

 

 

Face like a supermodel, body like a stripper

To Ini, easily my biggest girl-crush through the ages ❤️ 

 

Ah, she got a, got a

face like a supermodel, body like a stripper

All the bad boys in my hood, they wanna trick her

Trick her..

Me, I just wanna stare at her ‘til my eyes fall out

Me, I just wanna, wanna lick her

I want to lick her

 

Her face, her heavenly face

Those eyes, those lips..

I want to trace every inch of her with my fingertips

Her ass, her hips..

The way she walks, the way she sits..

I wanna take her home, and keep her ‘till she comes

I wanna bury my head in her tits

 

Ah, she got a, got a

face like a supermodel, body like a stripper

All the bad boys in my town, they wanna trick her

Trick her

Me, I just wanna stare at her until my eyes fall out

Me, I just wanna lick her

Lick her!

Until her moan gives way to a shout

 

She got beauty and brains, she’s fascinating

She makes me forget about all the dudes I used to be dating

I want to talk with her for weeks

Be her one and only freak in the sheets

Walk hand in hand with her through the streets

I bet she tastes just like bubble gum

I think I wanna wifey her

I even want to introduce her to my mum

 

’Cuz she got a, got a

face like a supermodel, body like a stripper

All the bad boys in the world, they wanna trick her

Trick her..

Me, I just wanna stare at her until my eyes fall out

Me, I just wanna lick her

Lick her!

Until her moan gives way to a shout

Until my moan give way to a shout!

 

I think I wanna wifey her

I think she’s so, so worth the wait

and to be perfectly honest, I

I no longer think I am all that straight!

 

Face like a supermodel, body like a stripper..

She got a, got a..

Face like a supermodel, body like a stripper

 

Hold me harder

We don’t hug much in this family

Ya’ll seem so damn successful

Me, I’m just parked in this corner

Fighting for my sanity

 

(I’m sad to say: It’s such a losing game

I can do a lot, but I can’t stay sane)

 

Am I lonely?

If so, I’m so used to it, it’s kinda comfortable

Tell myself I can be my one and only

The sound of silence isn’t uncomfortable

But late at night, that’s when I feel it

I need someone to hold me, that’s when I need it

 

So can you..

Hold me, hold me harder

I can’t be on my side when the darkness creeps under my skin,

and seeps into my mind

So can you..

Hold me, hold me harder

‘Cuz it’s when I need myself the most, I am impossible to find

 

We don’t hype each other up

We don’t talk much at all

I have all your numbers in my phone-list

But it rarely seems like the right move to call

 

When did we become like this?

Have we always been this alien

Is there any love left?

Why is it that when I embrace you

It feels like some kind of theft?

 

Are we lonely?

If so, we’re so used to it, it’s kinda comfortable

Tell ourselves we can be our one and only

The sound of silence isn’t uncomfortable

But late at night, do you ever feel it?

Do you need someone to hold you, is that when you need it?

 

So can I..

Hold you, hold you harder

Can you be on your side when darkness creeps under your skin,

and seeps into your mind?

So can I..

Hold you, hold you harder

I don’t know about you, but for me

It’s always when I need myself the most, I am impossible to find

 

So can I

Hold you, hold you harder

Can you..

Hold me, hold me harder

 

 

Faen ta deg, faen ta meg

Ti år har gått, du er fortsatt like fin.

Ti år har gått og jeg tenker på deg fortsatt

Ti år, og du er fortsatt ikke min

Og jeg skjønner jo at jeg er mer enn bare litt betatt

Ti jævla lange år.. Det finnes ikke tvil:

Jeg er faen meg besatt

 

Faen ta deg

Og faen ta meg å’

Du var kanskje min en gang

Men du blir ikke min igjen nå

 

Noen ganger vil jeg spyle livet mitt ned i dass

Har vandra hele byen rundt men ingen kan ta din plass

Og alle sier «Du kommer over det»

Men nøyaktig hvor lang tid det tar er det ingen som er synsk nok til å se

 

Og du har egentlig sagt ditt

Og med de orda har du røska ut det jævla hjertet mitt

Og jeg skjønner jo at jeg har solgt meg selv på billigsalg

Det er synd vi er født med frie valg..

 

Faen ta deg

Og faen ta meg å’

Du var kanskje min en gang

Men du blir ikke min igjen nå

 

Jeg skjønner meg ikke på det her
Hvorfor kan jeg ikke bare viske deg ut med viskelær?!

Og hvorfor måtte du si at du fortsatt er singel og at du ikke har fått barn

Når vi begge vet at du ikke kommer til å svømme rett inn i mitt loslitte garn?

 

Faen ta deg

Og faen ta meg å’

Du var kanskje min en gang

Men du blir ikke min igjen nå

 

For jeg er syk i hodet

Og har gift i sjelen og gift i blodet

Og du er litt for hel ved

Også er du alltid der på feil tid, og feil sted

(FAEN!)

De sier smaken er som baken

Men hvorfor blir jeg aldri lei?

Og hvorfor, etter ti forbanna år

Drømmer jeg fortsatt om å se deg naken?

(Faen!!)

 

Så..

Faen ta deg

Og faen ta meg å’

Du var kanskje min en gang

Men du blir ikke min igjen nå

Du blir ikke min igjen nå

 

 

Welcome, 2024

I’ll be the first to admit it

Life ain’t always peachy

It can range from heaven to hell
and I’ll be the first one to admit

that living ain’t always easy

 

But you and I, we made it this far

And we are still here

So cheers to us, and let’s..

 

Turn the pain into music

It’s kinda worth it if you can use it

So sing with me

Sing with me!

We are still here

It counts for something

and maybe, just maybe

Hoping against hope, maybe

That life might give us a second chance

So let’s open that door

And welcome this New year

Welcome, 2024

 

I’ll be the first to admit

The year that went by,

I never quite made it

And I’ll confess

I’ve been quite the mess

 

But you and I, we made it this far

and we’re still standing

So cheers to us, and let’s..

 

Turn the pain into music

It’s kinda worth it if you can use it

So sing with me

Sing with me!

We are still here

It counts for something

and maybe, just maybe

Hoping against hope, maybe

Life might give us a second chance

So let’s open that door

And welcome this New year

Welcome, 2024!

 

Cheers to us ❤️

 

With this song, I’m wishing all of you a happy New Year 🤗 In 2024, let’s live more, laugh more, love more.. No matter what obstacles life throws us! 👊🏼