I’m down and deep
Wish I could keep
a glimmer of the light you shine upon me
Wish I could weep
Blood vessels in my eyes
Oh how I dream
of suicide..
I close my eyes and let the darkness surround me
I build walls within so no one can find me
And I die each moment, or so it seems
I’m falling apart, even in my dreams
Even in my dreams..
It’s coming closer
I want it to be over
These haunted days, they only make me depressed
There’s no more light
No more reason to fight
Oh how I dream
of not being alive
I feel like burning the bridges between me and the living
The days that keeps on coming are so damn unforgiving..
So I..
I close my eyes and let the darkness surround me
I build walls within so no one can find me
and I die each moment, or so it seems
I’m falling apart, even in my dreams
Even in my dreams..
I’m falling apart, even in my dreams