Pacing in circles

Leaving behind a trail of cigarettes

Thoughts racing, needs facing

My brain suddenly got Tourettes

And I can’t control where it goes

Or who I’m thinking of

All my disturbed memories

Are popping off

Night brain, I call it night brain

Got a lot to deal with now that I’ve been insane

There’s no way

To go back again

But I will keep pushing through

this battle too

Black smoke in the air

Helps the clouds in my head disappear

My fake friend, a habit I need to quit

And I will, I just gotta get through this

Cuz I got..

Night brain, I call it night brain

Got a lot to deal with now that I’ve been insane

Anxiety, my deepest fears they resurface

I got some broken parts in me I need to replace

But I’ll keep pushing through

This battle too..

Ps. At least my face got real tan this summer somehow 😎😬