It’s been so many years since I’ve seen your face
Yet it still haunts me
I have tried so hard to forget
But it’s still you I want
If only..
I curse the stars for crossing us
And I wish I could hate you for what you put me through
It’s been so many years since I last heard your voice
Still I only want you
Time moves so fast
It’s no wonder nothing ever lasts
I want to wipe out the memories
I have cursed every part you’ve played in my past
If only..
It’s you who makes me so damn lonely
And I wish I could hate you for walking away
I have known for so many years nothing you said was true
Still the only one I want is you
And I know I am destined to walk the rest of my life alone
Only I can heal the void in my wounded soul
Still when I close my eyes, it’s your eyes I see
I think I’d be willing to die for
You just holding me
Just one last time..
But you will never hold me again
And I have no choice but to deal with the pain
If only..
There’s no point in thinking like that
In keeping the memory alive and burning
I know I have to kill the flame that keeps you alive in my hopes and dreams
You sacrificed me like I was nothing..
It should have been so easy
But nothing ever is as easy at seems
And I know I am destined to walk this life alone
Only I can fill the void within my wounded soul
Still when I close my eyes.. It’s always your eyes I see
And I think I could die for
You just holding me
Just one last time..
Just one last time.
(And I shouldn’t say it but..)
If only
If only..
