Tell me what you think I’d like to hear

Honestly feels like you’re pissing in my ear

Every time I reach for you, you’re never there

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And now the bubble burst, and my inflated latex heart is outta air

Now I know

Now it shows

Now I let you go

You knew how to break my wall

Cut my rope and watch me fall

Made me small to make you look tall

Now I see you don’t care at all

You just like to watch me crawl

Now I know

Now it shows

Now I let you go

Oh.. Oh!
Go, go, go!

Talk me back into your atmosphere

Like I wasn’t dying to just get outta there

Held my hand and broke my fingers

Blow up in my face, I can’t see clearly with my eyes full of splinters

If all you have to offer is war

Then I’m the fool of a soldier that still lingers

I can’t take the orders anymore

My life has always felt like some kind of war

I don’t know how to make peace, but I have to try

I have to be the general of my own life

And you are just not an ally..

Now I know

Now it shows

Now I let you go

Oh.. Oh!

Go, go, go.

Yeah, now I know

Now it shows

Now I let you go

Should I ignore the signs all around me

Or just follow my every impulse blindly

I’ve asked myself this a thousand times before

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Still when you come around knocking

I open the door

You live then you die

In between that, all you can do is to try

And maybe it’s fucked up that I’m always questioning everything and always gotta ask myself «WHY»

Then again, do we not all search for meaning

It’s a brutal world.. and we are a brutal species

Waging war, raging against nature

Killing everything, like it does not mean the death of us

I hang on I guess because all I’ve ever known was some kind of a broken mess

You can afford to lose something that means less..

Still, it leaves me unfulfilled

Like banging my head against a wall I can’t rebuild

Then again..

If something is already dead then at least it can’t be killed..

So there is a safety to this

But playing it safe

Means there’s a part of my needs and desires I have to erase

You live then you die

And in between that, all you can do is to try

And maybe it’s fucked up that I’m always questioning everything and asking myself all these «WHY’S»

Then again, aren’t we all searching for that feeling..

In a brutal world.. Among a brutal kind..

Aren’t we all desperate to find

That and those that makes it worth it all

Someone close enough to call

Someone who’s still there although you fall

So..

Should I ignore the signs all around me?

Or just

Follow every impulse blindly..?

I’m hanging on I guess because all I’ve ever known was some kind of a broken mess

Some kind of a broken mess..

Damn, we made the entire world some kind of broken mess

Didn’t we..

Ah, so here we are

You out there, drinking

That’s how it always goes

Me at home in my bed, overthinking

Keeping us both on our toes

I know you hate it when I say it, but

babe, it feels like this ship is sinking..

Coping strategies, they strangle me

I am still so far from who I want to be

You said I’m not the one, somehow it hurts even tho’ I feel the same

We fuck, we fight, it’s all a part of the game

Guess none of us are ment for something better, so we stay put in our lane

When I look back, it seems I was always a slave

Or a puppet in someone else’s play

Sometimes I get the feeling no one listens to a word that I say

Maybe that’s why I have to go crazy at times, lose my shit completely and gain the courage to scream so loud they call the cops

I feel so invisible at the lowest points, maybe that’s why I let madness take the reigns

Ridiculous.. Futile.. But at least the feeling of being a ghost finally stops

So I guess that’s why I can’t let this go

‘Cuz even tho we’re not compatible at least I know

That even when you’re piss drunk and high as a kite

And you feel less like making out and more like to bite

It’s me you come to

It’s me you call

And I reckon we both feel more like going at each other, at each other

Than to have no one at all

Ah, so here we are

Made it ten months, back and forth and back again

No one thought we’d get this far

I’ve been thinking, it’s time to flush the drain

But this shit, it’s all that remains

And now I feel like we are linked by chains

If I let you go, that’s all I got walking out on me

Somehow, it lost its appeal to be free

Damn, this scares the living shit outta me

We’re both complicated, screwed up

Still we’re not ment to be

Real love, fuck if I know what it feels like

Imagine it’s like ripping out your heart and stabbing it with a knife

You said I’m not the one, somehow that stings even tho’ I said it first

I didn’t know I was starving or dying from thirst

So we fuck, we fight, it’s just a part of the game

Guess none of us are ment for something better, so we stay in our lane

Stay in our lane..

We stay in our lane

This song is pure metal 🤘🏼Dedicated to the one I want the most.

My king, how you have faded

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On your throne made of bones

We whisper in the dark «Come fight with us»

While our hearts sink like stones

I don’t want to save you,

I just want to set you free

Ride out, ride out on the battlefield with me

Open the gates to Valhalla

Let the gods rage against mankind

We’ve been slaves, awating

For the truths we were not ment to find

My god, you have lost your faith now

While you watch all our crimes

My dark angel, the light is gone from your eyes

We burned in hell with you

Did you go deaf from our cries..?

Open, open the gates to Valhalla

Let the blood fall down like rain

We’ve been slaves, awaiting

Death shall reign, release us from the pain

Release us from the pain!

I don’t want to save you

I just want to set you free

Ride out, ride out, ride out!

Ride out on the battlefield with me

Open the gates of Valhalla

Release the beasts, unleash the rage

We were slaves, now we are ready

We are not looking to be saved

We are not looking to be saved!

Open the gates to Valhalla

We welcome our fate with open arms

We are no longer slaves!

You’re pretty to look at, sure

And after a while, you’re wishing for more

But baby boy, I don’t believe in destiny

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And just because you get the best of me

’Cuz yeah, I fuck good

But I’m not fucking around

So get your head out of the clouds

and keep your feet on the ground

We fuck good

That doesn’t mean we are bound

You gotta be, gotta be

Co-Co-Cooler than my own company

If you want anything more from me

That’s what you gotta be

Co-Co-Cooler than my own, my own

Co-Co-Company..

I come with you, sure

But I want so much more

If you want to carry me through the door

You fuck good, but you don’t make my jaw drop to the floor

If you want me tied down to you, you gotta be smart

Above all you gotta have a big heart

Keep me interested, keep me fascinated

I’m not up for being constantly frustrated

I learned a lot from the guys I’ve dated

It takes a lot, to be top-rated

You gotta be, gotta be

Co-Co-Cooler than my own company

If you want anything more from me

That’s what you gotta be

Co-Co-Cooler than my own, my own

Co-Co-Company

Ah, I know

You like what I put up for show

But if you want more than just

Being the source of my lust

’Cuz yeah we fuck good

But I never said ‘forever’, remember

And I am not a pretender

If you want more..

You gotta have the right attitude

If you want more..

You gotta beat my solitude

Yeah, if you want more from me..

You gotta be, gotta be

Co-Co-Cooler than my own company

If you want anything more from me

That’s what you gotta be

Co-Co-Cooler than my own, my own

Co-Co-Company

Cooler than, Cooler than

Yeah, I want that man

Co-Co-Cooler than

my co-co-company!

It’s not all your fault

I played my part too

You didn’t ask for this, I know

I’m just being honest, I wish we’d never met

Damn these stupid things that I do

I get it now, I see your side

Suicide, it was suicide

Dial your number and ask you to decide

Force you to tell me what to do with my life

I was waiting for that damn knight who stuck the knife

In my back, heart attack, got me so far off track

Now I see clearly

I yearned for you

Oh, I yearned for you..

But that never ment that I earned you

And I guess I could carry the weight of the world

And still I would not deserve you

7 years, gave it 7 years

Guess you helped me numb the pain

I figured if I was worth your tears

That ment you felt the same

Now I know though, those reptile eyes

They only cry for the game

Temptation

turned into frustration

All this time, I was waiting

for some revelation

You will never speak truthfully, will you

And you don’t care about my pain

And I’m sure you’re somewhere out there, laughing..

Of these 7 years I spent in vain

It’s not all your fault

I played my part too

You didn’t force your way into my head

I kept you alive in there, all by myself

Damb these stupid things that I do

I yearned for you

Oh how I’ve yearned for you!

But that doesn’t mean that I’ve earned you

It doesn’t mean I deserve you

He loves me, he loves me not

It’s either ice cold or it’s scorching hot

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These hands; have fired guns, have murdered men

They say all his lovers tends to die young

Guess I could’ve been one of them

He always greets me «Shalom»

But there never was

And probably never will..

Be peace in his dark kingdom

He loves me, he loves me not

Either ice cold, or scorching hot

Doomed from the start

Still we took the shot

Broken boys, turned into dangerous men

The ones our mamas warned about

»Don’t get involved with them»

Still, that broken boy

He’s still somewhere in there

Desperate to be loved, seen, understood

All those feelings I’ve felt too

There’s many of us

That carries wounds from a disturbed and troubled childhood

These hands; Have beaten, tortured, killed

And still, I let him touch me

How can I defend

that I am capable of understanding

These broken boys that turned into dangerous men

When I lock eyes with myself in the mirror

I can catch a glimpse of buried hate and rage

I could be one of them..

Yeah, I think I’m one of them..

So baby, here we go again

»Shalom»

There never was and probably never will

be peace in our dark kingdom

Peace in our dark kingdom

Broken girls, sometimes turns into dangerous women

Just like broken boys can turn into dangerous men

I don’t want to, but maybe I am

Don’t want to, but sometimes I am

One of them..

I’m one of them

So what can we say, but greet each other «Shalom»

There never was, never will be

Never was, never could be

Peace.. In our kingdom..

Buried by the Northern shore

»Forever», that’s the word I swore

For the rest of my days, I walk alone

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The love I recieved, the place I belonged

None of it exists no more

No one could prepare me

For the day my worst fear became reality

What runs in my veins, what lurks deep in my mind

In the end, it was all part of my destiny

Sadness can kill you so slowly

There’s pain no amount of tears can release

Some curses run through generations of families

For a while, I thought it could explain

this mysterious, invisible disease

If you could watch me through the worst parts

Oh I’m grateful that you don’t have to see

You always had such a big heart

No one hurts like the biggest hearts..

And I could not explain or defend to you

Why I can’t become who you believed I could be

Buried by the Northern shore

»Forever» that’s the word I swore

»Forever» that’s the word I swore..

It doesn’t matter now- if I scream it against the raging storm, against the cold winter wind, against the summer rain-

«Forever»..

But you can’t hear me anymore

And I will never be the same

It’s so hard to accept

Death doesn’t ask, it just takes

I didn’t just lose you-

I lost a part of me too

It does give me some sort of comfort

That you’re not alone, you have a part of me buried there with you..

My blood in your mouth

Your hands, around my neck

There’s nothing left, inside this heart

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Inside this bloodless, shattered wreck

You forced me back to life once

Robbed me from the safety in the eternal dark

Forced me back into their cold hands

Right into the mouth of the hungry shark

Am I supposed to be grateful?

The fate you handed to me

How could it not turn me hateful

Those walls, every time I close my eyes I see those walls

And you, running away as fast as you can

No spine, no guts, no balls

My blood on your hands

The same bloody hands that held me

There was a time, when it felt so good

There was a time, I really thought this is love

Now I know better

You took me right back

To the forgotten parts of my childhood

I deserved to forget!

Am I supposed to stay faithful?

All my sacrifices..

You’re so ungrateful

I broke my neck

They burned my self-respect

There’s no hope left

inside this bloodless, shattered wreck

If those walls could talk

If they could tell on you and all your crimes

Every time I close my eyes, I see those walls

How you left me there.. I had to realise

You got no spine, no guts, no balls

I heard all your tragic stories

Tales of neglect and abuse

Life’s unfair, I get it

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But you’ve chosen to live in a world

Where it’s use or be used

You seemed so fragile and young at first

Now you’ve hardened to stone

Driven by rage and bloodthirst

Knocking out teeth and breaking bone

Do you feel destined to be a king, in this dark world you roam?

Do you think life will be safe if you seize the throne?

I loved the man you used to be

I fear the man you have become

You use my words against me

Do you not remember who walked out first?

Do you think you would’ve done different

if our roles had been reversed?

Maybe the sad truth is

Neither of us knows what real love is

Maybe the sad truth is

It would all boil down to this

We both should’ve known better

Than to play with fire

We both should’ve known better

Love is more than just desire

You seemed so soft and tender

Time flies when you live hard and fast

Now it’s hard to remember

How long can you last?

In this world you’ve chosen

What happens when your allies decides you’re an outcast?

Do you really want to be a king

in this dark world you roam?

Do you think it will last forever

if you seize the throne?

I loved the man you used to be

I fear the man you have become

Now boundaries and lines gets blurred

Sound advice just sounds absurd

Fast money, trick your brain

Sleepless for days, then go insane

It’s strange, what we’ll defend

Full speed, towards an early grave

Broken children turned broken adults, all the way to the bitter end

Does it matter, if I say you could still transcend?

Does it matter, if I still have faith..?

I don’t like that look in your eyes

Are you still somewhere in there, or is it already too late..?

All your gory stories, gives me chills down my spine

And how you’re proud to be this cruel, like it’s sublime

The brutal, merciless world where you choose to roam

Do you think you’ll live long on the throne?

I loved the man you used to be..

I fear the man you have become

I fear the man you have become..