I’ve cried my tears into the ocean
I hold on to this devotion
I’m a shark, gotta stay in motion
But without you is the hardest thing I have to do
Hold me, hold me, hold me
Home will always be in your arms
even if you’ll never welcome me there again
Oh love, if I’d know what you cost
I still would have paid
’Cuz all is not lost
All is not lost
Remind me one more time
why we’re not on speaking terms
and why we can’t negotiate
or wave a white flag
Tell me one more time
why I sleep alone on thorns
These terms turns my Halo to horns
Oh what I’d give
For you to just hold me
Is it true that all you wanted
was to control me
Say it isn’t so
God I just need answers
I just gotta know
Remind me one more time
Why we can’t talk this out
Why we can’t just fuck through it
Or wave a white flag
God knows, we still have enemies
But tell me why we can’t be allies
and why you can’t stick around in my life
Oh what I’d give
For you to just hold me
Fuck me through this
Is it true all you wanted
was to control me
Say it ain’t so
Guess only the devil knows
No one will ever love you like me
No one can fuck you like me
Oh, say it’s really so
I’m desperate now and it shows
I guess only the devil truly knows
Talk me through this
Fuck me through this
Talk me through this
Fuck fuck fuck me through this
Just talk to me
Just come back inside of me
So I can breathe again
Breathe again
Breathe again..
All my life
Flashing before my eyes
Dry my tears
Silence my fears
Life goes, goes on
Yeah, life goes on
All these years spent in fear
You know the words I want to hear
But you stay silent, it’s okay
Cuz life goes on, goes on
Life goes on and it goes my way
Hallelujah, mama I’m home
Soon my fears are dead and gone
I did it all, and I did it alone
Life goes on, goes on
Yeah life goes on and it goes my way
They all said it, so I can’t say I wasn’t warned
You came with a tail, and you came horned
I can’t believe I was the one
Keeping you on a throne
I like you better when you’re gone
Yeah, I like you better when you’re gone
Now I see clearly what I guess I’ve always known
That you are bad from the skin to the bone
I’m not even gonna talk about that micro-dick
Or the fact that you are thick as a brick
Every word you say, makes my brain upset
How the fuck did this play out for as long as it did
Every time I was in the same room as you, is a moment I regret
Why should I be the one
Keeping you on a throne
I like you better when you’re gone
I like you better when you’re gone
Yeah, I like you better when you’re gone
I hope someone takes karma in their own hands
and take a hit in those weak knee-caps and make you piss your pants
All your shitty ass friends, that you stay loyal to
One day, they’ll all turn on you
I hope you lose the rest of your hair
That covers up the brain that ain’t even there
I can’t believe I’ve been around
The worst piece of shit in town
Now I know just how low you go
And if you ever show up again, I’m just letting you know
I might just take karma in my own hands
Yeah I might just take karma in my own hands
Why should I be the one
Yeah, why should I be the one
I’m out, I’m out and I’m never coming back
Are you even human, from everything that you lack
I like you better when you’re gone
I like you better when you’re gone
Ah, let’s just call it what it is
You stoop so low, you look so small
And now the truth is
I don’t like you at all
No I don’t like you at all
I wouldn’t be here if I had no goals
wouldn’t be here if I filled no roles
would not be here
If I could not finally fill in all the plot holes
I can not blame ya
Honey, I’m a sinner too
but these crimes I was forced through
they did not happen to you
Redemption or revenge
I’ll grab what I can
And this final battle-cry
might just mean the end of man
Oh this is a nasty story
Don’t miss the deadline
My baby says «Oh, not tonight»
My darling asshole says «Oh not tonight»
Well, it’s alright, Cuz…
If he wants to be a pornstar
I want to see if he can get that far
If he wants to be a pornstar
I wanna see if he can get that far!
I’m calling on the dead
who live on inside my head
If I had to choose
I’d join ranks with you instead
I’d join ranks with you instead
And if your spirit is free
then walk behind me now
Me and my army of the walking dead
So bring a gun to my head
My fucking head..
I am the walking dead
Happy birthday to me
and the woman I am
that I wanted to be
I’m not perfect, no
Not a finalist in your fucked up beauty-show
It’s okay tho
’cuz now I know
24.12.1987
The day I gave up on your heaven
I burned in hell
But damn I handled it well
And now I see
I created just the beast I wanted to be
Nah, I ain’t your damned Messiah
So save yourself
Save yourself
Like I did
Like I do
That’s my final words, that’s the last line
I am imperfectly doin’ fine
So save yourself
Like I did
Like I do
Here’s the last line
I ain’t gonna fuck you
Gods, if you listen: Close the gates to heaven
I know you remember the date, bitch
24.12.1987
Til Marte min ❤️
Oh love, with a heavy head
I’m sorry for the time I spent like I was dead
I just need you to know
It’s alright to slow down
I can see the lifeguards
I promise you won’t drown
As long as you are safe
And now you are, you are
I’ll sleep tonight, I swear
As long as you are safe, I’m okay
and now I can live without fear
Oh love, the sorrow you have carried
I could not cry your tears for you
I just want you to know
Let them flow, they heal
and believe me when I say
I will handle everything that you feel
Here’s my hand in written words
Hold it, I won’t let go
As long as you are safe
And now you are, you are
I’ll sleep tonight, I swear
As long as you are safe, I’m okay
and now I can live without fear
Because believe me, you will be okay
Oh love, I am yours
By fate, by blood, by chance, by luck, by choice
I will always side with you
Listen to my voice:
Know that as long as you are safe
I will be okay
Believe me, you know the way..
Home is where the heart is
Here’s my hand, in written words
I always had yours, now it’s my turn
I will not let go
We will be okay
You and me, like oil and water
Don’t hand over your heart so easily,
I was not made for love babe
I am only built for slaughter
Do you want pain, or do you wanna feel alright
I can give you both
So welcome to the slaughterhouse tonight
Yeah, welcome to the slaughterhouse tonight
These hands, they touch good
But if I touch anything for too long
Then they reach for the axe and now you look like wood
And it’s so unfortunate that you still know your ways
around my hood
Do you want pain, or do you wanna feel alright
I can give you both
So welcome to the slaughterhouse tonight
Yeah, welcome to the slaughterhouse tonight
Guess I’m just hydrophobic
I don’t mix, and every problem we have is a problem we just can’t fix
Still can’t help it, we don’t mix somehow that’s erotic
And truth is, most of my actions are just straight up idiotic
and I do tend to just not think at all
So I drink until you’re dry
But then it’s back to hydrophobic again
when you break down and cry
This tongue may be silky smooth
But if I use it for too long, it turns poisonous
And just because it felt so damn good
Doesn’t mean it’s healthy for either one of us
And it’s so unfortunate how we keep talking when there’s really nothing more we can discuss
I really do hate myself
The way I can talk myself in and out
I’ve lost my self-respect, and now I’m straight up disrespecting you
Can’t believe this is what I am about
I’m sorry, I’m depressed, I’m fucking suicidal and I forgot all about stuff like being nice, being human, being someone’s sister, friend or daughter
Just keep your heart locked up, babe
’Cuz I was never made for love, no
I was built for slaughter
Yeah, that’s the sad truth babe
I was built for slaughter
Do you want pain, or do you wanna feel alright
I can give you both
So welcome to the slaughterhouse tonight
Yeah, welcome to the slaughterhouse tonight
