See, I’ve been thinking
and staring into the wall without blinking
Spend too much time like this
Like I barely exist
Can’t get my shit together
All I know is..
If you drag someones trust trough the dirt
Someone’s bound to get hurt
See, I was hoping
That if you’d see me actually coping
Got a little braver..
So you wouldn’t think “Save her”
Maybe we could be together
That’s crazy talkin’, but..
..All I really know is
When you gamble for more than your worth
Someone’s bound to get hurt
Guess you’re an angel now
Well, I liked you better back in your demon days
Are you allowed to look at me like that
Come closer and smell me, tell me again you’ve changed your ways
I won’t tell a soul if you misbehave
Oh I like it when you misbehave
Tell me you don’t miss the stench of fear or the taste of blood
Or the weight of a sword in your hand
Tell me it doesn’t feel good:
To be a savage just because you can
So you go by the book now
Well, I might have burned some pages
Don’t look at me like that
It feels good to be bad, baby
So much better than being sad
Took a while to get over
The best thing I ever had
Still I keep crawling back
Hungry and desperate for all that I lack
Tell me you don’t miss the stench of fear or the taste of blood
Or the weight of a sword in your hand
Tell me it doesn’t feel good:
To be a savage just because you can
Well, you’re still wicked since you keep stabbing my back
And I would kill you I guess, if I just knew where to attack
I can’t seen to harm that pretty face, n’or that incredible body
I want you so bad it hurts
Guess you’ll kill me first
Tell me you don’t miss the stench of fear or the taste of blood
Or the weight of a sword in your hand
Tell me it doesn’t feel good:
To be a savage just because you can
You can’t seem to break me
That’s why you hate me
You kick me down I get back up
Bleeding, wounded, scarred for life maybe
But I get up and that’s why you hate me
Well maybe I’ve come to the conclusion that I hate you too
Hate your delusions and your institution
Think it’s time for a revolution
I speak the language of the underdogs and I’m fluent in rage
You know this
I did a demonstration on your stage
If we scream “WAR”
Would you face me on the battlefield
Or would you hide behind a human shield
We got unfinished business
I’ve waited all my life for this
One day you’ll have to pay
One day that day will be today
You tried so hard to break me
I’m the cockroach that got away from underneath your foot and that is why you hate me.
The serpent slithering into the dark and boy do I long to coil around your neck.
I would never kill you, darlin’. That would be to give you RESPECT.
Do you remember how you tortured me?
Well, guess what I have planned for you..
I’ll be around you every day, I know how much you hate my face..
Well my face will invade every inch of your space.
I’ll let you hate me all day, darlin’.
All day, ‘cuz I’m the one that got away and that is why you hate me.
That is why you hate me.
That is why you hate me!
Now you’re trapped so feel free to hate me.
Your hate is what imprisoned you, and now I got my hook in you.
You hate me, and darlin’ I love that you do
Guess what, I’ve learned to hate you too
Careful what you speak
Someone’s paying REALLY close attention
That is not your friend, this is not your brother.
That’s not your lover, and you have no mother
Look into the mirror
See how your smile is like a wound?
Who’s that behind you
Don’t turn around to soon
I’m not crazy
I’m not crazy
I’m not
Be careful what you think
Before you turn it into action
Have you lost control yet
You seem to stand on the brink
Maybe you should JUMP
Your ship’s about to sink
They whisper behind your back
Someone’s making a call
Everyone is concerned
Think you should go to the hospital
It’s time to RUN
I’m not crazy
I’m NOT crazy
Am I crazy
Don’t think so damn loud
Someone is listening to every word
Dark wings are spreading over this city
Snakes are crawling in the streets
Soon the dead will stand on their feet
And you have no where left to run
Is every face familiar?
Have you been here before?
Whatever you do:
Do NOT let them lock that door
Your heart is beating way too fast
Your sanity, it can not last
Slipping, drifting, snapping nerves
Can no longer separate present from past
I’m crazy am I
Am I good or bad
I’ve lost myself
And I was all I had
I was all I had
Your skin, my sin
Oh lord forgive me, ’cause I still
Love him
I can’t forget.
How hard I’ve tried!
I sleep by myself and I don’t wanna know who’s creeping up with you tonight
I can’t help but wonder
If all your feelings for me have died
Oh lord erase him for me
You know that I have tried
Your touch, my death
I loved you with my mouth first
Maybe that’s why I’m out of breath
Your face, I can’t replace..
Your hands speak the language of my body
You are the gasoline that lights me on fire
You are the embodiment of my desire
Only you could ever penetrate my mind..
You were the greatest treasure I ever stumbled upon
I had you for a moment then you were gone
Now your someone else’s treasure to find..
Oh forgive me lord
I know he was never really mine
And I’ll pay my dues in hell for him
For what is left of my time
Your skin, my sin
Lord it was worth it, loving him
I was drowning in a dark and bottomless ocean
In my mind we’d all survive
but some of us never learned how to swim
and some just long to sink
I could feel the sharks circling around my feet
In my mind thoughts were spinning..
There is no heaven above us
and no hell underneath
And there is such beauty in that
It’s such a big relief
I am nothing but the words I speak
and even my bones will turn to dust
Do you feel fear towards death..?
‘Cause all I feel is a starving lust
For silence, and only silence
For what is truly peace
So let me drown in waters deep
I am ready for my release
I am the bad seed
The darkest sheep
I do the worst deeds
To fulfill my wicked needs
Oh, but am I incomplete-
or just full of shit
Tell me please..
I can take it
I am always there for you to blame
The puzzle that won’t fit into your “perfect” game
I am the skeleton in your closet
I’m the reason you can’t close it
If I do a 180..
Turn my life ’round would you still hate me?
I have this feeling I’ll never measure up
Maybe that’s why I keep fucking up
Oh but is there anything about me you could love at all?
I’ll selfdestruct if that’s what you want..
In fact I’ve already jumped
Now I’m in freefall
Don’t you dare shed a single tear on me
It’s a story with no beginning and no end
Where the villain and the hero is one and the same
It’s a burning lust hidden in someone elses past
It’s a future made of dust and a love that couldn’t last
You remember my name
It’s a body reeking of fear and a mind filled with mines
It’s a place you’d never want to return to
Where reality gets blurry lines and all your worst enemies aligns
And they won’t stop the torture until both soul and body resigns..
You remember my face
It’s a corridor with numbered doors
Soulless eyes and brutal hands
It’s calling out for help. But you are speaking in a language
That no one understands
You remember my voice
The body can endure what kills the spritit
and hell is a room with a bed and chains
Strapped so tight, never ending pains
Being forced to forgive and forget
And hear them laugh because you make no threat
You remember and I will never let you forget
Stop hoping foolish heart
You’ve been set up to lose from the start..
He doesn’t feel the way about you as you do about him
He doesn’t care if you sink or swim
Stop hoping, foolish heart
He does not count each passing second you’ve been apart..
He sleeps safe and sound at night
He’s not afraid of the light
He could never comprehend
why you are so damaged.
He does not care that you are twisting and turning
And how every part of you is burning
From desire and yearning
After the scent of his skin
And the touch of his hand..
He will never be able to understand
Stop hoping, foolish heart
Or keep breaking piece by piece
Until you decease..
I’ll keep breaking..
I don’t care if I’m aching
Or that he is not mine for the taking
I love who I love, no matter the cost
I’ll be lonely if I must, it’s nothing new..
I may love in vain, but atleast it’s a love that’s true..
I’ll wait, I’ll wait all my life for you.
Heard your heart has healed, honey..
Don?t forget who broke it first
I am the vampire lurking in the night
And only your blood can quench my thirst
Did you erase me completely?
See, I don’t think you can
I never did anything discreetly
Was real good at making you feel like a man
My door is never open
But you can kick it in at any time
I still get in that demonic mood now and then..
and I miss my old partner in crime
